Impossible
Angel Haze Lyrics

There is no part of me left in my brain
I feel like I'm losing my mind and can no longer think straight.

I am outside it, man I can't complain
Despite feeling like I'm losing it, I'm grateful for the perspective it gives me.

I have seen so much you cannot contain
I've experienced so much that it can't be bottled up or contained.

Or even create or even explain
The experiences I've had are beyond anything that can be created or explained.

Fuckboy I'm wild as a buck in the rain
I'm unpredictable and out of control like wild animals caught in the rain.

Wild as a fox who be runnin' with rabies
I'm as wild as a fox that's been infected with rabies, dangerous and unpredictable.

Wild as that pedo that's scopin' your block out for months
I'm as wild as a pedophile who stalks a neighborhood for months, planning harm.

Cause he's plannin' to eat all your babies
Like the pedophile in the previous line, I'm capable of unspeakable horror.

Sorry I'm crazy, but I open my third eye
I acknowledge that I may seem insane to some, but I have a unique perspective that allows me to see things others can't.

And the view is amazing
What I see from this perspective is incredible and awe-inspiring.

I mean poppin' them bars can turn blues into greys
Taking drugs can help numb the pain and make things seem less intense.

And I say what I mean and I do what I say
I'm honest and true to myself, and I follow through on my words.

Do you know all the things I could do in a day?
I'm capable of achieving great things and accomplishing a lot in a single day.

I'm prohibited, nigga, I usually stay
There are many things I'm not allowed to do, so I mostly keep to myself.

With bitches whose daddies keep two in the safe
I associate with women who come from wealthy families and have access to a lot of money.

[?] 'til they're blue in the face
I'm not sure what this line means as it is incomplete.

Hop on the jet then I flew out the states
I often travel by plane and leave the country to avoid the constraints of my regular life.

Label [?] a view of my face
I'm not sure what this line means as it is incomplete.

Considered suicide, I do that these days
I've recently been considering ending my life.

I thought about what I could do with my grave
I've thought about what will happen to my body and legacy after I die.

Google search how to make a grenade
I've researched how to make a dangerous weapon to deal with my inner turmoil.

Toggle my aim, scribble some names
I've thought about who or what is causing me pain and how I can take revenge.

Took a few breaths, blew out some steam
I've tried to calm myself down and let out some frustration.

And I sent that shit out and I blew up the game
I used my anger and frustration to create something powerful and influential.

I am a little bit out of my brain
I'm still feeling like I'm losing my mind.

Man this shit's a problem, man this shit's a problem, man
I acknowledge that my mental state is problematic and difficult to deal with.

I just threw, do you not understand?
I just lost control of my emotions and actions.

That this shit's a problem, man this shit's a problem, man
My current predicament is a huge issue that needs to be addressed.

I just rose from my ashes again
Despite my struggles, I'm still able to overcome obstacles and rise up again.

Defeat all my obstacles, 'feat all my obstacles
I'm determined to conquer all the challenges that come my way.

There is nothin' that can't hold me down
I'm resilient and refuse to be defeated by anything.

This shit is impossible, shit is impossible, man
Despite its difficulty, I'm still capable of triumphing over adversity.

I am a sickness, man I am a cancer
I'm a harmful force that spreads negativity and destruction.

I know the devil, man I am his handler
I'm intimately familiar with evil and am capable of manipulating it to my advantage.

You should not try it, man I have your soul
No one should mess with me, as I have the power to destroy them completely.

I really show you the realm of disaster
I'm capable of leading others down a path of destruction and chaos.

I am a junkie for fuckin' some antics
I crave chaos and will do anything to achieve it.

I smoke all the flowers, I fill out the pasture
I indulge in drugs and other vices to create a sense of wildness and freedom.

I got my middle finger up to white America
I'm angry at the establishment and those in power, and I won't back down.

But tryin' to whitewash my blackness
I won't let anyone erase or minimize my identity as a black person.

Fuck you, you could never break me
I'm unstoppable and won't let anyone tear me down.

What you mean, my nigga?
What are you trying to say to me?

Thought I told you I'm not human
I've previously stated that I'm not like others and have a different identity.

I'm machine, my nigga
I'm like a well-oiled machine, unstoppable and efficient.

Go brrratata, boom, bop, bop, bang, bang, my nigga
I'm capable of unleashing destruction and chaos at a moment's notice.

Think these honkies here don't got us on no genes, my nigga
I don't believe that white people don't have control over black people's lives and destinies.

When it all falls down, I'm a free soul
Even when everything seems to be collapsing, I still feel free and in control.

Now can't nobody take that from me
I won't let anyone take away my sense of freedom and control.

Not a price in the world, not a diamond or pearl
Nothing in the world is worth sacrificing my freedom and autonomy.

Ain't a lot that could take that for free
I'm not easily swayed or manipulated when it comes to my sense of freedom.

I am wild in the jungle with Tarzan and George
I have a sense of freedom and wildness, akin to the jungle men Tarzan and George.

Chillin' high in the trees with a bundle of whores
I enjoy living luxuriously and having many sexual partners.

And I only come back home for fun when I'm bored
I only return to my normal life when I'm bored of my wild and crazy lifestyle.

I'm made from the flowers, I just raised from the thorns
I've overcome hardship and adversity to become strong and beautiful, like a flower growing from thorns.