I don't need u
6obby Lyrics

Lock my room, I'm a mess, need to get out my bed
I feel trapped and overwhelmed in my current state and need to physically leave my bed and the space around me.

Leaving my house 'cause I'm stuck in my head
My thoughts and emotions have become consuming and I need a change of scenery to escape them.

I'm not gonna do it to myself all again
I am refusing to repeat the same mistakes and hurt myself again in the same way.

[?] myself and I can't live with regrets
I hold myself accountable and cannot tolerate the feeling of remorse and missed opportunities.

Stay by myself 'cause I know what your love does
I am choosing to be alone because I have experienced the negative effects and consequences of your affection.

Don't care if you love me 'cause you broke all my trust
Your love is meaningless to me because you have betrayed my trust and damaged our relationship irreparably.

I don't think I need you and now I don't want you
I have come to the realization that I do not require your presence and furthermore, no longer desire it.

Don't hit me up when you're sleeping it haunts you
Your attempts to contact me when vulnerable further prove the guilt and remorse you feel for your actions.

I'd rather do this by myself than have you [?]
I prefer to face these challenges and struggles without your presence or assistance, for fear that your involvement may lead to further hurt or complications.

Looking for what's best for me and I know that it isn't you
I am seeking what is most beneficial and healthy for my own well-being and acknowledge that being with you is not the solution.

Don't sit here and lie to me when you know that I know the truth
I will not tolerate being deceived or manipulated, especially when I am aware of the reality of the situation.

So fuck all this stress, pull the knife out my back
I am tired of the tension and pain caused by this situation, and am metaphorically removing the metaphorical source of my suffering.

I choose to walk instead of dragging my head
Rather than allowing myself to be weighed down and burdened by this, I am choosing to take control and move forward.

Got out the house 'cause I felt so locked away
I felt trapped in my own home and needed to escape that confinement in order to clear my head and find some freedom.

Smoking a blunt, I smoke it just for the taste
I am using marijuana as a form of self-care or indulgence, not necessarily as a form of coping or escape.

Baby, you hurt me, no, you don't deserve me
You have caused me pain and do not have the qualities or actions to deserve my time or affection.

You knew what I'd been through and put me through worse things
You were aware of my past traumas and yet still inflicted further harm and suffering upon me.

I'm tired of your lies, the color of your eyes
I am fatigued with the consistent falsehoods and deceit, and no longer see any beauty or redeeming qualities in you or your physical appearance.

I know no one's perfect but I gave all I got
I understand that perfection is unattainable, but I gave my all and thus feel justified in being dissatisfied with our relationship's outcome.

Ooh, and how you gonna claim you care
I am questioning how you can profess love and concern when your actions have demonstrated otherwise.

Keep on saying that you love me but was never there
Your words of love are empty and meaningless because your absence and lack of support tells a different story.

Keep on saying that you're sorry but I just don't care
I am indifferent to your apologies because they do not change the fact that you hurt and betrayed me.

Now saying that you're sorry but I just don't care
Even after time has passed, I still do not feel any emotion or forgiveness towards you.

Yeah, you got me stressed out, I'm crossing the line now
Your presence and actions have caused me so much anxiety and pressure that I am beginning to act recklessly and impulsively.

Where you call my phone, steady press on decline now
I am intentionally rejecting and ignoring your attempts to contact me in order to distance myself from you and prioritize my own well-being.

Won't give you attention, won't give satisfaction
I refuse to give you any form of acknowledgement or reaction, as that would only feed into your desire for power and control over me.

Climbing to the top, don't need another who's lacking
I am striving for success and positive growth, and do not need the negative influence and hindrance of someone who is holding me back.

No, I don't need you, I'm better without you
I am confident in my independence and ability to thrive without you, and see no value in allowing you back into my life.

Should've known from the start that I'll be better without you
In hindsight, it is clear that being without you is the best path for my own well-being and happiness.

This love is toxic and nothing was cosmic
Our relationship was unhealthy and harmful, and there was no significant or positive destiny or purpose for us being together.

You say you can fix this but that shit is just nonsense
I do not believe or trust that you are capable of changing or repairing the damage you have caused.

'Cause this is never gonna work
I have fully accepted and recognized that our romantic relationship is simply not viable or sustainable.

I'm never gonna talk to you again, yeah
I have made the firm decision to completely cut off communication with you.

Never, ever get my time again, yeah
I refuse to waste any more of my time or energy on you, and am moving forward with my life without you in it.

You'll never, ever get my time again, yeah
I am asserting that you will never be given access to my life or attention in any way moving forward.

Oh, no I don't need you
I am reinforcing the fact that I do not require you in my life or for my own personal happiness and growth.

No I don't need you
This refrain serves as further emphasis on the fact that I am perfectly capable of thriving and succeeding without you in my life.

No I don't need you
Once again, I am restating that my life and well-being are not dependent on you or your presence in any way.

No I don't need you
This final repetition drives home the point that our past relationship is over and serves no purpose or value in my life moving forward.

No I don't need you
This final repetition drives home the point that our past relationship is over and serves no purpose or value in my life moving forward.

I'm never gonna talk to you again
This closing line asserts my commitment to closure and cutting off all forms of communication with you in order to move on and heal.

I'm never gonna think about you
Further emphasizing the fact that you and our past relationship hold no place in my present or future thoughts or emotions.

I'm never gonna stress about you, yeah
This closing statement indicates my confidence and assurance that I am capable of living a peaceful and fulfilling life without any influence from you.