My heart
A.C.N. Lyrics
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やっばりどっかうしろめたいはずさ
風穴空いちまった
心臓ど真ん中
風穴空いてるのさ
埋める
ことなんかできない
"ネガ"ばかり引いて泣いてたって
風穴空いちまった
心臓ど真ん中
風穴空いてるのさ
埋める
ことなんかできない
買い占めた欲しい物で
俺の部屋は溢れてる
愛されたくて壊したくない
花の香りがきつ過ぎるけど
満たされたくて壊れたくない
消えないよHOLE IN MY HEART
"へま"ばかりやって生きてたから
やっばりどっかでくさってるみたい
風穴空いちまった
心臓ど真ん中
風穴空いてるのさ
埋める
ことなんかできない
買い占める欲しい物で
俺の頭はー杯さ
愛されたくてぶっ壊したい
陽の光が眩し過ぎるから
満たされたくてぶっ壊れたい
消えてくれHOLEINMYHEART
灰になるその前に
網の目をすり抜ける
買い占めた欲しい物で
俺の部屋は溢れてる
一杯さ
溢れてる
愛されたくて壊したくない
花の香りがきつ過ぎるけど
満たされたくて壊れたくない
消えないよHOLE IN MY HEART
愛されたくてぶっ壊したい
陽の光が眩し過ぎるから
満たされたくてぶっ壊れたい
消えてくれHOLE IN MY HEART
The lyrics of "My Heart" by A.C.N. reflect a deep sense of internal struggle and emotional turmoil. The singer reflects on the consequences of living a life consumed by negative thoughts and actions. The recurring theme of "風穴" (kazaana), which means "hole" or "gap," symbolizes a void within their heart that cannot be filled. This emptiness is described as being in the center of their heart, highlighting the profound impact it has on their emotional well-being.
The lyrics emphasize the consequences of dwelling on past mistakes and negative emotions. The singer acknowledges that constantly focusing on the negative aspects of life only leads to a sense of guilt and shame. The repetition of "埋めることなんかできない" (umeku koto nanka dekinai), meaning "I can't fill it," underscores their inability to overcome this internal void through superficial means. The imagery of a hole in the heart that cannot be patched highlights the persistent nature of their emotional struggles.
The song delves into the concept of materialism and the pursuit of possessions as a way to fill the void within oneself. The singer describes their room overflowing with desired items, yet they long for something more profound - to be loved without having to destroy themselves in the process. The conflicting desires of wanting to be cherished yet not wanting to be broken reflect a complex emotional state characterized by a deep longing for fulfillment and self-preservation.
The lyrics culminate in a plea for the pain within their heart to vanish. The singer expresses a desire to break free from the cycle of self-destructive behavior and emotional turmoil. The repetition of "消えてくれ" (kiete kure), meaning "please disappear," conveys a sense of desperation and yearning for peace. The imagery of light being too bright and overpowering further emphasizes their need to find balance and solace within themselves. Overall, "My Heart" delves into themes of internal conflict, materialism, and the pursuit of genuine connection amidst emotional vulnerability and turmoil.
Line by Line Meaning
さば ばかりよんで生きてたなら
If I had only called out for salvation in my life
やっばりどっかうしろめたいはずさ
Surely, I would have regrets somewhere
風穴空いちまった
A hole is opened up
心臓ど真ん中
Right in the middle of my heart
風穴空いてるのさ
There is a hole that remains
埋める
But I cannot fill it
ことなんかできない
No matter what I do
買い占めた欲しい物で
My room is overflowing with things I bought out of desire
俺の部屋は溢れてる
My room is overflowing
愛されたくて壊したくない
I want to be loved, but I don't want to be broken
花の香りがきつ過ぎるけど
The scent of flowers is too strong
満たされたくて壊れたくない
I want to be fulfilled, but I don't want to be destroyed
消えないよHOLE IN MY HEART
The hole in my heart won't disappear
へま ばかりやって生きてたから
Because I had only made mistakes in my life
やっばりどっかでくさってるみたい
Surely, it seems like I am rotten somewhere
俺の頭はー杯さ
My head is filled up
愛されたくてぶっ壊したい
I want to be loved, even if it means being destroyed
陽の光が眩し過ぎるから
Because the sunlight is too dazzling
消えてくれHOLE IN MY HEART
Please disappear, hole in my heart
灰になるその前に
Before I turn into ashes
網の目をすり抜ける
I will slip through the net
一杯さ
Full to the brim
消えないよHOLE IN MY HEART
The hole in my heart won't disappear
消えてくれHOLE IN MY HEART
Please disappear, hole in my heart
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: 樹一 森重
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