In My Dreams
All New Atmosphere Lyrics

I'm patiently waiting
I'm waiting for something to happen, but I'm doing so calmly and without urgency.

These feelings are changing
My emotions are shifting, becoming different than they were before.

I have no control of the risk that I'm taking
I'm aware that I'm taking a chance, but I realize that I can't control the outcome of my choices.

The truth fills it's purpose it just takes some time
Regardless of how difficult or uncomfortable it may be, the truth will ultimately serve its intended purpose, even if it takes a while to play out.

It might take way too long.
The amount of time required to reveal the truth may feel like an eternity, but it's necessary for the bigger picture.

It's always been me and you plus one
We've had a third party involved in our relationship from the beginning.

We shared a bed hell we shared our love
We were intimate with each other and in love at some point in time.

Ignoring this tension leaves me so dependent
Pretending that there isn't an uneasiness between us makes me feel reliant on our past connection.

I spend all my time in my dreams and it's killing me
I daydream and fantasize about what could have been, but it's painful to be so consumed by these thoughts.

This conversation needs no explanation
The topic we're discussing is self-evident enough that we don't need to go into detail about it.

There isn't a story to tell why I hate them
There's not much to say about why I harbor negative feelings towards the other party involved in our situation.

The fact of the matter this ends in disaster
The reality of it is that this situation won't end well.

I've looked through your book cus I wrote every chapter
I have a deep understanding of our history together because I am just as responsible for our past as you are.

But in the lies we will fall apart
Our relationship will crumble if we continue to deceive each other.

But in the dark we'll repeat from the start
If we keep hiding things, we'll keep making the same mistakes over and over.

I don't care
I'm indifferent to the potential consequences of this situation.

Please stay here
I want you to continue being present with me, despite the tension between us.

Cold hands and strange stares
A physical and emotional distance has formed between us.

Holding on to who cares
I'm attempting to grasp onto anything that could bring us closer together.

Gentle kind but unfair
Our situation is filled with tenderness and genuine emotion, yet it's still unjust.

Tell me will you be there
Can I count on you to support me emotionally through this situation?

It wouldn't matter if it wasn't such a habit
If our situation was easy to break away from, it wouldn't hold as much power over us as it currently does.

I'd give anything to breathe but my intentions
I'm so consumed by our past love that it's suffocating me, and I'm struggling to change that.

Wouldn't have it
Despite my desire to move on from our past, my actions and choices keep me locked in this cycle.

Gave me strange stares
I'm met with curious gazes from those around me, adding to my discomfort.

Who cares?
Why does anyone else's opinion matter when they don't understand the complexity of our situation?

Unfair,
The situation isn't just or equitable for any of the parties involved.

I'm here
Despite everything, I'm still present and holding onto our history.

Tell me will you be there.
Will you continue to be a significant part of my life as we navigate through the complexities of our situation?