Fuego
Andre Jay Lyrics

I'm Looking out the window like I've got it all figured out
I'm observing the world as if I have complete understanding and control over it

I'm Looking out the window like I fucked it all up
I'm gazing outside with a sense of regret and feeling like I've ruined everything

Tell me why I've been in the slumps lately
Please explain to me the reason for my recent state of depression and low mood

Even more when my conscience hates me
Especially at times when my inner voice criticizes and despises me

I'm starting to think that I'm going crazy
I'm beginning to believe that I am losing my sanity

Swig after swig to tune out the voices in my head
I continuously drink alcohol to drown out the incessant thoughts in my mind

Waking up in sweat gripping onto the sheets from my bed
Rousing from sleep covered in perspiration, tightly clutching the bed linen

Regretting some of the words that I shouldn't have ever said
Feeling remorseful about certain statements I should never have uttered

You would think I would feel saved from bible verses that I've read
One might expect that the biblical passages I have encountered would offer me solace and redemption

Tell me, tell me why It's me against me lately
Please inform me, why do I constantly find myself in internal conflict?

I don't think anyone can save me
I hold doubts that anyone possesses the ability to rescue me

Only the almighty can save me
Only a higher power has the capacity to salvage my being

Everything that I touch I turn it into fuego
I possess the ability to transform everything I handle into something extraordinary and awe-inspiring

I be the young hard working caballero
I am the diligent and determined young gentleman

Talk the talk and walk the walk I am the man on fuego
I confidently speak and act in a manner that exudes passion and success

Tell me why I feel stupendous lately
Explain the reason why I currently experience a remarkable sense of joy and satisfaction

Even more when my conscience loves me
Especially during times when my inner voice is supportive and approving

I think I figured you out and it's lovely
I believe I have comprehended your true nature, and it brings me great delight

I know we have a real bitter sweet relationship
I am aware that our connection carries both positive and negative emotions

You have a lot to do with the pride that I always give
You greatly influence the feelings of self-worth and confidence that I consistently display

We've been together for 23 since I was a kid
We have been intertwined for twenty-three years, starting from my childhood

Till death do us apart, you'll be a part of me as I live
Until the end of my life, you will remain an integral aspect of my existence

I'm free falling forever
I am perpetually descending without any constraints or restraints

Tequila to my temple
I consume tequila as a coping mechanism or means of escape

Can't understand these voices in my head
I am unable to comprehend or make sense of the conflicting thoughts in my mind

They keep arguing left right left
They persistently engage in heated debates, going back and forth

They'll be with me until my last breath
They will accompany me until my final moment of existence

You will never understand the blood that I've bled
You will never comprehend the emotional pain and suffering I have endured