She was discovered by Club 8's, Johan Angergård, while only 15 years old after he heard some demos she had recorded with Club 8's touring drummer.
She was promptly signed to Angergård's label, Labrador, and started recording tracks with, The Mary Onettes, Philip Ekström, at the producer's desk. She released her first single House in June 2011. Her self-titled debut, was released in 2012 and peaked at #16 in Sweden.
In 2014 she was a member of Vo PAM, but recommenced solo work in 2016 with the release of tracks Rush and Wednesday.
Doubt
Amanda Mair Lyrics
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I will always stay true for my heart
Too far from the misery I was left here by the sea
I am so tired of the colour of fear will I ever be release
It all excess probably . carry me though the fear
I am here with the words
I will always stay true to my thoughts
I wanna become what people become but I wanna stay here
Time to be . your head on me
I like to be watch stay . your head on me
My fear is a . fear like the suffer and pain in my heart
Is all there because its all that I am
I can identify the pain like .
Its been there from the start I will always stay true to my thoughts
I know you really want . your head on me
I let you . your head on me
Will love destroy me?
Will love destroy me?
Will love destroy this weeping heart of mine
this weeping heart of mine
this weeping heart of mine
I wanna become what people become but I wanna stay here
I suffer and harm better keep it all going but I know stay here
I know you really want . your head on me
I let you . your head on me
Will love destroy me?
Will love destroy me?
Will love destroy this weeping heart of mine
this weeping heart of mine
this weeping heart of mine
The lyrics to Amanda Mair's song "Doubt" are rich in emotion and complexity. The opening line, "I run from the people I love," suggests a fear of vulnerability and a desire for distance. The singer then affirms her intention to stay true to her heart and thoughts. She expresses weariness with the "colour of fear," and perhaps the burdens of the past ("the misery I was left here by the sea").
The lines "I wanna become what people become but I wanna stay here / I wanna be calm will I ever be calm will I ever stay here" suggest a tension between ambition and a desire for stability. The chorus, "Will love destroy me / This weeping heart of mine," hints at a fear of being hurt, while the line "I can identify the pain like" suggests a familiarity with suffering. The final repetition of "this weeping heart of mine" is haunting and melancholy.
Overall, the song seems to capture a sense of uncertainty and inner turmoil. The singer is grappling with the complexities of life and love, and navigating the balance between growth and stability.
Line by Line Meaning
I run form the people I love
I avoid loved ones and distance myself from them.
I will always stay true for my heart
I will always stay true to my inner voice and beliefs.
Too far from the misery I was left here by the sea
I am away from the painful memories that haunt me by the sea.
I am so tired of the colour of fear will I ever be release
I am tired of feeling fear and wonder if I will ever find release from it.
It all excess probably . carry me though the fear
Perhaps it is all unnecessary, but it helps me push through my fears.
I am here with the words
I am here expressing myself through my words.
I will always stay true to my thoughts
I will always stay true to my own thoughts and feelings.
I wanna become what people become but I wanna stay here
I want to mature and grow like other people, but I also want to stay in my current state.
I wanna be calm will I ever be calm will I ever stay here
I yearn for calmness and wonder if I will ever find it and stay in that state.
Time to be . your head on me
It is time to relax and rest with your head on me.
I like to be watch stay . your head on me
I enjoy being watched and like when someone rests their head on me.
My fear is a . fear like the suffer and pain in my heart
My fear runs deep and is like the suffering and pain I feel in my heart.
Is all there because its all that I am
All of the pain and fear is reflective of who I am as a person.
I can identify the pain like .
I can recognize my pain and fear easily like it is a part of me.
Its been there from the start I will always stay true to my thoughts
The pain and fear have been there since the very beginning and I will always stay true to my own thoughts and feelings.
I know you really want . your head on me
I know that you really want to rest your head on me.
I let you . your head on me
I allow you to rest your head on me.
Will love destroy me?
I fear that love may be my downfall.
Will love destroy this weeping heart of mine
Will love cause my heart, which already feels pain, to suffer even more?
this weeping heart of mine
My heart that is already full of sorrow and pain.
Contributed by Lincoln B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
LaBruxinha
How is this not on the radio over here?
neonknives
Brilliant. I can't wait for an album.
James Hall
I want more songss! this is way too good! Thanks to Radio1 for bringing me here!
Dame Frances Yates Fan Club
Great songwriting. Thanks for posting
eileen
When will her first album be released??? I can't wait anymore for more!!! ♥
EXthesweetlamb
great song!
mMmCH33se
absolute tune.
Music & lyrics, creativity and science
Låter riktigt bra!
Jorge Chinchilla
The song has a retro feeling to it, I love Amanda but she sounds better with just the piano, the studio made her a bit artificial, still love and support her
Alberto Cruz
Así suena el pop