Desperate
Ally Heman Lyrics

Somebody told me
The singer heard something from someone, but it's not clear what it was.

Time is on our side
People often say that time heals all wounds, but it doesn't feel that way to the singer.

But how can I believe that
The singer is skeptical of the idea that time will make things better.

When you're still on my mind
The singer can't stop thinking about someone who has hurt them.

And I analyze everything that you say
The singer overthinks every word that the person says to them.

I cannot leave you for one day
The singer has a hard time staying away from the person who has hurt them.

I'll try to
The singer will attempt to stay away from the person, but it's not easy.

But I can't walk away
Ultimately, the singer can't bring themselves to leave the person they're thinking about.

It's been a month now
Time has passed since the singer was hurt by this person.

I should be over you
The singer feels like they should have moved on by now.

I just want myself back
The singer wants to feel like themselves again, but they're struggling.

This ain't what I'm used to
The singer is not accustomed to feeling this desperate and unhappy.

I'm desperate for somethin'
The singer is feeling incredibly desperate.

I'm desperate for lovin'
The singer is desperate for love and affection.

The one who made me this way
The singer blames the person who hurt them for making them feel this desperate.

I'm sick of my own mind
The singer is tired of constantly thinking about this person.

Don't want the saddest kind
The singer doesn't want to be unhappy anymore.

Of this happiness
The singer is looking for a happier kind of love.

Wish it would storm now
The singer is hoping for a physical manifestation of the pain they're feeling.

Do you know how rare that is
It's uncommon for the singer to want a storm.

For me to listen to the raindrops
The singer is looking for something that will help them relax and forget about their pain.

And try to undo what I did
The singer is trying to figure out what they did wrong in the relationship.

Not one for regrets
The singer doesn't usually regret things, but they do in this case.

And I usually don't like rain
The singer doesn't typically enjoy rainy weather.

But you made me do each one
The person they're thinking about has caused them to regret their actions and feel unhappy.

From all this stupid heartbreak pain
The singer is experiencing a lot of pain because of their heartbreak.

I've had enough time
The singer has had time to reflect on their feelings.

To make myself hate you
The singer has tried to hate the person who hurt them but can't bring themselves to do it.

Why won't it just work
The singer is frustrated that things didn't work out with the person they love.

This ain't what I wanna do
The singer doesn't want to feel this desperate and unhappy.

I'm living in love
The singer is still in love with the person who hurt them.

And I'm dying in hell
Despite being in love, the singer is still experiencing a lot of pain and unhappiness.

You're murderin' me
The person the singer is thinking about is causing them a lot of pain and unhappiness.

And I'm killing myself
The singer is also hurting themselves by holding onto their pain and desperation.

What have you done to me
The singer is asking the person who hurt them what they've done to make them feel this way.

I'm done with my own mind
The singer is tired of constantly thinking about the person who hurt them.

I'll admit it I'm desperate
The singer is admitting that they are feeling incredibly desperate and unhappy.