Rêverie
Adelyn Lyrics

How many times can you expect
Asking how often the singer can expect their thoughts and feelings to remain disconnected.

For these thoughts and these feelings to never connect in my
Reflecting on the persistent absence of connection between thoughts and emotions within the singer.

Mind and through your teeth you'll be dragging your knees
Implying that someone else is causing discomfort and frustration through their words or actions, leading the singer to feel helpless or submissive.

How did we get so far and become so lost
Questioning how the artist and someone else could have drifted so far apart and become disconnected.

Wrapped in our mindless single thoughts
Feeling confined by singular thoughts as if there is no escape from a habitual cycle of thinking.

The enemy is in your head
Suggesting that one's own thoughts can be a powerful enemy, acting against one's desires or best interests.

But when it gets so bad you wish it'd finally end
Musing about wanting to break free from negative thoughts and circumstances that feel unbearable.

And where do we go from here
Wondering what direction to take in moving towards resolution or understanding in a situation.

Eyes open so I can clear my head
Intending to clear one's mind in order to gain clarity and perspective on a situation.

From this bitter reality
Describing a current situation as harsh or unpleasant to endure.

But it grounds me down and it tears me inside out
Expressing that the situation at hand is overwhelming and causing internal strife or turmoil.

Am I dreaming
Questioning the reality of the artist's current experience or perception.

Is this all I'll ever know
Worrying that the current circumstances will never change and will remain the same indefinitely.

Better than reality
Finding solace or escape from reality through dreams or imagination.

Stuck in my mentality
Feeling trapped in one's own mindset or way of thinking.

And I'm going nowhere
Feeling as though there is no progress or forward motion in the current situation.

Waiting just to disappear
Anticipating a disappearance or escape from the current situation rather than actively working towards change.

I can see my mind so clear
Feeling as though there is clarity and understanding within one's own thoughts and emotions.

Have I lost myself to peace and comforting
Questioning whether seeking peace and comfort in a situation has caused the singer to lose sense of their own identity or become complacent.

How many times will I disguise these thoughts are echoing through my mind
Reflecting on the frequency of thoughts that feel hidden or disguised, yet persist in one's mind.

They're waiting for the day lost to hope and sorrow
Suggesting that hopeful thoughts and emotions are lost or drowned out by sorrowful ones.

But they're waiting on somebody else's time
Feeling as though progress or change is dependent on someone else's action or initiative.

How many times will I disguise this survival, this need to grow
Thinking about disguising the desire to grow and survive within a challenging situation.

Im losing to the winning hand so pull me out
Feeling as though the opposing side in a situation has the upper hand, but also seeking help or escape from it.

I'm surrounded but never felt so alone
Feeling isolated or unsupported despite being surrounded by people or in a situation with others.

Have I lost myself to peace
Echoing the previous line, pondering whether complacency and acceptance in a situation have stifled personal growth or progress.

And I've never seen so clear
Feeling like there is clarity and understanding within a situation as well as one's own thoughts and emotions.

Won't you help me out
Requesting assistance, support, or guidance from someone else.

Im fighting just for a chance
Working to gain or achieve the opportunity to progress or change a situation.

'Cause this is all we have
Acknowledging that the current situation or circumstance is all that is available or present.