Untidy Suicides
Alice Donut Lyrics


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my brain is bleeding at the mall
it's been dismembered by rabid dogs
your mouth is frothing with a disease
it's all so festive it's all for me

my christmas necktie your nice red boots
asphyxiation from your silk noose
you pull it harder you watch me die
and I shoot backwards into time

and I see into the past
as it's burning down my neck
a thousand suicides a night
a hundred days of shopping left

I regain conscious
my legs convulse
you whisper to me
you feel my pulse
my blood is throbbing
I finally breathe
your body's pressed up against me

I'm very fond of the special things that you do for me

and I see into the past
as it's burning down my neck
a thousand suicides a night
a hundred days of shopping left

cut her down
just cut her down
I already told you
I don't know
just cut her down please




just cut her down
cut her down (repeat)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Alice Donut's song "Untidy Suicides" create a dark and unsettling atmosphere that borderlines on horror. The song seems to be about a person who is experiencing a mental breakdown, with visions of suicide and past traumas constantly flooding their mind. The opening line, "my brain is bleeding at the mall," sets the stage for a strange and surreal experience as the person is confronted with the excess and superficiality of consumer culture, symbolized by the mall. However, the person's mental state seems to have been dismembered by something more personal and violent, represented by the rabid dogs, which is causing them to see visions of suicide and death.


Throughout the song, there are references to Christmas, which adds to the unsettling feeling of the lyrics. The person's Christmas necktie and the mention of a hundred days of shopping left suggest that the song takes place during the holiday season, which contrasts with the dark and violent imagery in the rest of the song. The line "asphyxiation from your silk noose" creates a disturbing image of sexual violence and death, which is then followed by the line "you pull it harder, you watch me die," indicating a consensual but still disturbing sexual fantasy. Overall, the lyrics to "Untidy Suicides" are filled with disturbing and surreal images, which create a sense of unease and discomfort for the listener.


Line by Line Meaning

my brain is bleeding at the mall
I feel overwhelmed and stressed out in this busy and chaotic environment


it's been dismembered by rabid dogs
My mind feels like it has been torn apart and messed up


your mouth is frothing with a disease
You are sick and your illness is affecting me


it's all so festive it's all for me
The environment around us may seem happy, but I am feeling the opposite and it feels like it’s all directed towards me


my christmas necktie your nice red boots
We seem to have conflicting styles and tastes, but it’s still something we can appreciate together


asphyxiation from your silk noose
I’m experiencing a dangerous and possibly deadly situation with you


you pull it harder you watch me die
You’re actively participating in my potential death and it seems to thrill you


and I shoot backwards into time
I’m falling into an abyss and losing track of time


and I see into the past
I’m experiencing memories that haunt me


a thousand suicides a night
I’m seeing death and destruction around me with intense frequency


a hundred days of shopping left
We have a long way to go before this chaotic shopping season is over


I regain conscious
I’m coming back to reality


my legs convulse
I am physically reacting to the situation


you whisper to me
You’re trying to comfort me


you feel my pulse
You’re checking my physical state and my reaction to the situation


my blood is throbbing
I’m feeling intense emotions and potentially physical pain


I finally breathe
I’m able to relax and breathe again


your body's pressed up against me
You’re physically near me and it feels comforting


I'm very fond of the special things that you do for me
I appreciate the moments where we can feel normal and share intimacy through the chaos


cut her down
There is a sense of danger or urgency around someone who may need to be saved


just cut her down please
Urgent plea to rescue someone


I already told you
Impatience or frustration with someone else’s actions or reactions


I don't know
Uncertainty about the situation


cut her down (repeat)
Repeating the urgent call to action




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Comments from YouTube:

angrylambie

Absolutely love this song - the ending gets me every time - deserves way more than 12K likes!

AUDIODIDACTS

Thanxxx for the upload, man...! really cool song... I haven't listen to it for years...! I have this original vinyl album too and if anybody wants to buy it, so feel free to contact me...! Cheers from Cologne, Germany!

Pepe Molina

muy bueno este tema

Childhoof

YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!

jay lectricity

So if you had this album when it came out name three other albums you listened to a lot around then. I'm just trying to find music that wasn't mainstream, but was like this genre from that time period.

jay lectricity

@bazziman2 bazzi I wasn't into this culture, but I remember being turned on to this band. I'm wondering what people who were really into this band also had in their collection.

Hector Azurdia

Nice!!!🏄🏻‍♂️🤙🏼🛹🤘🏼

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