U And Us
Alex M.O.R.P.H. Lyrics

I really wish you would have waited for me
We would have preferred if you didn't rush to leave without us

Before deciding to escape my carefully crafted story
Instead of abandoning our journey and story so abruptly

I'm edging closer to where I shouldn't be
I'm moving towards uncertain territories

But if I'm gonna lose the game I might as well be happy
If I'm going to fail, I might as well enjoy the process

I almost quit the game
I almost gave up on everything

Cause I was too afraid
Fear held me back from taking risks and pursuing my goals

Of facing my own rage
I was avoiding addressing and controlling my anger

But every day just feels the same
Despite my efforts to change my direction, every day seems repetitive and boring

No matter how I change
Even if I attempt to change my mindset, perspective, or lifestyle

So I don't want to stay
I feel like I need to leave this situation or environment

We really wish you would have waited for me
We really hoped you could have postponed your departure

And yet you ran away to live somewhere outside of our reach
And you left without leaving any contact or traceable address

I keep forgetting that "I" am just one "me"
I forget that I can only do so much alone

I was losing at this game the moment I started playing
I was destined to fail even before starting

Don't you wish you were just a bit more like me?
Don't you sometimes wish you were more carefree like me?

Don't you wish that you had something they'd believe?
Don't you wish to have a sense of direction and authenticity that is admirable?

Don't you wish that you could eat all of your grief?
Don't you wish you could relieve your sadness with a physical action?

Maybe if, and only if, you try to leave
If you attempt to quit this race

I really wish you would have waited for me
We hoped you wouldn't leave us behind

And since we're losing, might as well be happy
If we're going to fail anyway, we might as well make the most of the journey