Pain
A.E.C. Lyrics

Niggas study you, shawty know what a hundred do
People observe you closely and a girl knows your worth

Actually the nigga backing me, Is right in front of you
The person supporting me is physically present in front of you

Raising a daughter, Sometimes depend what her father do
Raising a daughter is affected by the actions of her father

Niggas stunt on you, front on you, Niggas can't even ball but bunt on you
People try to show off and criticize you, even though they can't achieve much themselves

Them niggas lame, I hope you get testicular cancer in the brain
Those people are boring and I wish a severe illness on them

Dickhead, by the time you get fed, I be somewhere with a six pack and a six pack
The insulting person will be too late and I'll already be enjoying beers and a good physique elsewhere

Her lips and her hips thick, My boxers are covered in her lipstick
The girl I'm with is attractive and I have physical evidence of our intimacy

Her pussy fat but eatin' good, so that's a misprint
The vulgar phrase about her genitals is incorrect as she's doing well in life

I'm a misfit, I did it and beyond, Shiny watch, lookin' like the old Diddy on my arm
I'm unconventional, successful, and wearing an expensive watch similar to a past music industry icon

Highly flammable, barely keep getting in Canada, Run this rap shit, I got stamina
I'm energetic and in control of the rap music industry, despite facing some obstacles

You an amateur, I aim at 'cha, I bang at 'cha, hope a plane hit 'cha
You're inexperienced and I attack you, wishing for you to be hit by a plane

Fuck you and whoever came witcha, Trying to express the beautiful pain witcha
I dislike you and your associates, while attempting to convey a message about the struggles and beauty of life

Like a tattoo of a framed picture, Of a dead homie, maybe a family member
The concept is like having a tattoo of a preserved image of a deceased loved one

I got some gambling scriputres like um, Scared money don't make no money
I have some gambling quotes such as 'You have to risk it to get the biscuit'

Bet now motherfucker gonna take them from me, Got ounces of loud you can hear me smoking
Now, others will try to take my money and I'm smoking strong marijuana

I be coughing on the crowd you can hear me choking nigga
I'm exhaling smoke while performing and people can hear me coughing

Oh I feel so fly, Came so far, but I still wanna fly
I feel great and accomplished, but I still desire more success

So come on in this car, this yacht, this plane, You see what this beautiful pain, provide
Join me in my luxurious lifestyle and understand how my difficult past has led to this success

Baby look into my eyes, I'd be the man or I'd rather die, rather die
My confidence is unwavering and I'd rather die than not be successful

You talk about hurting, Try washing clothes with no detergent
Don't complain about your trivial issues, try doing laundry without soap

Daddy deserted so now we serve sandwich serving, Dreaming we had a furnace
My father left us, so now we work in a low-paying job and hope to have basic necessities such as heat

It's cold we sleeping on the curtains, What can I say it got me highly motivated
We're poor and use curtains as blankets, but it's motivating me to work harder

Mama two job working, banana companies emerg, Need a two week notice
My mother works two jobs and we depend on the volatile banana industry, requiring a two weeks notice

Before they say don't need your service, I'm too young to have burdens
Before they decide to fire me, I'm too young to have these adult responsibilities

But still feel I should be further, But who am I kidding, I had bridges but I just burned them
I want more success, but I've ruined relationships that could have helped me achieve it

My mama need earnings, Ain't have no time for higher learning
My mother requires money and I can't afford to pursue further education

Call me a hypocrite, backslider, You name it I done heard it
People have criticized me for my past mistakes and recent actions, naming me a hypocrite or backslider

The way that they speak of me, You think I've already murdered
The way people talk about me, it's as if I've committed a serious crime

It's hard to be laid back, My haters so assertive, but
It's hard to remain calm when my detractors are so aggressive

I gave my life up, I gave my rights up, I gave my dice up and I gave my dykes up
I sacrificed many aspects of my life to reach my current level of success

And every club that lights up, And this is were the intern with no perm lights up
The clubs and parties I attend are where even an inexperienced intern is having a good time

You don't see my pain, I guess it's beautiful pain, It gotta be beautiful pain
You don't understand the hardships I've faced, but it's resulted in a complex, yet admirable pain

Sometime, you don't gotta say much
Sometimes, a few words are all that's necessary

Life is a game of inches, Every move leads to something better
Life is a challenging journey, but every action can lead to improvements

There is no time to pay the benches, Gotta get in the game and live forever, and ever
Don't waste time on the sidelines, enthusiastically participate in life and hope to achieve everlasting success