Back to You
Amber & Gold Lyrics

Picking up the pieces
Trying to mend the broken memories

Of our broken memories
Of the moments we shared that ended up fragmented and ruined

There's one I can't let go of
There's one memory I cling to and can't erase from my mind

That keeps me on my knees
It makes me feel helpless and hopeless

See I know it's half my fault
I acknowledge that I contributed to our separation

That we couldn't stay together
That our relationship was not meant to last

But we said no matter what
But we promised to remain friends despite everything

We'd still be friends forever
We'd remain as companions for each other even when we're not together

How could you turn and just go
How could you walk away from me so easily?

And leave me standing so cold
And disregard my feelings so completely?

Now you wanna work it out
Now you want to reconcile and make things right

Tell me what's that all about
Explain to me why you suddenly want to fix things between us

How could you up and move on
How could you move on so quickly, leaving me behind?

Like what you had for me is gone
As if everything we had is meaningless and worthless to you

But baby I'm tryin to find my way back into you
But I'm still trying to find a way to reconnect with you nonetheless

When I think of how you left me (left me)
When I remember how you abandoned me

Baby it's not easy
It's not an easy thing for me to handle

I never quit my love for you
I never stopped loving you

Baby that's the truth
That's a fact

Too hard for me to move on
It's too difficult for me to move on from our past

When I feel this way for you (for you)
When my heart still beats for you

See I know sometimes we need our space
I understand that we all need our alone time

Baby that's ok
It's alright, we all need some time apart

But if you really loved me
But if your love for me was genuine

Why'd you leave that way
Why did you leave me in such a hurtful manner?

Heaven knows every second
God knows every moment

I'm away from you
I'm not with you

I find it so hard (yes)
I find it extremely challenging

I'd give anything to find the strength
I'm willing to do whatever it takes to muster the courage

To be with you
To have the chance to be close to you again

I want it like you do (yes)
I desire it just as much as you do

I just need some time
I just need a moment to collect myself

To find peace of mind
To find a state of emotional calmness

But before you go
But before you walk away

I want you to know that I'm
I want you to comprehend that I am