On The Low
Angel Lyrics


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I took my time, I fought my brain
Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain
Devil said hi, God called my name
To hell and back, he rose again
She hurt me bad, filled me with rage
Despite the love, they act the same
I know that winners got a circle
But you can't reach it if you stay sane
I know you've seen me cry these tears
Yet I won't ever be ashamed
Cause I'm addicted to this triangle
of Love, Happy, and Pain
A black man standing in America
With nothing left to gain
No I won't lose myself to the world
Otherwise I'll never be the same
Yall niggas want facts
No I ain't speaking no cap
Lemme write about my life in this rap
At 8 years old, Cassidy was loving on me
After Tyrese ain't want her back
At ten years old, started sinning about my age cause I didn't want to be so different
8 years passed by
Hell was starting to thrive
Cause the lies kept on winning
I was sinning
Felt like it was the beginning
Devil had started grinning
I was preaching
Filmed those other kids, my camera was doing my teaching
Now I see it
Now I see it
Sometimes I feel like I can't do this, don't believe it
Destituted in my own universe
Living in the world while I'm in the hearse
Feel like I'm dead but I'm getting worse
No spells to break me from this hidden curse
That's the way that I've always timed it
Clock spinning but the world stays silent
I feel like I'm gonna start a riot
Stop lying on me cause all you niggas tried it
I can't escape nor can I breathe in this empty room
Where a noose hangs above my head as a clue
Should I kill myself or man should I really live for you?
Cause by the time you pick a decision it'll already be too soon
And I just keep on feeling like I am a renegade
Heard this life was too much to bargain on the life I made
I promise you I wouldn't do nothing for this I trade
Everything else, for nothing in power cause I gotta say
I took my time, I fought my brain
Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain
Devil said hi, God called my name
To hell and back, he rose again
She hurt me bad, filled me with rage
Despite the love, they act the same
I know that winners got a circle
But you can't reach it if you stay sane
I know you've seen me cry these tears
Yet I won't ever be ashamed
Cause I'm addicted to this triangle
of Love, Happy, and Pain
A black man standing in America
With nothing left to gain
No I won't lose myself to the world
Otherwise I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same
These demons tryna control me
Devil on me
Devil on me
Ah
Ah I be wondering
How am I gonna stop suffering
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I be tryna contemplate things
Tryna to erase things
Tryna change the history bothering me
I try to be
Suffocating the suffering
Suffocating the suffering
They call me Low Porosity
But my hair is dry
My phone is dry
And all I do is cry
And every single night
I don't see no light
And I'm tryna wonder if this fight is worth the fight
I took my time, I fought my brain
Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain
Devil said hi, God called my name
To hell and back, he rose again
She hurt me bad, filled me with rage
Despite the love, they act the same
I know that winners got a circle
But you can't reach it if you stay sane
I know you've seen me cry these tears
Yet I won't ever be ashamed
Cause I'm addicted to this triangle
of Love, Happy, and Pain
A black man standing in America
With nothing left to gain




No I won't lose myself to the world
Otherwise I'll never be the same

Overall Meaning

The song "On The Low" by Angel is a deeply introspective and emotional expression of the artist's personal struggles and experiences. The lyrics speak to the battles fought with oneself, the pain endured, and the constant presence of temptation. The opening lines suggest a journey of self-discovery and overcoming obstacles. The mention of the devil and God indicates a spiritual aspect to the artist's struggles, highlighting the internal conflict between good and evil.


The lyrics also touch on themes of love, betrayal, and the complexity of human emotions. The mention of being hurt and filled with rage despite experiencing love reflects the contradictions and challenges faced in relationships. The artist acknowledges the existence of a circle of winners but emphasizes that staying sane alone won't allow one to reach their goals. This suggests the need for pushing beyond personal limits and taking risks.


The second part of the song delves into the artist's personal history, recounting moments of love and rejection, as well as personal growth and self-awareness. The feeling of being trapped and suffocated is expressed through the metaphor of an empty room with a hanging noose. The artist contemplates the value of their own life and the struggle to overcome overwhelming pain and suffering.


Overall, "On The Low" portrays a journey of self-acceptance, resilience, and the pursuit of personal growth despite facing numerous challenges and internal battles.


Line by Line Meaning

I took my time, I fought my brain
I carefully considered my actions and struggled with my thoughts


Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain
I put in a lot of effort and experienced emotional distress, despite my efforts


Devil said hi, God called my name
I encountered temptation and faced divine intervention


To hell and back, he rose again
I experienced difficult times but managed to overcome them


She hurt me bad, filled me with rage
A woman caused me significant harm and triggered intense anger


Despite the love, they act the same
Despite feeling love for others, their actions remain unchanged


I know that winners got a circle
I am aware that successful people surround themselves with like-minded individuals


But you can't reach it if you stay sane
However, you cannot achieve that level of success if you conform to societal norms


I know you've seen me cry these tears
I know you have witnessed me expressing my emotions through tears


Yet I won't ever be ashamed
Nevertheless, I will never feel embarrassed about displaying vulnerability


Cause I'm addicted to this triangle
Because I am captivated by the dynamic between love, happiness, and pain


of Love, Happy, and Pain
These three elements have a strong hold on me


A black man standing in America
As a black man living in America


With nothing left to gain
Feeling like I have nothing more to achieve or acquire


No I won't lose myself to the world
I refuse to succumb to the pressures and expectations of society


Otherwise I'll never be the same
Because if I do, I will lose my identity and never regain it


Yall niggas want facts
You all desire truthful information


No I ain't speaking no cap
I am not lying or exaggerating


Lemme write about my life in this rap
Allow me to express my life experiences through this genre of music


At 8 years old, Cassidy was loving on me
When I was eight, Cassidy showed affection towards me


After Tyrese ain't want her back
After Tyrese rejected her


At ten years old, started sinning about my age cause I didn't want to be so different
At the age of ten, I began lying about my age to fit in and avoid standing out


8 years passed by
Eight years went by


Hell was starting to thrive
Difficult times were becoming more prevalent


Cause the lies kept on winning
Because deceit continued to triumph


I was sinning
I was engaging in sinful behavior


Felt like it was the beginning
It felt like the start of something


Devil had started grinning
The devil was becoming pleased with my actions


I was preaching
I was spreading a message or belief


Filmed those other kids, my camera was doing my teaching
I recorded the actions of other children, using my camera as a way to educate


Now I see it
Now I understand


Sometimes I feel like I can't do this, don't believe it
At times, I feel incapable and struggle to believe in myself


Destituted in my own universe
Feeling impoverished within my personal reality


Living in the world while I'm in the hearse
Existence feels like being trapped in a coffin-like vehicle


Feel like I'm dead but I'm getting worse
I feel like a lifeless being, and yet, things continue to deteriorate


No spells to break me from this hidden curse
No magical incantations can free me from this concealed affliction


That's the way that I've always timed it
That is how I have always managed my life


Clock spinning but the world stays silent
Time passes, but the world remains unresponsive


I feel like I'm gonna start a riot
I have an overwhelming desire to incite chaos and rebellion


Stop lying on me cause all you niggas tried it
Cease spreading falsehoods about me, as all of you have attempted to do so


I can't escape nor can I breathe in this empty room
I am unable to flee or even breathe within this devoid space


Where a noose hangs above my head as a clue
A symbolic clue to the presence of impending danger, represented by a hanging noose


Should I kill myself or man should I really live for you?
Should I consider ending my own life, or should I continue living for the sake of others?


Cause by the time you pick a decision it'll already be too soon
Because no matter what decision you make, it will already be too late


And I just keep on feeling like I am a renegade
I consistently have the sensation of being a rebellious and independent individual


Heard this life was too much to bargain on the life I made
I have heard that this existence is too difficult to negotiate based on the choices I have made


I promise you I wouldn't do nothing for this I trade
I assure you that I would not give up anything in exchange for this situation


Everything else, for nothing in power cause I gotta say
I would sacrifice everything else for nothing, because I must express


I'll never be the same
I will never be unchanged


These demons tryna control me
These internal struggles and negative influences are attempting to manipulate me


Devil on me
I feel the presence and influence of evil


Ah I be wondering
I often find myself contemplating


How am I gonna stop suffering
How can I put an end to my pain and anguish?


I'm trying
I am making an effort


I'm trying
I am still trying


I'm trying
I am persistently trying


I be tryna contemplate things
I attempt to deeply ponder various matters


Tryna to erase things
Trying to eliminate certain memories or thoughts


Tryna change the history bothering me
Attempting to alter the past that troubles me


I try to be
I strive to become


Suffocating the suffering
Suppressing or suffocating the pain I feel


Suffocating the suffering
Suppressing or suffocating the pain I feel


They call me Low Porosity
They refer to me as having low porosity (a metaphor for emotional detachment)


But my hair is dry
Metaphorically, I lack emotional depth


My phone is dry
I receive few or no messages


And all I do is cry
All I am capable of is shedding tears


And every single night
Each and every night


I don't see no light
I cannot envision any hope or positivity


And I'm tryna wonder if this fight is worth the fight
I am contemplating whether this battle is worth the effort


I took my time, I fought my brain
I carefully considered my actions and struggled with my thoughts


Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain
I put in a lot of effort and experienced emotional distress, despite my efforts


Devil said hi, God called my name
I encountered temptation and faced divine intervention


To hell and back, he rose again
I experienced difficult times but managed to overcome them


She hurt me bad, filled me with rage
A woman caused me significant harm and triggered intense anger


Despite the love, they act the same
Despite feeling love for others, their actions remain unchanged


I know that winners got a circle
I am aware that successful people surround themselves with like-minded individuals


But you can't reach it if you stay sane
However, you cannot achieve that level of success if you conform to societal norms


I know you've seen me cry these tears
I know you have witnessed me expressing my emotions through tears


Yet I won't ever be ashamed
Nevertheless, I will never feel embarrassed about displaying vulnerability


Cause I'm addicted to this triangle
Because I am captivated by the dynamic between love, happiness, and pain


of Love, Happy, and Pain
These three elements have a strong hold on me


A black man standing in America
As a black man living in America


With nothing left to gain
Feeling like I have nothing more to achieve or acquire


No I won't lose myself to the world
I refuse to succumb to the pressures and expectations of society


Otherwise I'll never be the same
Because if I do, I will lose my identity and never regain it




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Gabe L, Ugonna O

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