Am I Inside feat Chris Cornell
Alice in Chains Lyrics


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Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness
Crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
Surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used
And because so, once was mine
I walk this maze alone
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
The man's beside himself, man's below himself
Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
Chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up

Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
The man's beside himself, man's below himself
Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
Chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up
Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free




The man's beside himself, man's below himself
Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself

Overall Meaning

Am I Inside is a hauntingly introspective song by Alice in Chains that explores the themes of loneliness, emptiness, and pain. The lyrics describe a sense of being surrounded by a dark and lonely world, where the singer feels trapped inside himself. The opening lines set the tone for the entire song, with the sense of darkness creeping up on the singer. The line, "black is all I feel", is a metaphor for the emptiness in his life, and how the darkness he feels is all-consuming. The chorus adds to this theme with the line, "so this is how it feels to be free", which suggests that the darkness and loneliness are seen as a form of escape or release.


The singer's pain is further explored with lines like "chaos and hate shadow me" and "pain it fills me up". Throughout the song, the singer seems to be searching for something that will make him feel whole again. He wonders, "am I inside myself" and feels like he is walking through a maze alone. The idea of being lost and unsure of oneself is further amplified with the repetition of the line, "man's beside himself, man's below himself, man's behind himself".


Overall, Am I Inside is a powerful song that tackles themes of loneliness, pain, and the search for meaning in one's life. The lyrics are poignant and evocative, and the singer's voice only adds to the emotional resonance of the song.


Line by Line Meaning

Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness
The feeling of loneliness is always present and seems to follow me closely, even faster than the darkness.


Crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it
It's a feeling that is almost tangible, like it's crawling on my skin and everyone around me can sense it.


Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
Emptiness and sadness are the only emotions that I seem to feel, and in some strange way, it makes me feel free from the burden of happiness.


Surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used
The people around me seem hollow and fake, putting on a brave face with artificial courage to hide their own emptiness.


And because so, once was mine
I too used to put on a fake persona to hide my own emptiness.


I walk this maze alone
I am navigating the complexities of life on my own, without any help or guidance.


The man's beside himself, man's below himself, Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
The man seems to be separated from himself, both physically and emotionally, and it makes me question whether I am truly connected to myself.


Chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up
I am constantly surrounded by chaos and hate, which only adds to my own pain and suffering.


Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
The only thing that brings any sense of solace is the thought of being reunited with my missing, better half.


Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
Emptiness and sadness continue to be the only emotions that I experience, and it still feels liberating in a strange way.


The man's beside himself, man's below himself, Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
The persistent feeling of disconnection from myself still haunts me, leaving me unsure of where I truly stand in my own life.




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: LAYNE STALEY, JERRY CANTRELL

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Chris Rolls

Crazy to think those “empty souls” and their similarities to Layne made Layne an “empty soul” that hardly anyone could recognize years prior to his death.

He was consumed. Absolutely, totally consumed by his demons and his addiction.

Couldn’t imagine the pain he wen thru in his last 5 years of living...

Severe nerve damage, loss of extremities, damaged organs...

He had no choice but to push the end of his life at that point.



All comments from YouTube:

Mama Bear

I'm a 63 year old grandmother and AIC is my favorite band. Layne is my favorite vocalist by far.

notfree

You're awesome.

Danielle Watson

I turned 52 in January and my husband, whom I dragged along to see AIC’s on 27/02/13 wasn’t too interested but I wasn’t going to miss it as I’d never seen William perform live.
Hands down to the boys, I’ve come to warm to William.
The last time I saw AIC’s perform live in Melbourne, Australia was at Festival Hall in 1993 with Suicidal Tendancies opening the performance.
Gosh, I was an only 23yr old at the time and to think Demri was only 11MTHS older than me.
I always had a soft spot for Layne as he was, despite being damaged emotionally, wasn’t in your face about his problems like Kurt. I did initially like Nirvana as they introduced grunge to the global map.
In my opinion though, it was always Layne.
Btw, R.I.P. Mark W. Lanegan
25/11/64-22/02/22

kelli blue

Tho I'm not a grandma, imabout your age, and I wholeheartedly concur! 💔🎸❤

Wizard Burial Ground

You're older than my parents. My father is 59 and my mom will also be 59 this May. I turned 32 this past January and my parents raised me on AIC, pearl jam, Soundgarden, and alternative rock. The 60s, 70s and 90s were the best decades for music. The 80s were absolute trash, but the 90s came and more than made up for it 😂

Danielle Watson

@Wizard Burial Ground Half your luck! My parents were more into the 70’s decade of music but I was fortunate enough to find AIC at 22yrs.

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Yasmine

I'm so glad I've discovered Alice, I feel like almost every song touches some part of my soul. Sounds pretty cheesy but it's the truth. Layne and Jerry singing together is pure magic and this one with Ann Wilson is such a gem too 🎶

Antemorpheus

If you see this Layne and Ann have another collab Bob Dylan cover called Ring them Bells

Nylon Tusk

I'm glad a beautiful soul like you discovered such a beautiful band. Alice in chains is magic from another realm. Hope their music can help you as much as it has me. ✌&🧡

None Ya

Amen.

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