Adrian Wójcik (A.R.D.I) was born in 13 January of 1992 in Poland (Lublin). … Read Full Bio ↴Adrian Wójcik (A.R.D.I) was born in 13 January of 1992 in Poland (Lublin). At age 8 he began studying piano and continued it for 7 years. Since 2006 he has been fascinated with making music using “Reason 4”. Strives to continuously develop and believes that only hard work can lead to something. Professes the principle of 'step by step'. In the future, he dreams to make music at the highest level, which has its own unique style. Listening and produces primarily uplifting trance music, but in the future he wants to try other climates (Progressive trance, deep, chillout). He loves music such producers as Tritonal, Daniel Kandi, Nitrous Oxide, Lemon & Einar K, Gareth Emery, Omnia, The Blizzard and many more.. His works have been supported by the likes of Daniel Kandi, Manuel Le Saux, Aly & Fila, Roger Shah, ReOrder.

Flying
A.R.D.I. Lyrics

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Talk about demons in your head
No one gives a fuck about you, right until you end up dead
Talk about the fist between your legs
It's what the therapist would say to me when I was younger filled with rage
Talk about my fucking hollowed heart
It's the aftermath of all this pain, I should've said this from the start
Tell me what this life could've brought
Besides dead people, scars, loneliness, I'll name em all

Day one, my dad was murdered, ran the fuck over
Year seven my mom was murdered stabbed fourty times
The person that did it was dear old stepdad, he slit his throat, do I
How the fuck am I supposed to act
Like I give a fuck or should, like ever, scratch that
I can only fucking care so much
So if you're sensitive you're fucked
That sucks cuz so am I
Talk about demons in your head
No one gives a fuck about you, right until you end up dead
Talk about the fist between your legs
It's what the therapist would say to me when I was younger filled with rage
Talk about my fucking hollowed heart
It's the aftermath of all this pain, I should've said this from the start

Tell me what this life could've brought
Besides dead people, scars, loneliness, I'll name em all

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of A.R.D.I.'s "Flying" delve deep into the psyche of the artist and his personal struggles. The song starts with talk of demons in the head, referring to the psychological distress and torment that one can suffer from. The following line addresses the society's indifference towards such issues until it's too late and the person ends up dead.

The next set of lines, "Talk about the fist between your legs, It's what the therapist would say to me when I was younger filled with rage," reveals a past history of sexual and emotional abuse that the artist has suffered from. The therapist's suggestion of channeling the anger and rage through physical means is a reflection of the toxic masculinity and the gendered ways in which emotions are allowed to be expressed.

The artist continues to talk about his hollowed heart, which is the aftermath of all the pain he has endured. This pain has resulted in scars, loneliness, and death, and he questions what else life could have brought him. The last few lines of the song talk about the brutal murder of the artist's parents, which has left him with a sense of detachment from others.

In essence, the song "Flying" is a raw and honest portrayal of the artist's internal struggles and the external factors that have contributed to his pain.

Line by Line Meaning

Talk about demons in your head
Discuss the intrusive and negative thoughts that haunt you on a regular basis.

No one gives a fuck about you, right until you end up dead
People don't pay attention to you until you've met a tragic end.

Talk about the fist between your legs
Bring up the feeling of aggression and anger that you experience in your groin area.

It's what the therapist would say to me when I was younger filled with rage
That's what the therapist told me when I was a kid and constantly angry.

Talk about my fucking hollowed heart
Discuss the emptiness and lack of emotion that now exists in my heart due to past traumas.

It's the aftermath of all this pain, I should've said this from the start
It's the result of all the hurt I've experienced, and I should have spoken up sooner.

Tell me what this life could've brought
Inform me of what positive outcomes this life could have produced instead of all the negatives.

Besides dead people, scars, loneliness, I'll name em all
Apart from death, physical and emotional wounds, and isolation, I can list numerous other negative aspects of my life.

Day one, my dad was murdered, ran the fuck over
On the first day of my life, my father was killed and run over by a vehicle.

Year seven my mom was murdered stabbed fourty times
In my seventh year of life, my mother was murdered and stabbed multiple times.

The person that did it was dear old stepdad, he slit his throat, do I
The individual responsible was my stepfather who I was once close to, should I also seek revenge?

How the fuck am I supposed to act
How am I expected to behave after experiencing such overwhelming trauma?

Like I give a fuck or should, like ever, scratch that
As if I care or as if I ever should have, forget about it.

I can only fucking care so much
I am capable of only caring to a certain extent about certain things.

So if you're sensitive you're fucked
If you are easily affected by things, then you're in a bad position.

That sucks cuz so am I
That's unfortunate because I'm also sensitive.

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Written by: I C E B E AR!

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