I See You
11.6 Lyrics

Hoy casi ni dormir, intranquilo mártir
Last night, I barely slept, tormented by my own thoughts.

Decidí partir y así confiar en que mi hogar
I made the decision to leave in order to find the stability and security that I couldn't find at home.

No caiga tan fácil, ardo por ver aún factible
I hope that my home doesn't fall apart too easily, and I am still optimistic that there is a possibility for it to be better.

El oasis que la vida tiempo atrás bien me vendió
I was sold the idea of a perfect life, like an oasis, a long time ago.

Ardo en llama y ganas
I burn with both passion and desire to succeed.

Ganas por ganar la deuda
I have a strong desire to pay off my debts and succeed.

Y llamas por aún no saber perderla
I still struggle with the fear of losing everything I have worked for.

Más ese llama y gana
Despite this fear, I am still driven to succeed and am fueled by my passion.

Ya no reclama el préstamo de vuelta
I no longer owe anyone any debts and am free of financial burdens.

Tal vez considere devuelta
Perhaps I will consider giving back what was once lent to me.

La renta que dice prestaba
The person claiming to have lent me money is actually lying.

¡Si, y una mierda!
I don't believe their lies for a second.

Tú nunca me advertiste de nada
You never warned me about anything.

Diste confianza y pena sin fianza a unas vivencias desafianzadas
You gave me confidence and disappointment without any guarantees in uncertain situations.

¡Si, fuiste tú!
It was you who caused me pain.

La cruz a mi espalda cargada
I carry a heavy burden on my shoulders.

La misma que luce la misma mirada que aún
I see the same look of pain in your eyes that I carry with me.

Hoy en ocasiones emulo en mi cara
Sometimes I see that same pain reflected in my own face.

Espérame, apaga las velas
Wait for me, and put out the candles.

Sé la sed del río que se me congela
Be the thirst of the river that freezes me.

Inundemos con el cauce el barro con marcas de suela
Let's flood the mud and footprints with the flow of the river.

Conjeturas a tu lado lucen fuego y seda
In your presence, my doubts seem both intense and delicate.

Y aunque se dar más de mí
Although I have more to give.

Buenas nuevas por aquí
Everything is looking positive for me now.

Poco tiempo ya se hospedan aún quedando por decirnos las mejores virtudes que tarde o temprano brillarán
Our time together is short, but there are still good things to come that will shine in the future.

Como se merecen, ya que merecen vivir ¿No?
They deserve to live as well as anyone else, don't they?

Sales a buscarme y no me ves
You search for me, but you don't see me.

¿Y esperas que me quede aquí de pies?
Do you expect me to stay here motionless?

No, no me quedan ganas para correr, si motivos para arrancarme la piel
I don't have the energy to run, but I have reasons to hurt myself.

Y si, todo lo que toco es oro y todo lo que rompo es todo
Everything I touch turns to gold, but everything I break is ruined.

Dime tú si tiene validez dármelo o no...
Tell me if it's worth it to give it my all, or not.

No quiero correr tras esa bala
I don't want to chase after something that's impossible to catch.

Prefiero ser la mala
I'd rather be the villain.

Apúntame y dispara pero hazlo bien
Take aim and shoot me, but do it right.

Déjame romper esta cadena, si la mentira es ajena
Let me break this chain, if the lies are not my own.

Pues será a mí a quién le toque caer
And it will be me who pays the price.

Dime lo que sientes, sí, sí dime lo que sientes a cuarto vacío
Tell me what you feel, even if it's just to an empty room.

Si es tuyo y no mío y me piro dejándolo todo perdido, y ansío que vuelvas y ¡Mierda!
If it's yours and not mine, and I leave everything a mess, then I hope you'll come back, damn it!

No salen las cuentas, si correr descuenta
The numbers don't add up, and running only makes it worse.

Con la frente marchita camino buscando el andén que me queda
With my spirits low, I walk in search of the platform that remains.

Apiádate de mí, si es de nadie lo que escribo
Have mercy on me, even if what I write is meaningless.

Apiádate de mí, si rechazo mi castigo
Have mercy on me, even if I reject my own punishment.

Ey, si rechazo mi castigo, apiádate de mí...
Hey, if I reject my own punishment, have mercy on me...

Sentirme culpable no vale
Feeling guilty isn't worth it.

No se si me cabe en un texto el no poder explicar varios detalles, quedarme con ellos adentro
I don't know if I can explain everything in words, so I hold onto them inside me.

Decidme si encuentro las claves, si acaban quemando por dentro
Tell me if I find the answers, or if they just burn me up inside.

Si quedan resquicios que ayer no limpié
If there are any cracks left over from yesterday that I have yet to fix.

Aquellas cenizas borraban mi nombre lento
Those ashes slowly erase my name.

Ya no me arrepiento, más pienso en
I don't regret anything, but I think about

Situaciones adversas que hicieron que quedase detrás de mi cuerpo
The tough moments that made me feel like I was detached from my own body.

Letras que ni siento, detrás que me asiento
Words that I don't even feel, but that still weigh heavy on me.

De una figura que me muestra a nadie en concreto
From a vague figure that doesn't represent anyone in particular.

No es nítida es borrosa silueta, corrosiva en en mi cabeza
It's not a clear image, but a blurry, damaging silhouette in my mind.

Borro si va mal, escribo si va bien la pieza
I erase the bad parts, and write down the good, to form the whole picture.

Bailo un vals acompasado en mi cabeza
I dance a steady waltz in my mind.

Con un altavoz que apago cuando mi mente se expresa
With a speaker that I turn off when my mind starts to speak.

Dime lo que piensas cuando ésta se estresa
Tell me what you think when my mind is stressed.

Quise salir por la ventana pero no me abrí ni mi propia puerta
I wanted to escape, but couldn't even open my own door.