Problems
A-PINKS Lyrics

We so distant that I see your past self
Our relationship has become so far removed that I am left reminiscing on a version of you that is no longer present.

Smoking on my pressure tryna figure that spell
You are stressed and trying to find a solution to a problem that I cannot help you with.

You put me under
You have a hold over me that is affecting my mental and emotional state.

I put you above
I hold you in high regard and prioritize you over other things in my life.

I'm spitting tundra
I am consumed with negative emotions and am expressing them in a harsh, cold way.

In the backseat
Physically, I am in the backseat of a car, but mentally and emotionally, I am in a place of feeling powerless and out of control.

But Fuck it I'm on petty shit
I am indulging in minor, insignificant issues in order to avoid confronting deeper, more complex problems.

Like where my kush at
I am seeking a temporary escape from my problems through substance use.

But I know where Becky is
Although I am searching for escape, I am aware of the consequences of my actions and how they may negatively impact me and those around me.

Bad lil coup in the back with his negligence
The people I surround myself with are not concerned with my well-being and may even contribute to my problems.

Like why I'm I on this earth if I know where heaven is
I am struggling with existential questions and wondering about the purpose of my life when there is an escape from my problems available to me.

Too tell you truth I'm tryna forget
I am actively trying to push my problems out of my mind in order to find some short-lived relief.

Pink boy in the backseat with all his feelings
I am allowing myself to feel vulnerable and emotional, even if it is uncomfortable or inconvenient for those around me.

To shawty I felt like pest
I feel like a burden to someone I care about and am worried that I may be pushing them away with my problems.

When I grew up Ain't gone lie I screwed up But hated being chewed up By new guys momma knew Yah
Looking back on my past, I see that I made mistakes and failed to meet certain expectations. I am wary of new people who may judge or criticize me, which is a feeling that stems from my family and upbringing.

Shawty's new man be smoking on wax While I'm rolling my boof He can't dance like this and can't sing like this So don't have him hop in the booth Bad lil coup in the back all black Like Baby don't say that wack shit
I am insecure about my romantic rival and am quick to dismiss his talents and abilities. I am also concerned with the opinions of those around me, and do not want anyone to say anything that could potentially hurt me.

Growing up I didn't really have no dad So sometimes your life looked lavish
My childhood was lacking in certain aspects, which may have contributed to my current struggles. I am insecure and envious of others who appear to have an easier or more luxurious life than mine.

Take all my shit in the back I'm lit Like baby I'm pink I'm him Off this yay cause I need my Kim Car dashing cause life be a sim Fuck your shit cause I know I'm him With bad lil coup off thrax Like this life when I'm off my sins And whenever I'm on these tracks Exotic problems And I got exotic noggin Yah yah
I am using drugs and alcohol to escape my problems and create a persona for myself that is separate from my real life. Although I may have a glamorous outward appearance, my internal struggles are exotic and difficult to navigate.

Don't really wanna talk Off my shit in the back of the playa ya
I am avoiding confrontation and instead choosing to disengage and retreat into myself.

Fuck your shit And all my innocence Ya
I am resentful and angry at the world, and feel as though I have lost my sense of innocence and purity.

Cause in a sense We could never just be no friends
Our relationship has become too complicated and fraught with tension to exist solely as a friendship.