SUICIDE
12012 Lyrics


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Dark or sunshine

Taiyou wa kuzureochi yagate Rot away

Sunshine muzan na taiyou no hahen hai oru karada wa mourou
Noa no hakobune wa kyuusai no daichi e tami wo misutete habataku

Pokerface no kamen ka? Kanjou no ketsuraku ka dare ga shinjitsu wo sakebu
Noa no hakobune wa tsuki no sekai e hane wo hirogete habataku

Shibarare kainarasare sagesumare sazokashi kurushinda daro?
Shibarare azawaraware hige ni sare yami ni samayoi

Kodoku datta kunou no hibi kara sayonara wo kimeta chiriyuku namida muryoku na hane wo se ni

Moonlight jigoku no kumo no ito muragaru minikuki soudou
NOA no hakobune wa saiai no shisou wo tami ni toikake hajimeru

Shibarare kainarasare sagesumare sazokashi kurushinda daro?
Shibarare azawaraware hige ni sare kurikaesareru zankoku na nightmare

Kodoku datta kunou no hibi kara sayonara wo kimeta chiriyuku namida muryoku na hane wo se ni

Ikiru imi mo wake mo ushinatte shimatta
Dare no koe mo uso mo hibikanaku natta kirei na tsuki no yoru





Sunshine muzan na taiyou no hahen hai oru karada wa mourou hai oru karada wa mourou
Sunshine muzan na taiyou no hahen hai oru karada wa mourou

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of 12012's song SUICIDE reflect a sense of despair, isolation and loneliness. The lyrics start by referring to darkness and sunshine, contrasting the two while expressing a sense of decay as the sunshine is said to rot away. The lines indicate that the sun, which is often associated with warmth and light, can also bring misery and pain. The line “Pokerface no kamen ka?” implies that the person facing the trauma is hiding their true feelings behind a calm mask, and it is unclear who is speaking about the 'truth' ('dare ga shinjitsu wo sakebu').


The lyrics then introduce a vessel called Noah's Ark, which is said to be flying away from a land of salvation towards the world of the moon. This shift in imagery, from earth to the vessel reminds the reader of betrayal and loneliness. The following lines repeat the earlier imagery of being trapped, bound and thrown into darkness, conveying a sense of helplessness and anguish. It would appear that the song speaks to the feelings of someone who feels trapped by life and society's expectations.


Line by Line Meaning

Dark or sunshine
Whether in the darkness or in the light


Taiyou wa kuzureochi yagate Rot away
The sun will eventually crumble and decay


Sunshine muzan na taiyou no hahen hai oru karada wa mourou Noa no hakobune wa kyuusai no daichi e tami wo misutete habataku
Under the ruthless sun, the body decays and disappears, as Noah's ark flies towards a place of salvation, leaving behind the earth of destruction


Pokerface no kamen ka? Kanjou no ketsuraku ka dare ga shinjitsu wo sakebu
Is it a mask of indifference? Or the desperate cry of emotions? Who is shouting out the truth?


Noa no hakobune wa tsuki no sekai e hane wo hirogete habataku
Noah's ark spreads its wings and flies towards the lunar world


Shibarare kainarasare sagesumare sazokashi kurushinda daro?
Being bound, chained, and suppressed, doesn't it hurt to suffer endlessly?


Shibarare azawaraware hige ni sare yami ni samayoi
Being tied up and ridiculed, wandering in the darkness with a shaved head


Kodoku datta kunou no hibi kara sayonara wo kimeta chiriyuku namida muryoku na hane wo se ni
From the lonely days of agony, I have decided to bid farewell and wear the weak wings of falling tears


Moonlight jigoku no kumo no ito muragaru minikuki soudou NOA no hakobune wa saiai no shisou wo tami ni toikake hajimeru
The thread of the hellish clouds writhes in the moonlight, while Noah's ark begins its journey, carrying thoughts of beloved ones


Shibarare azawaraware hige ni sare kurikaesareru zankoku na nightmare
Being tied up, ridiculed and shaved, repeating a cruel nightmare


Ikiru imi mo wake mo ushinatte shimatta
Lost the meaning and reason for living


Dare no koe mo uso mo hibikanaku natta kirei na tsuki no yoru
On a beautiful moonlit night, no one's voice or lies can be heard


Sunshine muzan na taiyou no hahen hai oru karada wa mourou hai oru karada wa mourou
Under the ruthless sun, the body decays and disappears, the body decays and disappears




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@wataruxi

The old 12012 that I love is finally back!!! Wataru's voice rock so hard!!!

@hhoriuchi1211

よくわからないけど、サビは抜群にいい

@KonTheory77

Love every aspect of this song & PV. <3 12012 has showed why I love & have so much respect for Visual Kei. There aren't any boundaries to be worried about when producing a song; no restrictions whatsoever. & that is why Jrock bands in general don't stick to one sound. & in the end most people come to accept it. & one more thing...Dir En Grey didn't always sound like what they do now. Just like them, 12012 is experimenting. So stop comparing if you are. ~_~ THAT RIFF. *^* Beautiful~

@ayumu0405brq

昔の12012好きだったから突然ビジュアルとか音楽変わってびっくりしたけど、どっちも好き。早く復活してほしいな…

@ShinigamiTodesengel

love it <3 one of their best songs, in my opinion

@riszourdhik

12012 is much better now... than SEVEN. although wataru's looks really reminds me of Kyo of Deg in Clever Sleazoid... this single is bad ass! Love it, I had goosebumps.

@MaltedBastard

I'm sort of afraid, that this will be the only newer release from them, with this wonderful tune. But the future will tell! So far i like having them back as they used to be ^^

@NeroBaelside13

I think 12012 is the only band that can really pull off an homage to Dir en grey and I think it's pretty cool they showed their fondness for them. People whining plagiarism are fucking idiotic. Dir en grey doesn't exclusively own dark makeup and heavy sounds.

@JijiSoundProject

i'm back hearing this song again after 4 years!!!

@trivaldelic

Please don't judge them base on this new PV only! You should have listened to the whole new album, they are just the 12012 we used to love, the usual 12012 style! The re-recording old songs in the bonus disc are amazing too! Do not use a biased heart to judge them or compare them with other musicians. They are 12012.

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