Losing My Love
50 Cent Feat. G-Unit & Game Lyrics

I've been losing my mind for a while now
I have been feeling mentally unstable and overwhelmed for quite some time

Devastated and down crying out loud
Feeling extremely heartbroken and expressing my pain loudly

Smoking blunts with the gang and we on it
Engaging in drug use with my group of friends and fully committed to it

We ain't fighting 'bout love but you won it
Our conflicts are not about love, but you were the one who came out on top

(Yeah uh)
An exclamation expressing agreement or understanding

Calling me back like that
Contacting me again in that manner

Fucking 'round all hoes mans
Engaging in infidelity and promiscuity with multiple women

While the boy's out
During the time when I am away

Get all them bags
Obtaining and accumulating a lot of money

Shit it ain't 'bout the money but you kept playin' like that
It is not solely about the money, but you constantly played games with it

You told me I was addictive
You claimed that I had an addictive quality

Like your best friend on crack
Comparing my addictiveness to the intense dependency on a best friend addicted to crack cocaine

Don't call me shawty
Do not refer to me as 'shawty' (a term used to address a woman or girlfriend)

A glock plus a 49
Possessing both a Glock handgun and a semi-automatic firearm

When the bandits came around
During the time when the criminals or troublemakers appeared

You was equipped with 45's waiting and top was already down
You were prepared with .45 caliber firearms, ready for action, and the convertible car roof was already down

It was our style it was my life 'cause we was dying for this shit
Our attitude and behavior represented our unique style because we were fully committed to this dangerous lifestyle

Cause all the days that we was down we still was loving us and shit
Even during the challenging times, we still had love for each other

(It went out like)
Referring to a previous event or situation that ended poorly or unexpectedly

Remember the times when I came home you wasn't lonely
Recalling the moments when I returned home and you were not feeling lonely

All of the mess made by your mates you used to call homies
All the chaos caused by your friends whom you used to consider as close

But it was back then
However, that was in the past

Some mad heads
Referring to certain individuals who are mentally unstable

Trynna play with us pac-man
Attempting to engage with us in a dangerous or confrontational manner

And I talked to you but your head red
I tried to communicate with you, but you were too angry or stubborn

Straight back
No hesitations or reservations

Your bed all white like a deathbed
Your bed was completely white, resembling a bed where someone would pass away

Even though that I kept winning
Despite my constant successes

You still kept running
You continued to avoid or flee from me

Every time I saw you all around keeping gunning
Whenever I encountered you, you remained hostile and ready for conflict

I thought that you a good back
I believed that you had my back and were loyal

But you ain't talk back
However, you did not respond or communicate in return

Then you came back
Eventually, you returned

Even though I pushed back
Despite my resistance or attempts to create distance

And I ask myself why I kept trusting like that -no-more
I question why I continued to have faith and rely on you in that way, not anymore

Down the drain all my feelings playing worried times back and forth
All my emotions are being wasted and my thoughts are filled with anxiety, constantly replaying troubled moments

All the time went by
As time passed

You wasn't lonely but
You were not feeling lonely, however

It's still my fault that I have trust u
I still take the blame for having trusted you

In my lowest times
During my most difficult or vulnerable moments

And all the times I wrote I love you
Even when I expressed my love for you countless times

I felt like I did a crime
I felt guilty, as if I had committed a crime

These hoes a 40 out of 100
These other women are not as significant or valuable to me, rating them at 40 out of 100

You a 95
However, you hold a rating of 95, indicating your high importance

Bitch I was there
I was present and supportive

But you wasn't there for me
But you did not reciprocate that support for me

It's crazy 'cause even the hardest times
It is ironic that despite the most difficult moments

I thought that we were meant to be
I believed that we were destined to be together

And I'm just always being me
I remain true to myself regardless of the circumstances

But you're too blind you couldn't see
However, you are oblivious and unable to perceive or understand

Girl I hope that there's another time that we are meant to be
I still hold hope that there may be a future moment when we are destined to be together

Damn
Expressing frustration or disappointment