Strange
Alicia Creti Lyrics

I've been feelin' strange, not like me before
I've been experiencing unfamiliar emotions and thoughts, feeling different from who I used to be.

Feel like I've changed, don't love like I used to
I feel transformed, my capacity to love has shifted compared to how I used to.

I feel scared
I experience fear and anxiety.

Baby, I feel
I am overwhelmed with emotions, unable to fully express them in words.

Feel my mind's at war, my broken heart is burnin'
I sense a constant battle within my own mind, while my heart is in pain and suffering.

So tired of these words that don't ever have truth in 'em
I am exhausted and frustrated by the constant deceit and lack of honesty in the words I encounter.

I'm okay
I have grown accustomed to this state of being, accepting it as normal.

I'm used to it
I have become familiar with and adapted to these circumstances.

See, I'm too broke for saving, I'm too far to heal
I feel emotionally and mentally shattered, unable to be repaired or saved.

Someone save me from this world, 'cause, baby, I'm not breathin'
I yearn for someone to rescue me from the troubles of the world, as I feel suffocated and unable to breathe.

I need love, oh
I crave genuine affection and care.

Hurt too many times for naming, broken down and drained
I have experienced countless instances of pain that cannot be individually enumerated, leaving me shattered and emotionally depleted.

I just need somebody to come wipe all of the pain
All I desire is for someone to console and alleviate the burden of my pain.

I'm done runnin'
I have reached a point where I no longer wish to escape or flee from my problems.

Won't you give a fuck and just tell me that I'm safe
I long for someone to genuinely care and provide reassurance, to make me feel secure.

But then I met you, love
However, everything changed when I encountered you, my love.

Pull me from the dust of my mind
You rescued me from the chaotic and burdensome thoughts that consumed me.

I was tired of thinkin' that I couldn't love
I had grown weary of believing that I was incapable of experiencing love.

See my eye (eye), heart (heart) was wounded
Recognize that my emotional and mental state was affected by past hurts.

And scarred from past times
My past experiences left deep emotional wounds and lasting scars.

'Til you lifted me up so I couldn't run
Until you came along and elevated me to a point where I no longer felt the need to escape.