Melody
A-Chief Lyrics

This is a song I wrote
I am expressing myself through this song that I've written

My pain heard threw melodies
I convey my pain through the melodies in this song

Keeping shit in for real
I've been holding my emotions inside for too long

I cannot hold it for eternity
I can't keep bottling up my emotions forever

Can't comprehend what
I can't fully understand or grasp

I've been thru
What I've been through

Get the block dizzy
The neighborhood is buzzing with talk about me

When I spin through
When I walk through the neighborhood

I ain't tryna be the goat
I'm not aiming to be the greatest of all time

But I'm him to
But I am unique and genuine

Thru all the fake shit
Despite all the fake people and situations

I've always been true
I have remained honest and genuine

The pain I feel
The emotional pain I experience

I've been feeling since a kid
I've been feeling this pain since childhood

Can't describe what I'm feeling
I struggle to put my feelings into words

But it's filling to the lid
But it overwhelms me to the point of overflow

All my scars tell a story
Every scar on my body represents a story

From the shit that I lived
From the difficult experiences I have endured

Broke bread with my niggas
Shared food and resources with my friends

Times I didn't much to give (Ayo)
During times when I had little to offer

Hard to talk about
Difficult to discuss openly

All them long nights
All those nights that felt endless

Days filled with stress
Days overwhelmed by stress

Mama I'll be alright
Mom, I will be okay

Been hurting, been crying
I've been in pain, I've been shedding tears

Shit hasn't went right
Things have not gone well

Took them L's like a G
Handled losses gracefully

Now it's off to new heights
Now I'm moving towards greater accomplishments

Cuz now I see
Because now I understand

It's my time to shine
Now is my moment to succeed

Still haunted by the pain
I am still tormented by the pain

I've put to the side
I've ignored or suppressed

To the neck about pain
Overwhelmed by the topic of pain

It's my way to hide
It's my method of concealing or avoiding

I can't hold it in
I am unable to keep it inside

If I do I swear I might explode again
If I do, I believe I will burst with emotion once more

I ain't even got a towel
I don't even have a way to surrender or give up

I can't throw it in
I can't give up

And I can't go again
And I can't try again

I just want to feel free
I simply desire to experience freedom

I'm just doing me
I am simply being myself

Ya I'm just doing me
Yes, I am just being myself

And I'm gonna be (I'm gonna be)
And I will become what I aspire to be

What I wanna be
What I desire to become

My pain and melodies
My emotional pain expressed through music

Is a dream that's haunting me
It is a recurring dream that troubles me

Ion even gotta tech
I don't even need a weapon

Cuz we don't need no referee
Because we don't require an arbitrator

And you can't even see
And you are completely oblivious

I think you must be blind
I believe you are unable to perceive

You spending all your time
You invest all your time

In your head looking behind
Mentally dwelling on the past

You living in the past now
You are currently stuck in the past

The past now
The past is no longer relevant

I'm tryna get cash now
I am currently focused on making money

The cash now
Making money is my priority

We running to the bag now
We are now actively pursuing financial success

The cash cow
The potential to make a lot of money

Funny how they act now
It's amusing to see how they behave now

Don't back down no
I will not retreat or surrender