Here With You
Afternova feat. Juliet Lyons Lyrics

I wanna fall inside your ghost
I want to completely immerse myself in your essence and presence

And fill up every hole inside my mind
I want to be whole again and I believe you can fill the emptiness in my mind

And I want everyone to know
I want to declare to the world what you mean to me

That I am half a soul
I feel incomplete without you

Divided
My soul is split between what was and what will be

Sometimes we will die and sometimes we will fly away
Life and death are uncertain, but no matter the outcome, I want you by my side till the end

Either way you′re by my side until my dying days
I want you to stay with me and support me through my entire life

And if I'm not there and I′m far away
Even when we're not physically together, know that I'm still emotionally connected to you

I said: "Don't be afraid."
I want you to have faith in our love and everything will be alright

We′re going home.
Our love is where we belong and we're going back to it

I wanna strip myself of breath
I want to sacrifice everything for you, even my life

A breathless beast of death I′ve made for you
I am willing to give you everything, even if it costs me everything

A mortal writing piece of song
I express my love for you through my music

Will help me carry on
My music helps me cope with the struggles of life

But these you heard
You already know this about me, and accept me for who I am

So the hearse ran out of gas
We were on the verge of death, but somehow we were saved

A passenger person grabbed a map
Someone who was with us helped us navigate out of the danger zone

And the driver inside it contrived a new route to save the past
We had to make changes to our previous ways of life in order to save our relationship

And checked his watch and grabbed a cab
We’re in a hurry, with little time to spare

A beautifully plain taxi cab
The taxi cab is unremarkable in appearance but it’s a means to get to our destination

A cab, had a cleared out back
The backseat of the taxi is empty and we’re free to fill it with our love once again

And two men started to unpack
The two of us are beginning to shed our past and move forward as a couple

Driving once again
We're back on track and driving together towards a better future

But now this time there were three men
Our relationship has grown to include someone else who has helped us through difficult times

And then I heard one of them say:
One of our partners in this journey spoke up

"I know the night will turn to gray
We've been through tough times, but things will get better

I know the stars will start to fade
The beauty of our love may fade, but we'll stick together through it all

When all the darkness fades away
Eventually, we'll get through the hard times on the other side

We had to steal him from his fate
We had to work hard to save our relationship, but it was worth it in the end

So he could see another day"
We saved our love and relationship so we could enjoy a new dawn together

Then I cracked open my box
I opened up emotionally and let my guard down

Someone must have picked the lock
Someone helped me overcome my emotional barriers

A little light revealed the spot
I had hidden my emotions in the dark, but they are now exposed to the light

Where my fingernails had fought
I had resisted opening up emotionally, but I finally did

Then I pushed it open more
I opened up emotionally even more

Pushing up against the door
I'm still struggling with my emotional barriers, but I'm pushing through

Then I sat up off the floor
I'm standing on my own two feet and taking control of my emotions

And found the breath I was searching for
I found the strength and courage to open up emotionally and breathe again

Then there were three men up front
Our relationship has grown to include someone else who has helped us through difficult times

All I saw were backs of heads
I am no longer afraid, but I still have some distance to go in our journey toward healing and growth

And then I asked them "am I alive and well or am I dreaming dead?"
I'm questioning my reality and whether or not everything that happened was real

And then one turned around to say:
One of our partners in this journey spoke up

"We're driving toward the morning sun
We're moving forward towards a new dawn in our relationship

Where all your blood is washed away
We're leaving the past behind us and moving towards a new, clean start

And all you did will be undone."
We're starting anew, leaving behind all past mistakes and misunderstandings

I said: "Don't be afraid."
I reassure you that everything will be alright as long as we're together

I said: "Don′t be afraid."
I'll always be here for you, supporting and loving you through good times and bad