Lights
39. Ellie Goulding Lyrics
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Losing it all on my own
I had a heart then
But the queen has been overthrown
And I'm not sleeping now
The dark is too hard to beat
And I'm not keeping up
The strength I need to push me
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
Noises, I play within my head
Touch my own skin
And hope that I'm still breathing
And I think back to when
My brother and my sister slept
In an unlocked place
The only time I feel safe
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
Home, home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine it when I'm alone
Home, home
Home, home
The lyrics of "Lights" by Ellie Goulding reflect a sense of vulnerability and fear, as well as the need for someone to provide a sense of safety and comfort. The opening lines "I had a way then, losing it all on my own, I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown" suggest a loss of control and a feeling of being overwhelmed. Goulding describes struggling to sleep and to find the strength to move forward.
The chorus of "Lights" serves as a contrast to the verses, as she sings about someone who is able to "show the lights that stop me turn to stone" and "shine it when I'm alone." This person is able to provide the support that she needs to make it through her struggles. The song also touches on Goulding's childhood, with references to her brother and sister sleeping in an unlocked place being the only time she felt safe.
Overall, the lyrics of "Lights" capture the feeling of vulnerability that many people experience, and the hope that can come from finding support and comfort in someone else.
Line by Line Meaning
I had a way then
I used to have a certain path in life
Losing it all on my own
But I lost my way and everything alone
I had a heart then
I used to have a strong and full heart
But the queen has been overthrown
But something or someone has taken over and ruined it all for me
And I'm not sleeping now
I can't sleep these days, I'm too restless or anxious
The dark is too hard to beat
I'm struggling to fight or cope with my inner demons
And I'm not keeping up
I'm not able to keep up with the demands of life or of myself
The strength I need to push me
I need some external force or support to lift me up and move me forward
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You bring light into my life and prevent me from freezing or feeling numb
You shine it when I'm alone
You help me see through the darkness when I'm by myself
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
I try to convince myself that I can handle everything and be tough
And dreaming when they're gone
I find solace and refuge in my dreams and imagination when the lights are out
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
I hear some sort of voice or longing that beckons me back to my true home or identity
Calling, calling, calling home
This voice keeps persistently calling me back to where I belong
Noises, I play within my head
I have a lot of inner chatter, doubts, fears, or fantasies that I create in my own mind
Touch my own skin
I try to ground myself and feel alive by touching my own body
And hope that I'm still breathing
I pray or wish that I'm still alive and present
And I think back to when
I reminisce about a time or a place that made me feel secure
My brother and my sister slept
I remember a moment when my loved ones were close and safe
In an unlocked place
We didn't need any locks or barriers to feel protected
The only time I feel safe
That was the only time when I could truly let my guard down and be at ease
Home, home
I miss home, where I belong and feel cared for
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
Again, you have the power to keep me alive and motivated
You shine it when I'm alone
You radiate hope and comfort even when I'm isolated or lonely
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
I try to bolster myself with courage and resilience
And dreaming when they're gone
I use my dreams and fantasies as a coping mechanism when I'm faced with challenges or fears
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
That inner voice or longing is still calling me back to where I truly belong
Calling, calling, calling home
I can't ignore that persistent call to come back to my roots and essence
Home, home
That's where my heart and soul feel complete and fulfilled
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Ash Howes, Elena Goulding, Richard Stannard
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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This makes me miss the way I used to look at life :(
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Yeah damn i miss those times
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