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ABiCa Lyrics

I sit and listen It's my addiction
Listening to music is my addiction and I am dedicating myself to it.

Can't retort feelings cuz they're all missin
I am unable to express my feelings because I don't feel them anymore.

Self confliction just creates twitching
My inner conflicts cause me to feel restless and uneasy.

And no one is here to stop all my unhealthy traditions
No one is here to stop me from continuing my unhealthy habits and ways of living.

Look at them look at him look at her
Everyone is looking at each other.

Look at everybody looking at me looking like a blur
Everyone is looking at me, but their gazes are causing me to feel disoriented and overwhelmed.

And the view is all distorted when opinions start to leak
My perspective is distorted when I hear other people's opinions.

The ideas of public make my argument seem weak
The public's ideas make my arguments appear weak and invalid.

Take it to the streets speak my peace and stand up
I need to voice my opinions and stand up for what I believe in.

Cuz I'm not the only one here getting fucked
I am not the only one who is struggling and feeling helpless.

I'm in love with the game or the product at least
I am passionate about music, or at least the finished product.

I'll never stop until I leave until quit until I
I will continue making music until I am no longer able or willing to do so.

Look at me tell me what I cannot see
Please help me see what I cannot see on my own.

It gets more blurry everyday so show me or leave me
My confusion and disorientation are getting worse every day, so either help me or leave me alone.

I'll give it all to you just tell me what I can do
I am willing to do whatever it takes to improve my situation, as long as you can guide me in the right direction.

Don't matter what I say so take me or leave me
No matter what I say or do, it's up to you whether you want to help me or not.

Can you tell me why I do everything that I do
Can you help me understand why I am behaving the way I am?

Why we never sell out and we always stay true
Why are we committed to staying true to ourselves and our music, rather than giving in to industry pressure?

If you listen to my words then maybe you will see
If you truly listen to my lyrics, you might be able to understand me better.

Sometimes I feel like you know me better than me
Sometimes it feels like you understand me better than I understand myself.

I can write a track sit back and it will die
I can create a song, but unless someone else hears it and brings it to life, it will go unnoticed.

But you give it life if I'm gone it will survive
You give my music life and keep it alive even when I am gone.

And I know what you need all that draws you in
I know what kind of music you enjoy and what attracts you to it.

We are all the same we all love but we all sin
We are all human and we all make mistakes, even though we share a love for music.

And I get it and you won't
I understand this concept, but you might not.

And I need it but you don't
I need music, but you might not need it in the same way.

Before you speak your mind take the time to think it out
You should think carefully before expressing your opinions.

Cuz aint a doubt what this songs about
This song is undeniably about my struggles with music and life.

Yeah I get it you wanna fit in
I understand that you want to belong and feel accepted.

But your life don't suffice so you gotta pretend
Pretending to be someone else won't make your life more fulfilling.

You're falling again I'm sorry but it's all in your head
You might be feeling lost and hopeless, but it's all in your mind.

That imaginary honor that you try to defend
The honor and reputation you are trying to protect might not even be real.

You can follow the trends and try to swallow them up
You can conform to popular trends and try to make them your own.

Or jump the bandwagon and just follow your gut
Or you can follow your instincts and carve out your own path.

But never the less, it's always the more
Regardless of which path you choose, there will always be more to discover and experience.

Like your car is still in park and your pedals to the floor
You might be trying to move forward, but not getting anywhere.

Now you're sitting worried flippin and blaming the dirty pistons
You might be feeling anxious and blaming external factors for your problems.

When you know it's blurry vision that's making you look ridiculous
You know that your confusion and disorientation are causing you to appear foolish to others.

Specks can't correct the vitamin A deficiency
Small fixes won't fix deeper underlying problems.

Tell me what you see cuz the curiosity is killing me
Please share your perspective with me, as I am curious to learn from others.