He always tries to show his versatility in multiple aspects, including a well-known radioshow (HeavensGate on Air) and a solo artist debut album. He also teams up with Woody van Eyden to perform legendary Back2Back sets.
Waiting for the Sun
Alex M.O.R.P.H. Lyrics
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No regrets until the day it’s over
When I’m sad they always put the dose up
I used to push friends away when they got closer
Half my life I considered myself trash
I didn’t have this
I didn’t have that
I never ever had a real dad
Sunny days
Wait for the rain
Rocking shades
Try to hide the pain
Medicate until I fade away
I’m gonna go even though you want me to stay
(Stay)
You want me to stay
(Stay)
You want me to stay
(Stay)
You want me to stay
(Stay)
I focus on the pain
It never seems to help
O.P. on my face since like the other day
You told me to behave
But you do you and I’ll do myself
I said I focus on the pain
It never seems to help
O.P. on my face since like the other day
I’m starting to change
So you do you and I’ll do myself
Sunny days
Wait for the rain
Rocking shades
Try to hide the pain
Medicate until I fade away
I’m gonna go even though you want me to stay
Sunny days
Wait for the rain
Rocking shades
Try to hide the pain
Medicate until I fade away
I’m gonna go even though you want me to stay
(Stay)
You want me to stay
(Stay)
You want me to stay
(Stay)
You want me to stay
(Stay)
In "Waiting for the Sun," Alex M.O.R.P.H. talks about a life that is characterized by pain and attempts to escape it through drugs. The first stanza is about the singer's history and experiences of using substances to numb their pain, even when they do not want to. They have never had a supportive parent figure and always considered themselves trash. This feeling could be what drove them towards addiction in the first place. The second stanza highlights how the singer is aware of their addiction and knows that it is something they need to address. The line "I'm starting to change" indicates that they are trying to take control of their life and change their behavior. However, the individual recognizes that change is difficult, and they continue to struggle with substance abuse.
The chorus of the song is an expression of the singer's desire to retreat into themselves and their addiction. They say that they will leave, even when someone is pleading with them to stay. In the line "rocking shades, try to hide the pain," they acknowledge that their attempts to hide their anguish are not always successful. Medication is the only way they know how to escape their pain, but it always ends in them fading away. The repeated line "you want me to stay" in the chorus may represent the people around the individual who want them to recover, but they are not yet ready to face their pain.
Line by Line Meaning
Cold sweats, I always say I’m sober
I try to put on a brave face by appearing sober, but in reality, I often feel anxious and shaky
No regrets until the day it’s over
I try to live in the moment and not regret my actions until it's too late
When I’m sad they always put the dose up
When I'm feeling down, people suggest I increase my medication to help numb the pain
I used to push friends away when they got closer
I used to distance myself from close friends as a way to protect myself from getting hurt
Half my life I considered myself trash
I have struggled with self-esteem issues and often view myself as unworthy or unimportant
I didn’t have this
I feel like I have had a lot of disadvantages in my life
I didn’t have that
I often focus on the things I don't have, rather than what I do have
I never ever had a real dad
I grew up without a positive father figure in my life
Except for the day I od’d on the couch
The only time I felt like I had a dad was when I overdosed and someone took care of me
Sunny days
I long for happy times and positivity
Wait for the rain
But I know that bad times will come and I need to be prepared
Rocking shades
I try to hide my pain and emotions from others by wearing sunglasses
Try to hide the pain
I don't want to burden others with my struggles, so I keep to myself
Medicate until I fade away
I often turn to drugs or medication to help me forget my problems and numb my emotions
I’m gonna go even though you want me to stay
Despite others wanting me around, I feel like it's time for me to leave
(Stay)
Others are pleading with me to stay
I focus on the pain
I tend to dwell on my problems and think about them constantly
O.P. on my face since like the other day
I've been using opioids on my face to numb physical pain
You told me to behave
Others have tried to give me advice and tell me what to do, but ultimately, I need to do what's best for me
But you do you and I’ll do myself
I need to focus on my own well-being and not worry about what others think or do
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: O.P. Told Me, Oliver Hübschmann Pettit
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@efraim.
You are the one who fills me up with colours,
Who burns the sky for me,
Boy, don’t you see,
Sun shines brighter when you are near…
But it’s like no one else on the earth,
Your smile, your touch, your lips,
The hopes I was thinking in,
Your love was given me…
To the heaven…
@honeybear4003
Technically and Melodically probably one of the best Trance Productions ever made !!
@DJFish8051
Alex M.O.R.P.H you have done it again goosebumps all over my arms listening to the beautiful melody and vocals what true trance should be
@MartiniMike
RIP ZYZZ... always with you brah.
@LeSaggiatore
M.A.S.T.E.R.P.I.E.C.E !
Alex Morph is so underrated :/
@ashwinchakilum8468
Good guy Alex M.O.R.P.H.
Doesn't give in to the big room EDM fad and instead sticks to what he's best at, producing classic, uplifting Trance music.
Are there really so many people disliking this? If you seriously prefer big room house over this, then you truly have low standards for music.
@Hlemguard
Never doubt uncle Alex. People dislike this beacause mainstream music is easier to digest, from which I believe most of them lack IQ (yeah, sorry). You know the drill: eat, spleep, rave, repeat.........
@kennethbartholomew7449
sticking to one genre seems to be boring
@ashwinchakilum8468
Well, this genre certainly has higher quality, more creative music than big room/commercial EDM that most electronic dance musicians have moved on towards.
Besides, Trance is kinda the thing you'd expect Alex M.O.R.P.H. to do, and do well. I'd be psyched if he tried to take on other styles like Liquid DnB/Dubstep. I can imagine him executing that very well, just as long as he doesn't confirm to the god awful commericial/big room EDM that's being produced by the once great Trance artists nowadays.
@matheusab
Ashwin Chakilum I wouldn't say it's more creative, but the quality is, indeed, higher.
@ThatGuy-ep7xq
Ashwin Chakilum I don't think this is uplifting trance.