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9.n.s.p.n. Lyrics

Ohh Woah
Expression of sadness and regret

Woah woah woah
Repetition of the previous line to emphasize emotions

You’re better without me
Admission of the singer's shortcomings in the relationship

Yea I know
Acknowledgement of being aware of the obvious fact

Better now that you moved on
Confirmation that the singer's ex-partner is doing better without him

There you go
Acceptance of his ex-partner's independence

I don’t wanna see you
Desire to avoid painful reminders of the past

When I’m driving down the road
Contextualization of the desire to avoid seeing the ex-partner

Took off with my heart
Expression of vulnerability and heartbreak

All girls are the same though
Simplistic generalization of all girls being equally problematic in relationships

How you gonna hate me
Questioning of the ex-partner's emotions towards the singer

Then break me
Reference to the end of the relationship being very painful

Love is a drug
Comparison of love to an addictive substance

That I’ve been craving
Admission of missing the feeling of being in love

Sippin’ Codeine
Reference to self-medicating to cope with pain

Pill taking
Further reference to self-medication

Doing lines alone
Reference to cocaine use

Now I’m shaking
Acknowledgement of the adverse side effects of substance abuse

I’m addicted
Admission of a substance abuse problem

Hope you’re happy
Sarcastic remark aimed at the ex-partner for leaving the singer in a bad state

Love wasn’t cutting it
Reference to the failure of love to provide fulfillment

Now I’m napping
Reference to the numbing effects of sleeping pills

Nodded off
Fallen asleep due to substance-induced drowsiness

In the front seat of the Benzo
Contextualization of where the singer is currently located

Thinking about
Internal reflection on past memories

When you held my hand
Specific memory of intimacy with the ex-partner

And I don’t wanna die alone
Expression of fear and loneliness

But now it’s happening
Acceptance of the inevitability of death

And I can’t stop it no
Acknowledgement of the inability to change the present situation

Momma praying I’ma wake up
Reference to the singer's mother hoping for his recovery

Hope I don’t
Expressing a lack of hope for recovery

Without you
Reference to the ex-partner being the singer's reason for living

There’s nothing to live for
Admission that life is currently devoid of purpose

And I don’t feel the same
Confirmation that the singer is not the same person they were in the relationship

No I’ll never feel the same
Belief that things will never return to what they were

Surround myself with drugs
Admission of self-destructive behavior

Don’t wanna feel the pain
Motivation behind self-medication

And maybe when my casket’s
Reference to the future after death

Covered with rain
Imagery of a solemn funeral

You think about my death
Speculation of the ex-partner's reaction to the singer's death

I died in vain
Expressing disappointment that the singer's life was unfulfilling and unsuccessful