Why Am I Like This?
An Nyeong Lyrics
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이젠 기억으로만 남아
환하게 나를 보며 웃고 있는 널
맘속으로 다시 찾아가곤 해
네가 머물던 나의 하루 속엔
여전히 네 모습이 선명한데
함께 나눈 사소한 이야기들
나는 왜 이럴까
널 너무 사랑했는데
흔한 나의 욕심에 왜 너를 떠나왔을까
이젠 멀어져 버린 너를
더 잡을 수도 없는데
네가 보고 싶어 지면 난 어떡해
나는 왜 이렇게
바보 같은 사람일까
너의 소중한 마음 아껴두지 못하고
이제서야 지나간 시간을 그리며
혼자 아파하고만 있을까
네가 적어준 작은 편지 속엔
한 가득 네 맘이 쓰여있는데
아무 말도 하지 못하는 너를
혼자 남겨두고 돌아서 버렸던 거야
나는 왜 이럴까
널 너무 사랑했는데
너의 소중한 마음 아껴두지 못하고
이제서야 지나간 시간을 그리며
혼자 아파하고만 있을까
좀 더 너를 기다릴걸
좀 더 맘을 달래볼 걸
난 너무 쉽게 너를 떠나왔나 봐
너를 잊으려 해 봐도
도저히 그게 잘 안 되는 걸
정말 나는 참 이기적인가 봐 ah ah
널 너무 사랑했는데
흔한 나의 욕심 때문에 왜 떠나왔을까
이젠 멀어져 버린 너를
더 잡을 수도 없는데
네가 보고 싶어 지면 난 어떡해
워 왜 이렇게 바보 같은 사람일까
너의 소중한 마음 아껴두지 못하고
이제서야 지나간 시간을 그리며
혼자 아파하고만 있을까
These lyrics are expressing the pain and regret of a person who has lost someone they deeply loved and are now left with only memories. The singer reminisces about the times when they used to walk together in front of the person's house, but now those memories are the only thing that remains. They describe how the person used to smile brightly at them, and they find themselves constantly searching for that feeling again in their heart.
In their everyday life, the singer still sees the person's vivid image, as if they were still present. The small conversations they used to have together keep resurfacing, causing the singer great sadness. They question why they feel this way, considering how much they loved the person. They wonder if their own selfish desires caused them to leave, unable to hold onto the person any longer. The singer expresses their longing for the person and wonders how they will cope with the pain of missing them.
The lyrics continue to question why the singer acts foolishly and unable to cherish the person's precious heart. They admit to leaving the person alone, unable to find the right words to say. They feel regret for losing the person and realize that they should have waited for them longer and soothed their heart. They acknowledge their own selfishness and the difficulty of trying to forget the person. The singer realizes that they loved the person deeply, but their own desires caused them to leave. Now, they are left with the painful realization that they can't hold onto the person anymore, no matter how much they want to.
The song ends with the singer reflecting on how they should have waited longer and taken better care of the person's heart. They admit that they tried to forget them, but it's proving to be nearly impossible. The singer questions their own foolishness and wonders why they couldn't cherish the person's precious heart. They find themselves suffering alone, reminiscing about the time that has passed.
Line by Line Meaning
늘 함께 걷던 너의 집 앞
The place in front of your house where we always walked together
이젠 기억으로만 남아
Now it only remains as a memory
환하게 나를 보며 웃고 있는 널
You, who used to brighten up and smile at me
맘속으로 다시 찾아가곤 해
I often find myself searching for you in my heart
네가 머물던 나의 하루 속엔
In my days that you used to be a part of
여전히 네 모습이 선명한데
Your image still remains vivid
함께 나눈 사소한 이야기들
The little stories we shared together
또 떠오를 때면 마음이 너무 아파 와
When they come back to my mind, my heart hurts so much
나는 왜 이럴까
Why am I like this?
널 너무 사랑했는데
I loved you so much
흔한 나의 욕심에 왜 너를 떠나왔을까
Why did I leave you because of my ordinary greed?
이젠 멀어져 버린 너를
Now you have become distant
더 잡을 수도 없는데
I can no longer hold onto you
네가 보고 싶어 지면 난 어떡해
What do I do when I miss you?
나는 왜 이렇게
Why am I like this?
바보 같은 사람일까
Am I just a fool?
너의 소중한 마음 아껴두지 못하고
I couldn't cherish your precious heart
이제서야 지나간 시간을 그리며
Now, I reminisce about the time that has passed
혼자 아파하고만 있을까
Am I going to keep hurting alone?
네가 적어준 작은 편지 속엔
In the small letter you wrote
한 가득 네 맘이 쓰여있는데
It is filled with your emotions
아무 말도 하지 못하는 너를
I left you, who couldn't say a word
혼자 남겨두고 돌아서 버렸던 거야
Turning my back on you and leaving you alone
좀 더 너를 기다릴걸
I should have waited for you a little longer
좀 더 맘을 달래볼 걸
I should have tried to calm my heart a little more
난 너무 쉽게 너를 떠나왔나 봐
I guess I easily left you
너를 잊으려 해 봐도
Even when I try to forget you
도저히 그게 잘 안 되는 걸
I just can't do it
정말 나는 참 이기적인가 봐 ah ah
I guess I'm really selfish, ah ah
널 너무 사랑했는데
I loved you so much
흔한 나의 욕심 때문에 왜 떠나왔을까
Why did I leave because of my ordinary greed?
이젠 멀어져 버린 너를
Now you have become distant
더 잡을 수도 없는데
I can no longer hold onto you
네가 보고 싶어 지면 난 어떡해
What do I do when I miss you?
워 왜 이렇게 바보 같은 사람일까
Why am I such a foolish person?
너의 소중한 마음 아껴두지 못하고
I couldn't cherish your precious heart
이제서야 지나간 시간을 그리며
Now, I reminisce about the time that has passed
혼자 아파하고만 있을까
Am I going to keep hurting alone?
Contributed by Adam B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@user-nr5cc6iv5k
어후 이 좋은 노래가 조회수가 얼마 안되다니 마음이 아프군요 정말 잘들었습니다
@user-tr9qs6mp2s
노래 너무 좋아요~ 노래방에도 얼른 등록되면 좋겠네요
@so_souya
whoa... it's the first time i heard this song and instantly fell in love with the song and your beautiful voice!! really impressed, your voice is soo sweet, soft, and clear 😍❤️💖
@jhlee1383
가사가 너무 와닿네요...너무나 좋은곡입니다. 저의 출근길과 퇴근길을 #안녕의 노래들로 함께할 수 있어서 감사드립니다.
@user-hj3pp9eg3v
목소리와 간결한 스킬들이.. 너무나 좋다.
@user-nz5zt4gl4h
이번 곡 넘 좋아요
짱짱짱!
@user-wx8rr5wi2k
이노래 하루에도 몇번씩 듣는데 라이브랑 원곡이랑 너무 똑같은데 진짜 라이브가 완벽한건가요? 너무 좋아서 하루에도 10번은 넘게 들어요
@Shofiyah_Archive
Hope you held your own concert and i can attend your concert 💞
@aldirifaldi6048
Great solo singer
@user-cw8ld1sr7j
가수의 디테일은 역시 다르다