Impossible
A.L.C.A. Lyrics

I wake up and feel okay
I start my day on a positive note.

Baby say that I'll be great
My significant other is supportive and encouraging of my goals.

Work all day then smoke a J
I work hard and unwind with some leisure time.

Homies call, I'm on the way
My friends and I have a strong bond and I'm always there for them.

Yeah you know that I got o-z's
I have a ready supply of marijuana.

Got a bad bitch right on me
I have a attractive woman by my side.

Spending money but I still got green
I have enough money for recreational spending while still being responsible with my finances.

White Impala that drive so clean
I have a nice car that is well-maintained.

Shit was happening, now I'm back
I've had tough times in the past, but I've overcome them.

And I'm 'bout to drop a whole goddamn scene
I'm going to make a big impact with my new work.

They were laughing and now they asking
People who doubted me before are now showing interest in my success.

If I'm ever gonna move towards my dream
People are questioning if I'll continue to pursue my goals.

Bitch, you don't know the shit that I've been on
People who judge me don't know my struggles and hard work.

Bitch, I've been really tryna get my zen on
I'm focused on achieving inner peace.

This, probably thee reason that I let all
My focus on inner peace may have made me too passive.

Of you people tell me what to do and now I'm set off
I used to listen to and follow other people's advice, but now I'm taking more control of my life.

Switch, had to be made
I made a decision to change my approach to life.

Had to get my mind off of only getting paid
I started focusing on things other than money.

Therapist telling me I'll be okay
I'm seeing a therapist to help me with my mental health.

I just gotta keep on moving in the right way, aye
I need to keep making positive choices.

Still Brim Low 'til the day I die
I'm loyal to my gang.

Keep it on the low when I go outside
I try to avoid attracting negative attention.

Enemies close, but I still don't hide
I'm not afraid of my enemies and won't back down from them.

They could come and get me if they wanted to try
My enemies are not capable of hurting me.

Can't let anybody get too close
I don't trust people easily.

They ain't gonna like what I got for ghosts
People won't appreciate the burdens I carry with me.

So I grind alone and I still do the most
I work hard and accomplish a lot on my own.

Got pumpkin spice in my coffee cup
I enjoy seasonal flavors.

Tats on me but not enough
I have tattoos, but I may want to get more.

Ain't got no crew so it ain't 'bout us
I'm not caught up in drama with a group of friends.

Got a couple real ones, but there ain't that much
I have a few trustworthy friends.

Don't need many 'cause I've got myself
I am self-sufficient and don't rely on many people.

Got me a girl that don't need my help
My girlfriend is independent and doesn't rely on me.

Got new friends and they know I've dealt with a lot
I have made new friends who understand my past struggles.

So they really understand my hell
My new friends have empathy for my past struggles.

This for you so listen up right now
I'm addressing someone directly through my music.

Thanks for kicking me when I was down
Someone hurt me when I was vulnerable.

Needed help and couldn't be around
I was not able to be there for someone who needed me.

So you took it personal and slammed me into the ground
The person I couldn't help took it personally and treated me badly.

That ain't okay
I'm not okay with how I was treated.

Wish I never showed you shit that day
I regret trusting this person with my vulnerability.

Ready to die and you threw it in my face
I was in a very dark place and this person betrayed me.

Throwing insults over two or three J's
This person insulted me while we smoked marijuana together.

Fuck you I'm glad I lost you
I'm better off without this person in my life.

Glad I smoked what I was supposed to toss you
I'm glad I enjoyed something that I was originally going to give away.

Glad that you say that I was two-faced
I'm glad that this person sees me as fake and hates me.

That I'm a huge fake and you're so great
This person thinks they're better than me.

Never was hate until you complained
I didn't hate this person until they hurt me.

And now you just went and sealed your fate
This person has ruined their chance of reconciliation with me.

Guess it's okay maybe I should just scrap this song
I contemplate scrapping this song because it's about this person and I don't want to give them any more attention.

But I guess it's too late
It's too late to change my mind about releasing this song.