Lobotomy
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(Hoo) Only an insane person would think of something like that like how could you?
It's unimaginable to think of doing something like that, only a crazy person would consider it.

Why? No it's not happening, never, not in a million years, not today, no never
There's no way it's going to happen, not now, not in a million years, never.

(Hoo) Sitting, feeding my addiction
I'm indulging in my addiction.

Needin', need a prescription
I need medication to satisfy my addiction.

Fakes, fakes I predicted
I foresaw that people around me would be inauthentic.

Sitting in my childhood home and I listen
I'm reminiscing in my childhood home while listening to music.

(Hoo) Finally feelin' like I really grown
I'm now beginning to feel like I've matured and developed.

(Hoo) Gave 'em everything I ever owned
I've been generous and given away all my possessions.

(Hoo) Every single thing I know
I've shared all my knowledge with others.

(Hoo) When I die, my son will take on my throne
When I die, my son will take over my legacy and continue my work.

(Hoo, hoo) I'm a mess (I'm a mess)
I'm in a bad state mentally and emotionally.

Go through and progress (Progress)
I'm trying to better myself through hard work and effort.

Observe and digest
I pay attention and process what's happening around me.

Am I crazy? not yet (No)
I'm not insane, at least not yet.

One thing leads to another (Woo)
One event can easily lead to another.

Before you know it you're ready to go under (Under)
Before you realize it, you're in trouble or experiencing difficulty.

Then you look back and you wonder, what did I do with my life? (What)
At some point, you may ask yourself what you've done with your life.

Did I live happy? Did I just gripe?
Did I live a happy life or did I simply complain and worry?

Stuck in my mind and I fight my demons, thoughts of regret as these tears are seeping
I'm battling my inner demons and struggling with regret as I cry.

I'm leapin,' I'm the deep end, drowning in stress and I'm sleepin'
I'm overwhelmed and struggling with stress and it's affecting my sleep.

Everybody coming at me and they're in need of, help (Woo)
Everyone wants my help and assistance.

I'm not god, don't got the answers (No)
I'm not all-knowing and don't have all the solutions.

Don't care bout your petty romances (I don't)
I'm not interested in hearing about your trivial romantic problems.

I been lookin' for the next chapter (Chapter)
I've been searching for the next phase or stage in my life.

Complete the series and rapture (Rapture)
Finish what I've started and feel fulfilled.

Convince them I'm the best rapper, leave 'em all shocked, as I walk away in laughter (Ayy)
Prove to everyone that I'm the greatest rapper and astound them while I leave with confidence and pride.

I know everybody got a vice (Woo)
I'm aware that everyone has their own personal weakness.

I know if you don't, you're in need of some advice (You do)
If you don't have a vice, then you probably need guidance.

I know you need somebody to open up your eyes (Eyes)
You need someone to make you aware of something important.

'Fore you're in your death bed with regret in your eyes
Before you're near death and regretful of your life choices.

Regret in your eyes, deep down inside, eatin' you up cause you wasted your life
Your regret in your final moments is agonizing you because you feel like you've wasted your life.

Yeah, feelin' sentimental, get the parental advisory
I feel nostalgic and emotional, and it needs a parental warning.

I'm breakin' out my social anxiety through lobotomy
I'm escaping my social anxiety with a lobotomy.

I'm losing my sanity, messed up in this insanity
I'm becoming insane, and it's driving me mad.

Artificial people tellin' me that I'm a calamity, uh, losin' sobriety, uh, kicked from society, uh
Fake people are calling me a disaster, causing me to lose my self-control, and pushing me out of society.

Lookin at me weird cause I been lacking propriety, uh
They're staring at me oddly because I've been ill-mannered.

Murder 'em all with no remorse, that's the only course, of action, uh
I'm going to kill them all without any regrets, it's the only right action to take.

Only course bringing satisfaction
It's the only way to find satisfaction.

(Yuh) Ain't no time for distractions
There's no time to be distracted.

(Nah) People bringing me dissatisfaction, I'm in a turmoil and I'm filled with anger
People are causing me annoyance and frustration, and it's making me upset.

I'm needing a break, needing an anchor
I need a break and a source of stability in my life.

If I do not stop, I'll be gone forever after
If I don't slow down, I might lose myself forever.

Life so empty, forever craving power, I'm so hungry, these beats I devour
I feel like my life is lacking purpose and I crave control, I consume music as if it's food.

Step to me and they're cowards (Woo)
People are afraid to confront me.

Rap my verse then you cower (Hah) Step back, so bitter and sour
They try to rap my lyrics, but they can't and end up feeling bitter and angry.

What's wrong? You're a big tough rapper
What's the matter? You're supposed to be a confident and bold rapper.

Not my fault that you can't compare (Woo)
It's not my fault that you're not at my level.

Not my fault you fall back and stare (Woo)
It's not my fault that you're intimidated and flustered.

Not my fault that you're so damn scared
It's not my fault that you're afraid and lack courage.

Shoulda knew better than to come unprepared
You should've known to come prepared before encountering me.

Rippin' it up, boy give it, I am demon it's never enough
I exude an intense energy and it's never enough, I want to do more.

I want it all, I cannot fall, keepin' the eye, up on the ball
I want everything and I can't fail, I maintain my focus on the task.

Yes I will tear, better beware, I know you're scared, I know you're scared
I'll destroy anything that gets in my way, so be cautious, I know you're intimidated.

Conceal my feels, I don't speak (No)
I hide my emotions and don't communicate much.

All of you thinkin' I'm weak but (Ayy)
Others might think I'm weak, but...

I keep the peace, conceal my feels and rarely speak
I try to maintain harmony, I keep my emotions hidden, and I don't talk much.

But karma can be weak, and it's callin' me, another side of me
Karma can be unpredictable, and I'm being pursued by a different aspect of me.

Fight inside of me, this monotony, no stopping me (Woo)
I'm waging a battle inside of me and avoiding complacency, nothing can deter me.

This is my therapy, my lobotomy
Music is my form of therapy and release.

(Hoo)