Braindead
Andrey Azizov Lyrics

She been, running through my head like
Her presence in my mind is constant and overwhelming

Caught me up in headlights
She has me entranced and unable to move or think

Misbehavin, always taken, but she gives the head right
She behaves in ways that society deems improper, but her sexual performance is exceptional

And my brain is dead like, I can’t think at all
Her impact on my mind renders me unable to make rational decisions

Even when I’m thinking all night
Despite my efforts to contemplate and find a solution

I can’t make it sound right
I cannot articulate or formulate a sensible plan

Maybe we’ll be better off if I just let you fall
Perhaps it would be best if I allowed our relationship to falter

But my brain is dead like, I can’t think at all (all)
Regardless, I am still incapable of logical thought

You come back in town and you knock me down
Your return to my life causes me to feel overwhelmed and powerless

I won’t make a sound, cause I need you around
Despite my struggles, I cannot be without you

And Pictures of you are no substitute
Memories and images of you do not suffice in the absence of your physical presence

I won’t let you down, cause I need you
I will not disappoint or abandon you because of my dependence on you

So let’s start over
Let us begin anew and try to salvage our relationship

Open up the closure
Let us remove the barriers and inhibitions hindering our connection

We could take it slower
Perhaps a slower pace would be beneficial for our relationship

I want to get to know ya
I desire a deeper and more intimate understanding of you

Smiling even when I’m dying
Despite my inner turmoil, I put on a façade of happiness

I’m too close to tell you, and the sun is rising
I am emotionally invested, but the situation is reaching a critical point

There’s no point in trying, so I watch the paint dry on the wall (wall)
I feel powerless and defeated, and I resort to inaction and boredom

Keep on holding to that feeling
I persist in my attachment and love for you

Season after season
Through various stages of life and experiences

Maybe we’ll be better off when leaves begin to fall
Perhaps the autumn season's metaphorical shedding of old things would be beneficial for our relationship

But my brains in pieces, I can’t think at all (all)
Sadly, my mind is still in disarray, and I am unable to make rational decisions

Cause I can’t stay away
I am drawn to you and cannot resist you

But I can’t, seem to change
Even though I recognize the negative aspects of our relationship, I am unable to alter it