On Your Side
ACROSS SILENT HEARTS Lyrics

The mess we've made began to grow like a weed
Our complications have only continued to worsen over time like a weed that grows out of control.

I've tryed to come back said it clear
I have attempted to return and express myself honestly and unambiguously.

And tell me where have you been
Please explain where you were when I needed you the most, my love.

When I needed you so much, my dear
During the time in which I required you the most, my love.

Like a sick bird is dreaming of flying
Just as a sick bird may only dream of freedom and flying, so have we yearned for the love that we once shared.

Once have tasted love we were drunk
After experiencing love together, we were in a state of euphoric dizziness.

If I say I regret I will lie
If I were to claim that I felt remorse, it would be insincere.

How can I compare, I don't know
I cannot accurately compare our current state to anything else, for I am unsure of what that would entail.

Can you tell, can you tell me now
Would it be possible for you to provide me with an answer right away?

How the ship we've built was sinking
Could you explain how we were inadvertently causing our relationship to fall apart?

I cut it all
I have severed all ties between us.

The truth was not worth healing
The honest reality was not redeemable and therefore not worth restoring.

Leaving behind one of this days
At some point in the near future, I will be departing from my current situation.

I ask myself when is almanac closing
I wonder when this chapter of my life will be concluding and I will be able to move on.

I've got enough, we need to go further
I have had enough of this situation and I believe it is time for us to move on to new experiences.

It's time to make step up, hope for the best
It is time for us to step up and improve our circumstances, while retaining a positive outlook for the future.

It's so cold and lonely now
I currently feel quite isolated and devoid of warmth.

Though someone is always near
Despite this, there is always somebody in close proximity to me.

I've said i'd never return
I had promised myself that I would never come back to this situation again.

The only thing i feel is pain
However, I cannot shake the pervasive sensation of pain that I am experiencing.

Can't pretend, can't keep my smile again
I cannot and will not pretend to be happy like I once was.

I remember when you told once
I have a vivid recollection of a time when you made a particular statement to me.

Hope we'll never drift apart
You had expressed a desire for us to remain close and avoid drifting apart.

Swear to God that i was sure
I had been certain beyond a doubt and had sworn to God that we would stay together forever.

Always will be on your side
I will always be there for you and continue to support you.

Seems nothing's left to say, only regrets
It appears that there is nothing left to be said except to acknowledge our feelings of remorse.

I'm drowning in sins that we've made
I am overwhelmed by the many mistakes that we have made together.

You know there's a poem I've wrote
I have written a poem that you are aware of.

I start again
I am starting anew and moving on from this situation.

Though I'm far from you, but I'm on your side
Even if we are physically distant from one another, I will continue to be there for you emotionally and mentally.

But matter how hard it seems
Despite how difficult this may be.

But no matter how long it takes
No matter how much time may pass.

We'll be all right I see this clear
Things will improve and we will be okay in the end - such is my current perspective.

Set me free
I require release and liberation from this situation.

We are going on
We are moving forward and continuing to progress.

But it's not the same
However, it is impossible for life to be exactly as it once was.

I hope it was worth it
I hope that all of our struggles and pain were in some way worthwhile.

But this time hope
Despite this, I maintain a belief in a positive outcome in the future.

For the best
I cling to a hope that everything will ultimately work out in the best possible way.

I can breathe
I am finally able to breathe again - this is a sign that things are improving.

I'm free of it
I am free from the pain and difficulty that once plagued me.