City Of Refuge
Abigail Washburn Lyrics


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I got a mother
I got a father
Diamond rations, stark white collar
She looks good
He makes the dollars
I'm just free to do what I wanna

I gotta run
Run, run, run
I gotta run

Mama's at ease in socialite graces
Papa remembers the names with the faces
I can speak on the topic of religion
Just can't seem to make a clear decision

I gotta run
Run, run, run
Run to the City of Refuge
I gotta run
I gotta run

Mama's got a lover
Papa thinks he's sober
Pray on my knees, the clouds keep fallin' over
Torn down the lace
Booze on his collar
They never ask if the secret's boiling over
Under white sheets where all I do is wonder

When I'm gonna run
Run, run, run
Run to the City of Refuge
Where everyone is made new
I gotta run
I gotta run

Where there's a mother
Where there's a father
Adam's on the roof and Eve is in the gutter
Eden's on the far side
Where the circle started

To run with the gods, you gotta run harder

Run, run, run
Run to the City of Refuge
Where everyone is made new
Oh the City of Refuge
Where everyone is made new
Oh the City of Refuge





Where our burdens lay in the town
Where we came from

Overall Meaning

The first stanza of Abigail Washburn's "City of Refuge" introduces the singer's privileged upbringing, highlighting the distinct roles of her mother and father. The mother appears to indulge in high society by wearing diamonds and keeping up appearances, while the father earns a comfortable living. The singer contrasts her parents' lives and their expectations of her with her desire to be free and make her own choices. The refrain "I gotta run" emphasizes the urgency of her need to escape the restrictions of her upbringing.


In the second stanza, the singer discusses her struggles with religion and decision-making. Her parents may be involved in socialite circles, but she doesn't feel comfortable speaking on the topic of religion and is unsure of what she believes. The third and final stanza features more religious imagery, suggesting that the singer seeks refuge from her life in a city that represents a spiritual haven, perhaps even akin to the biblical city of refuge. The singer mentions her mother's lover, her father's possible substance abuse, and the secrets kept behind closed doors in their privileged household. All of these factors contribute to the singer's desire to escape.


Line by Line Meaning

I got a mother
I have a mother


I got a father
I have a father


Diamond rations, stark white collar
My parents are rich and wear expensive clothes


She looks good
My mother is beautiful


He makes the dollars
My father is successful and makes a lot of money


I'm just free to do what I wanna
I am free to do what I want


I gotta run
I need to run away


Mama's at ease in socialite graces
My mother is comfortable in high society


Papa remembers the names with the faces
My father is good at remembering people


I can speak on the topic of religion
I can talk about religion


Just can't seem to make a clear decision
I can't decide what I believe


Mama's got a lover
My mother has a lover


Papa thinks he's sober
My father thinks he is not drunk


Pray on my knees, the clouds keep fallin' over
I pray, but it feels like my prayers are not being heard


Torn down the lace
The lace is ripped


Booze on his collar
My father has alcohol on his collar


They never ask if the secret's boiling over
They never ask if I am keeping a secret that is tearing me apart


Under white sheets where all I do is wonder
Under the covers, all I do is think


When I'm gonna run
I am thinking about when I am going to run away


Mama's at ease in socialite graces
My mother is comfortable in high society


Papa remembers the names with the faces
My father is good at remembering people


I gotta run
I really need to run away


Where there's a mother
In a place where there is a mother


Where there's a father
In a place where there is a father


Adam's on the roof and Eve is in the gutter
Referring to a biblical story, Adam is above and Eve is below


Eden's on the far side
The idea of paradise is far away


Where the circle started
Referring to the beginning of life, where it all began


To run with the gods, you gotta run harder
To achieve a better life, you need to work harder


Oh the City of Refuge
A place of safety and comfort


Where everyone is made new
A place where everyone can begin again


Where our burdens lay in the town
A place where people leave their burdens behind


Where we came from
A place of origin




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@TonyfromBham

Abigail Washburn & Miles Davis are, in my opinion, the two artists who have shown the highest levels of artistic creativity in the area of modal music.

@cliffsandifer3877

Enchanting lady and skill ...

@Ukulele_am_Limit

AMAZING! One of the best contemporary banjo players: Excellent technique supporting the song. Not the other way round.

@yaboi-km2qn

There’s only like two contemporary banjo players. She is very good though.

@pattipants

I 💕 LOVE💕 this song and the way she sings it❣️ I listen to it often. 💗💗💗💗💗💗

@bkz

She is simply superb

@IIVVBlues

You can't beat simple unadorned banjo in the hands of someone who can play it.

@nemitahi161

Keep coming back to this video like it's home for me. The sound's running from a thumpin heart beat and a breathing and she is making this all happen in that alley. And I love she's sitting like that there... friggin gorgeous woman really

@pattipants

I am addicted to this! Abagail is now on my list of fave banjo players, along w/her hubby Béla Fleck❣️She has an awesome sultry voice & is super sexy😊

@pattipants

AND ❤️‍🔥Richie Stearns❤️‍🔥

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