Mayday
Aimi Lyrics

赦されていい？ 嫌々
Can I be forgiven? Reluctantly

最低なヨル消えたいな
I want the worst nights to disappear

「誰のせい？」 Calamity... 縛られ
"Whose fault is it?" Calamity... I'm tied up

本能が云う、嫌々
My instincts say no, reluctantly

最低なボク 否定的衝動
I have terrible negative impulses

いっそキミも嫌ってくれたら それじゃまたねって苦嗤い
If only you could hate me too, we could say goodbye with a bitter smile

バイバイ 捨ててしまえ いらない知らないゼンブ 気のせいだったな 逃避してもフリダシにもどっているだけだ
Goodbye. Get rid of it all. I don't need or want any of it. It was all just in my head Even if I try to escape, I'm just running in circles.

"ダレカタスケテ ボクハ ココダヨ" 声にすらならない夜を何回も 気付いてよ こんな世界でさ 息もしたくない
"Can someone save me?" So many nights where I can't even make a sound. Realize it, in this world, I don't even want to breathe.

"オシエテ ナンノタメ ウマレタノ" 死にたくなるんだよ 聴こえますか？ 朝がきてしまえば 「なんでもない」と笑うメーデー
"Tell me, what was I born for?" I want to die, can you hear me? Once morning comes, we'll laugh it off and say "It was nothing," on Doomsday.

言の葉の裏、苛々 矛盾だらけ煩いな 「アイツのせい」 Majority... 笑えない
Behind my words, I'm irritated. Full of contradictions and annoyances. "It's their fault." Majority... it's not funny.

「どうしたらいい？」苛々 最低なキミ 防衛的行動 そっか所詮コドモダマシなら ぬるいくらいがちょうどいい
"What should I do?" I'm irritable. You're the worst, so defensive. I see, if we're just childish, then warm and lukewarm is just right.

バイバイ もうそろそろ 悲しい寂しいなんて 感じなくなるな 終焉にしよう ココロひとつ救えない世界
Goodbye, soon enough, I won't feel sadness or loneliness anymore. Let's end it all. A world where we can't save our hearts.

"ダレカノタメ イキテ ミタカッタ" 音にすらならずに消え去っていた ほらずっと ここに存在したんだよ 思い出せないかい？
"I tried living for someone else." Disappearing without even a sound. Look, it was always here, can't you remember?

"ドウシテ ソンナフウニ ワラエルノ" 知らないほうがまだ幸せだな？ もうやめてしまおう このまま夜とかけ堕ちて
"Why can I still laugh like this?" I'd be happier not knowing. Let's stop now. And fall into the night, just like this.

冷たい夜も 重たい朝も あぁ本当はみんな 愛されてみたかったらしい 嫌い？好き？妄想 どうだっていいや 痛くないなら
On cold nights and heavy mornings, Oh, it seems everyone wanted to know what it's like to be loved. Hate? Love? Illusion. It doesn't matter, if it doesn't hurt.

"ダレカタスケテ ボクハ ココダヨ" 声にすらならない夜を何回も 気付いてよ こんな世界でさ 息もしたくない
"Can someone save me?" So many nights where I can't even make a sound. Realize it, in this world, I don't even want to breathe.

"オシエテ ナンノタメ ウマレタノ" 死にたくなるんだよ 聴こえますか？ 耳をすませば ほら どこかで微か伝うメーデー
"Tell me, what was I born for?" I want to die, can you hear me? Listen closely, and you'll hear a faint Doomsday somewhere.