Serotonin
AK & edapollo Lyrics
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Cause I been going up in likes but still not feeling no love
I need that, real love you can squeeze and can hug
But I got problems tryna trust cause I feel fucked up enough already
Yeuh, it's on me, and these burdens feel heavy
But I put them on myself, at least that's what they tell me
People saying pick a lane and stick to it already
But my mind only lets me feel good when my conscience does let me
Cause I ain't hearing nothing good from the man in the mirror
I'm getting sick of tryna numb this pain with exquisite liquor
Cause it jus make me more bitter while it be killing my liver
It's fucked up, I been doin this since 15, I been doin this since 15
Self medicating with these self destructive tendencies
Hoping that no one can see my mental state's like living in a bad dream, yeuh
Let's start it over, put that liquor in my cup
Hol up
Let's start it over, put that molly in my blunt
I'm just tryna find a way to feel number than numb
So I give into these vices until I'm living on a crutch
I been sick of this shit for a minute, I don't know wassup
But I been on my grind working hard n tryna get up, mentally
Started at the bottom, still not where I'm supposed to be
Either way, I'm gon' prove the doubters wrong eventually, yeuh
Yeuh, yeuh
The lyrics of AK & edapollo's song "Serotonin" delve deep into themes of self-medication, inner struggles, and the search for genuine connection and love amid a backdrop of societal pressures and personal demons. The singer first expresses disdain for the temporary escape offered by substances like "purple potion," yearning instead for a boost of serotonin, the happiness hormone that could potentially fill the void of a lack of genuine love and affection. Despite the outward appearance of success, as indicated by "going up in likes," there is a profound emptiness within, highlighting the stark contrast between external validation and internal emotional fulfillment.
The artist craves authentic love that goes beyond superficiality, seeking solace in physical touch and emotional connection that can alleviate the burden of existing insecurities and trust issues. The weight of personal struggles and self-imposed expectations is palpable, as they navigate through a haze of uncertainty and self-doubt. The pressure to conform to societal norms and expectations is evident, with advice to "pick a lane and stick to it" echoing the pervasive demand for conformity and consistency that clashes with the complexities of the artist's inner world.
A sense of introspection and self-awareness emerges as the artist grapples with their inner turmoil, acknowledging the need for a new perspective to break free from the cycle of self-destructive behaviors and emotional numbness. The disillusionment with reliance on alcohol and substances to cope with pain is laid bare, exposing the futility of seeking solace in temporary fixes that only exacerbate internal strife and physical decay. The passage of time, from starting these coping mechanisms at a young age to present-day struggles, underscores the prolonged battle with personal demons and the toll it has taken on their mental well-being.
As the song progresses, the artist reflects on their journey towards self-discovery and healing, recognizing the need to confront their vulnerabilities and fears head-on. Despite setbacks and moments of despair, there is a steadfast determination to rise above the doubt and criticism, fueled by a relentless pursuit of mental clarity and emotional stability. The resolve to forge ahead, defy expectations, and chart a new path towards self-acceptance and growth shines through, offering a glimpse of hope amidst the darkness of inner turmoil and external pressures.
Line by Line Meaning
Man, fuck this purple potion, someone pour some serotonin in my cup
Expressing frustration with using substances to cope and calling for a healthier alternative
Cause I been going up in likes but still not feeling no love
Not finding fulfillment in social media validation and craving genuine connection
I need that, real love you can squeeze and can hug
Desiring authentic affection and emotional support
But I got problems tryna trust cause I feel fucked up enough already
Struggling to trust others due to personal issues and insecurities
Yeuh, it's on me, and these burdens feel heavy
Acknowledging personal responsibility for carrying emotional weight
But I put them on myself, at least that's what they tell me
Blaming oneself for internal struggles influenced by external opinions
People saying pick a lane and stick to it already
Feeling pressured to commit to a certain path by societal expectations
But my mind only lets me feel good when my conscience does let me
Struggling with self-acceptance and relying on external validation for happiness
So I need that new way that I could see shit clearer
Seeking a fresh perspective to gain clarity on personal struggles
Cause I ain't hearing nothing good from the man in the mirror
Being critical of oneself and struggling with self-doubt
I'm getting sick of tryna numb this pain with exquisite liquor
Growing weary of using alcohol to escape emotional pain
Cause it jus make me more bitter while it be killing my liver
Recognizing the harmful effects of using alcohol as a coping mechanism
It's fucked up, I been doin this since 15, I been doin this since 15
Reflecting on a long history of unhealthy coping mechanisms starting at a young age
Self medicating with these self destructive tendencies
Using harmful behaviors to cope with internal struggles
Hoping that no one can see my mental state's like living in a bad dream, yeuh
Trying to hide emotional distress while feeling trapped in a nightmare
Let's start it over, put that liquor in my cup
Expressing a desire to change old habits and seek healthier coping strategies
Let's start it over, put that molly in my blunt
Seeking a new start and looking for alternative ways to numb emotional pain
I'm just tryna find a way to feel number than numb
Struggling to escape emotional numbness and seeking relief
So I give into these vices until I'm living on a crutch
Reliance on harmful coping mechanisms that become a necessity
I been sick of this shit for a minute, I don't know wassup
Tired of repeating negative patterns but unsure of how to change
But I been on my grind working hard n tryna get up, mentally
Putting in effort to improve mental health and overcome challenges
Started at the bottom, still not where I'm supposed to be
Reflecting on personal growth while feeling unsatisfied with progress
Either way, I'm gon' prove the doubters wrong eventually, yeuh
Determined to prove critics wrong and succeed despite challenges
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Micah Cavalli
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Oreo
AK Forever♾
Serotonin - is a chemical that carries messages between nerve cells in the brain and throughout your body. Serotonin plays a key role in such body functions as mood, sleep, digestion, nausea, wound healing, bone health, blood clotting and sexual desire
Edit: I dont know who Edapollo yet is but yall killed this track :) all the credit to BOTH of yall ;) dont wry AK ur still my fav :P
AK ❤
All the love from Orion . P
more than familiar
edapollo
Excited to finally have this one out in the world <3
AK
Me too! 🥰
Oreo
Dropped a sub for you man, good fuckkinggg shitt, I've been checking out some of your other content, I'm amazed to be honest, lots of potential and even crazier you're just starting to expand your platform as well. Best of luck to you in the future and lots of love from Texas
edapollo
@Oreo thanks a lot! Appreciate it 👊🏻
Marika
Uplifting and positive. Makes me smile...or is it the actual serotonin?🤔😁 You did promote a new artist, I'm in the middle of his playlist on Spotify...still like you more but expanding musical horizons is not that bad...his tracks took me back to the sweet time of clubbing and relaxing with my fam 😊🎶❤ I'm tired and going to sleep now but I haven't felt this happy and contented in a long time...thank You 😌
AK
Yay! Makes me so happy to hear that you checked out Ed's music and are giving him some love too! Also, thank you for the kind words! 🥰
Craig Jordan
Thank You AK for a nice release. Love it!!!
Spectre
Serotonin is what I get anytime I am reminded that this beautiful artist exists :). Hope you guys are doing better, have a wonderful day/night <3
Bhoyer Ghotona - ভয়ের ঘটনা
as expected. ❤️❤️❤️ youre a lifesaver to people like me who tries to come out from depression
AK
hope you feel better soon! ♥