Crucified Solitude
Amber Lyrics


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When I open my heart and felt around me
Everything has changed
I stumbled and fell
Touched heaven and hell
And I felt so estranged

What and when and how
Does my head allow
Suddenly something new
I just can't find myself
And the reason for that is you

Your divine
Divine within your soul
So divine its the love I can't control
You're inside the dream I tried to hide
The answers to my whens and whys
Solitude was crucified
Crucified

Directed by me
Without any words
It completely changed
And without any thoughts
I switched all those parts
I feel so insane

Why is this so different?
Why do I feel bare?
Why do I change my views?
I just can't see myself
And the reason for that is you

Your divine
Divine within your soul
So divine its the love I can't control
You're inside the dream I tried to hide
The answers to my whens and whys
Solitude was crucified
Crucified

Your divine
Divine within your soul
So divine its the love I can't control
You're inside the dream I tried to hide
The answers to my whens and whys
Solitude was crucified
Your inside

I stand before my choice
To jump off or stay
Have to kick all my fears
I'm closing my past now
I'm not afriad of what I see

Your divine
Divine within your soul
So divine its the love I can't control
You're inside the dream I tried to hide
The answers to my whens and whys
Solitude was crucified

Your divine
All the pain I had to bare
Was crucified
Since the day I fell for you
You're inside the dream I tried to hide
The answers to my whens and whys




Solitude was crucified
Crucified

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Amber's song "Crucified Solitude" reveal the singer's deep emotional turmoil and confusion in the midst of a transformative experience. The opening lines describe her heart being open to the world around her, and the subsequent feeling of everything changing. She falls and encounters both heaven and hell, experiencing a sense of estrangement that suggests a disconnect from her sense of self. She is searching for answers, for the reasons "why" and "how" she feels so different.


The chorus, which repeats throughout the song, focuses on the person who is causing these changes in the singer's life. They are described as "divine within your soul," and their love is something the singer cannot control. They are tied to the dream she has been trying to hide, but also hold the answers to her questions. The language of crucifixion is used throughout the song, suggesting a death and rebirth, a painful process that must be endured in order to reach a new level of understanding. Ultimately, the singer chooses to face her fears and close the door on the past, allowing for a new future with this transformative presence in her life.


Overall, "Crucified Solitude" paints a visceral picture of personal transformation and the profound changes that can occur when one is open to the world and to love. It speaks to the painful process of growth and self-discovery, but also to the joy that can be found in facing one's fears and embracing a new reality.


Line by Line Meaning

When I open my heart and felt around me
When I allowed myself to be vulnerable and opened my heart to the world


Everything has changed
My perspective and experiences have been completely transformed


I stumbled and fell
I faced difficulties and challenges throughout my journey


Touched heaven and hell
I experienced both extreme highs and lows


And I felt so estranged
I felt disconnected and isolated from my usual sense of self


What and when and how
I question the timing, method, and reasoning behind my experiences


Does my head allow
My mind struggles to comprehend and make sense of it all


Suddenly something new
A surprising and unexpected change has occurred


I just can't find myself
I am struggling to recognize and understand my own identity


And the reason for that is you
You are the cause of my confusion and introspection


Your divine
You possess a heavenly and extraordinary quality


Divine within your soul
Your innermost self is pure and holy


So divine its the love I can't control
The love that I feel for you is so powerful that I cannot contain it


You're inside the dream I tried to hide
You are a presence within my subconscious desires that I have tried to suppress


The answers to my whens and whys
You hold the key to the questions and uncertainties in my life


Solitude was crucified
My previous state of loneliness and isolation has been put to an end


Directed by me
I am in control of my fate and decision-making


Without any words
My actions speak louder than any verbal communication


It completely changed
A dramatic shift has occurred in my life


And without any thoughts
I acted automatically without any logical reasoning


I switched all those parts
I completely altered my previous ways and approach


I feel so insane
I feel unstable and unsure about my actions


Why is this so different?
I am confused as to why my current situation differs so much from my past


Why do I feel bare?
I feel exposed and vulnerable in my current state


Why do I change my views?
My opinions and beliefs have shifted due to my experiences with you


Your inside
You are an integral part of who I am


I stand before my choice
I am faced with a decision


To jump off or stay
I am contemplating whether to take a risk or stay in my current situation


Have to kick all my fears
I must confront and overcome my fears in order to move forward


I'm closing my past now
I am letting go of my previous experiences and moving on


I'm not afraid of what I see
I am unafraid of the future and what it holds


All the pain I had to bear
The emotional distress I went through


Since the day I fell for you
Since the moment I fell in love with you




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