Clean
Abdullah Siddiqui Lyrics
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A sanctuary from your storm, a place to occupy
I allow myself the stillness by design
The stillness that is mine, to abide
I allow myself the quiet of the night
The peace of a horizon without your eyes
Fixing all the lights
Painting all the walls in
Colors that I like
You come swinging like a wrecking ball, I'm trapped inside your mess
But I'll move back in tomorrow
Clean it all again
Creaking in the floorboards
This house can't stand the weight
Of all your inattention
And all of your mistakes
I could stand right by your wrecking ball, and stand there till the end
I'll still move back in tomorrow
Clean it all again
Face down in the rubble, brush your reaching hand away
I don't need all of your sick help, I do this everyday
I allow myself the stillness by design
The stillness that is mine, to abide
I allow myself the quiet of a mind
Not burdened by the weight of a thousand lies
Wiping down the windows
Fixing all the lights
Painting all the walls in
Colors that I like
You come swinging like a wrecking ball, I'm trapped inside your mess
But I'll move back in tomorrow
Clean it all again
Creaking in the floorboards
This house can't stand the weight
Of all your inattention
And all of your mistakes
I could stand right by your wrecking ball, and stand there till the end
I'll still move back in tomorrow
Clean it all again
Wiping down the windows
Fixing all the lights
Painting all the walls in
Colors that I like
You come swinging like a wrecking ball, I'm trapped inside your mess
But I'll move back in tomorrow
Clean it all again
Creaking in the floorboards
This house can't stand the weight
Of all your inattention
And all of your mistakes
I could stand right by your wrecking ball, and stand there till the end
I'll still move back in tomorrow
Clean it all again
The lyrics of Abdullah Siddiqui's song "Clean" depict a narrative of independence and self-reliance in the face of a toxic relationship. The singer takes matters into their own hands and decides to build their own shelter, both physically and emotionally, that the other person failed to provide. They create a sanctuary, a place where they can find peace and stillness away from the chaos and destruction caused by the other person. By emphasizing "the stillness that is mine, to abide," the singer asserts their autonomy and the importance of finding solace within themselves.
The chorus serves as a powerful declaration of resilience and determination. Despite being trapped in the other person's mess, the singer refuses to let it break them. They are willing to clean up and restore everything, even if it means repeatedly starting over. The repetition of the line "But I'll move back in tomorrow, Clean it all again" emphasizes their unwavering commitment to rebuilding and maintaining their own space.
The second verse further emphasizes the weight and consequences of the other person's actions. The house, metaphorically representing the relationship, can no longer withstand the burden of inattention and mistakes. While the singer acknowledges the destructive power of the other person's behavior, they remain steadfast in their choice to stand by their own principles and start anew.
Overall, "Clean" communicates a message of empowerment and resilience in the face of adversity. It highlights the importance of creating one's own haven and finding strength within oneself, even when faced with challenges and difficult relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm building the shelter that you failed to provide
I am creating my own safe haven because you were unable to give me one
A sanctuary from your storm, a place to occupy
A refuge where I can find peace and occupy myself away from the chaos you bring
I allow myself the stillness by design
I deliberately embrace a sense of tranquility
The stillness that is mine, to abide
It is my own state of stillness that I choose to stay in
I allow myself the quiet of the night
I grant myself the serenity that comes with the darkness
The peace of a horizon without your eyes
The tranquility I find when I am no longer under your watchful gaze
Wiping down the windows
Cleansing and removing the stains from my perspective
Fixing all the lights
Mending and illuminating the areas of my life that were broken
Painting all the walls in colors that I like
Expressing myself by adorning the walls with the colors that bring me joy
You come swinging like a wrecking ball, I'm trapped inside your mess
You enter destructively, causing chaos, and I become ensnared in the turmoil you create
But I'll move back in tomorrow
Despite the turmoil, I choose to return and face the challenges once again
Clean it all again
Purify and restore everything to its previous state
Creaking in the floorboards
The strain and strain it endures under your weight
This house can't stand the weight
The dwelling is unable to bear the burden
Of all your inattention
The negligence and lack of concern you display
And all of your mistakes
As well as the errors you continuously make
I could stand right by your wrecking ball, and stand there till the end
I could face the destruction caused by your actions and remain steadfast through it all
Face down in the rubble, brush your reaching hand away
Despite being surrounded by chaos, I push away your attempt to assist me
I don't need all of your sick help, I do this everyday
I reject your toxic form of assistance as I face difficulties every day
The quiet of a mind
The peace found within my own thoughts
Not burdened by the weight of a thousand lies
Free from the heaviness caused by countless falsehoods
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Abdullah Siddiqui
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Abbas Hussain
This guy is easily among the top 10 singers from Pakistan right now. And he's only 19.
Pubg Nóobra
@Muhammad Ekram Lol 😂😂😂
Suleman Ehsan
20 *
Noah James
Nope. He's on the top of the mountain of best singers of Pakistan. His stuff is way different.
Asfandor
Some people sleep on beds, some people sleep on the floor, most people sleeping on Abdullah Siddiqui...that is unacceptable
Ghulam Abbas Rawal
May اللہ تعالیٰ give you rise,fame and more success
Noah James
Abdullah. Keep doing your work. Everything else will follow. Impressive.
Rizwan Ahmed
Give this man the recognition he deserves!
Rockingmind99
Nothing better than to listen to Abdullah siddiqui. My top 5 singers of Pakistan.
beckyfayep
Beautiful music, hypnotic voice. I'm definitely a fan.