Savior
Andiroo Lyrics

What do I do when the time runs out?
Andiroo is reflecting on what to do when he has given all he's got and time runs out.

I’ve given all I've got
Andiroo has exhausted his resources and put in all his effort into his craft.

I'm worn and exhausted, I'm done and I'm lost and I’ve tried
Andiroo is mentally and physically tired and feels like he has nothing more to give.

You won't see me no more this world is so cold
Andiroo feels like he may not be able to continue in this world because of the coldness and harshness of it.

I'm drowning in my sorrows and I'm done to the core
Andiroo is overwhelmed with sadness and it has affected him deeply.

So I need a savior
Andiroo is looking for a savior, someone or something to rescue him from his pain and suffering.

When the lights are coming down
Andiroo is reflecting on the end of his career or fame, which is symbolized by the lights going down.

And when the fame is not around
Andiroo is left to consider what he has to show for himself when his fame fades away.

What are you left with?
Andiroo questions what one is left with without the trappings of fame and success.

Cause when I'm on the road, happiness I'm not allowed
Andiroo can't find happiness while he's pursuing his career and is constantly on the move.

But when I’m gone and no one’s here
When Andiroo is alone and not performing, he feels trapped by fear and anxiety.

I get imprisoned by the fear
Andiroo feels trapped and limited by his fear, which inhibits his ability to feel and express himself.

And I don't wanna feel, but I'm feeling down so I shed a tear
Andiroo wants to avoid his emotions, but they still cause him pain and make him cry.

Waking up like 'I just don't wanna do it'
Andiroo wakes up feeling unmotivated and like he doesn't want to pursue his career anymore.

I'm trapped and I'm tired of the pain and the bruises
Andiroo feels stuck and exhausted by the struggles and difficulties that come with pursuing his craft.

I gotta be honest, I'm hurt and I'm stronger
Andiroo has been hurt by his experiences, but he has also become stronger as a result of them.

But I don't know if I can keep going through it
Andiroo feels uncertain about his ability to continue persevering in the face of his struggles and difficulties.

What am I doing here?
Andiroo is questioning his purpose and whether or not he should be pursuing his career.

What is my purpose here?
Andiroo is contemplating his reason for existing and what he should be doing with his life.

I’m gone off the pills and I’m running away, but I cannot keep running away from my fears
Andiroo has turned to drugs to try and escape from his problems, but he realizes that he can't keep avoiding his fears forever.

I'm wasting my time being sad about life
Andiroo feels like his depression and sadness are wasting his time and preventing him from living his life to the fullest.

I can never get away from all the lies, I’m empty
Andiroo feels like he's constantly surrounded by deception and that it's taking a toll on him emotionally.

I'm hurting inside and I cannot provide the help that they need so I put it aside, I'm empty
Andiroo is hurting, but he feels like he can't help others because he's struggling so much himself.

When I'm onto the floor and I'm crying about all the pain that has entered my body
Andiroo is describing a moment of emotional pain and physical exhaustion.

Why do I do all the things that have hurt me before, and I take my body and abuse it?
Andiroo reflects on why he continues to engage in self-destructive behavior and hurt himself physically and emotionally.

Don't got any friends and I'm meeting the ends
Andiroo feels isolated and alone and struggles to make ends meet.

So I pick up the gun and about when I bend back the trigger again
Andiroo considers taking his own life and is at the point of pulling the trigger.

I'm remembering the savior I got is music
Andiroo remembers that he's found salvation and healing through music.

So I pick up the pen and push the end into the paper and
Andiroo starts writing and creating music as a way to cope with his pain and express himself.

I see the messages from the fans that sent
Andiroo finds encouragement and hope from messages of support and appreciation from his fans.

All the words that meant I’m a savior
The messages from his fans made Andiroo feel like he's made a positive impact and is a savior to some.

Man I get emotional when I'm in a place to be the therapy to them
Andiroo becomes emotional and is motivated when he's able to provide inspiration and healing to his fans through his music.

And I'm helping them through emotional distress
Andiroo finds purpose and fulfillment in helping his fans through their own emotional struggles.

Yeah it's healing to heal and that feeling's surreal
Andiroo feels healed and whole when he's able to help others through their pain, which is a surreal feeling.

And I'm thankful I got everyone in my life but
Andiroo is grateful for the people in his life, but he's still struggling with his own emotional issues.

So I need a savior
Andiroo still feels like he needs salvation, even though he's found some solace through music and helping others.