Music Style
Progressive Metal
Past Members:
Martin Morin (vocals on "A Delicate Balance" album 1999)
Bob Mitchell (vocals on "11:59:59" album)
Penance
Alchemy X Lyrics
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Like fickle embers to a flame
How came I to this?
So many faces without names
Final moments of a hundred eyes
Witness sacrifice divine
No retribution for our crimes
Sweet was my descent
Indulgence in the blackest eyes
Mercy from a god
Corruption was complete my friend
Hearing nothing but the lamb's shrill cry
Witness sacrifice divine
Cruelty in defeat
Receive this fallen angel
Empty are the words
This bitter silence holds no solace
No proportion to the pain we bring
None to make us feel the same
There's no justice
No retribution for our crimes
Only torment
From within a fractured mind
In Alchemy X's song "Penance," the singer seems to be admitting to having deceived and brought harm to others. This is represented by the color green, which traditionally symbolizes jealousy and envy. The singer wonders how they came to be in this situation, surrounded by people they don't even know. The lyrics then describe a sacrifice, a lamb's cry, and a lack of justice or retribution for the crimes committed.
The second verse continues with the theme of descent, describing the singer's indulgence in the "blackest eyes." This could be interpreted in a few ways, but could possibly refer to indulging in sinful behavior or losing oneself in despair. The mercy of a god is mentioned, but it is clear that corruption has taken hold. The lamb's cry is heard again, and there is no solace to be found in the silence. The pain caused to others is described as being out of proportion to any punishment or consequences that could be felt by the singer.
Overall, "Penance" seems to be a confession of sorts, with the singer grappling with their own guilt and the lack of justice in the world.
Line by Line Meaning
Green was my deceit
My lies and deception were plentiful
Like fickle embers to a flame
My deceit was like sparks that would come and go quickly
How came I to this?
I wonder how I ended up in this situation
So many faces without names
I have deceived so many people that their identities are no longer important to me
Final moments of a hundred eyes
Many people witnessed my ultimate sacrifice
Witness sacrifice divine
People saw and experienced the holy sacrifice
There's no justice
We will not be punished for our sins
No retribution for our crimes
We will not face any consequences for the wrongs we have done
Sweet was my descent
I enjoyed my fall into darkness
Indulgence in the blackest eyes
I reveled in my sinful ways
Mercy from a god
I thought there was forgiveness for me
Corruption was complete my friend
I was fully tainted by my sinful ways
Hearing nothing but the lamb's shrill cry
All I can hear is the distressing cry of an innocent creature
Cruelty in defeat
Even in failure, I am cruel
Receive this fallen angel
Accept this corrupt and wicked creature
Empty are the words
My apologies and excuses are meaningless
This bitter silence holds no solace
There is no comfort in the painful silence
No proportion to the pain we bring
The harm we cause is immeasurable
None to make us feel the same
No one can experience the same pain as the victims we have hurt
Only torment
We are only left with suffering and anguish
From within a fractured mind
All of this pain and guilt comes from within my broken and damaged mind
Contributed by Lila P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.