not today
Angel and the Badman Lyrics
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What'd you say?
Nah, I'm sorry
Not today
I just can't seem to stop the shakes
I wonder if I'll get some sleep today
Running out of last week's pay
Gone in every way
Focused on a crave
Raising all the stakes
Praying it'll rain
Gone in every way
Focused on a crave
Raising all the stakes
Praying it'll rain
I turn on the light when I wake
While the children sleep I play
It ain't my fault, I couldn't say
I'll sit here till I clean the plate
Gone in every way
Focused on a crave
Raising all the stakes
Praying it'll rain
Cuz no else treats me this way
And sometimes I wish that this was the case
I sweat through my whole shirt
And I ain't change
Smoked every fuckin cigarette to my name
Gone in every way
Focused on a crave
Raising all the stakes
Praying it'll rain
Gone in every way
Focused on a crave
Raising all the stakes
Praying it'll rain
What's that?
What's that, man?
What's that?
What'd you say?
What's that?
What?
Nah, I'm sorry
Not Today
The lyrics to the song "Not Today" by Angel and the Badman convey a sense of struggle and desperation in the singer's life. The first verse reveals the singer's difficulty in overcoming their addiction or cravings. They mention the physical effects, such as the shakes, and their inability to find restful sleep. Moreover, they are struggling financially and worry about others noticing their pain. This verse sets the tone for the rest of the song, as it highlights the singer's vulnerability and the challenges they face.
The chorus of the song emphasizes the singer's feelings of being lost and consumed by their cravings. They describe their desires as a focus or obsession, which raises the stakes of their situation. The repeated line "Gone in every way" suggests that their addiction has taken a toll on various aspects of their life. They turn to praying for rain, possibly metaphorically representing relief or escape from their struggles. Overall, the chorus emphasizes their state of desperation and the hope for any kind of respite.
The second verse paints a picture of the singer's daily routine. They wake up and immediately turn on the light, likely to ward off any shadows of their addiction. They mention playing while the children sleep, which could imply that they indulge in their cravings in secret. They acknowledge their inability to take responsibility for their actions and seem resigned to sitting in their pain until they finish everything they have. This verse showcases the singer's lack of control and the ways in which their addiction affects their relationships and daily life.
The final part of the song repeats the chorus, reinforcing the feelings of desperation and the craving for relief. The mention of being treated differently and wishing for a change further highlights the singer's dissatisfaction with their circumstances. The intense physical toll of their addiction is depicted through sweating through their entire shirt without any desire to change. They have reached the point where they have smoked every cigarette they had, signifying the depths of their cravings and their desperation for relief. The repetition of the line "Not Today" at the end underscores the singer's refusal to confront or deal with their situation at that moment.
Overall, "Not Today" by Angel and the Badman delves into the struggles of addiction and the desperation of a narrator trapped in its grip. The lyrics paint a bleak picture of their daily life, highlighting the physical, emotional, and financial toll. While the song does not provide a resolution, it offers a candid portrayal of the singer's struggles, allowing listeners to reflect on the harsh realities of addiction.
Line by Line Meaning
What's that, man?
What is the matter or issue, my friend?
What'd you say?
Could you please repeat what you just said?
Nah, I'm sorry
No, I apologize
Not today
I am not available or willing to participate in that today
I just can't seem to stop the shakes
I am experiencing uncontrollable trembling or shaking
I wonder if I'll get some sleep today
I am uncertain if I will be able to rest or sleep today
Running out of last week's pay
I am depleting the money I received from last week
I hope they don't notice my pain
I desire that others do not recognize or perceive the agony I am feeling
Gone in every way
I have disappeared or vanished in every aspect or manner
Focused on a crave
I am fixated on a strong desire or yearning
Raising all the stakes
I am increasing the risks or stakes involved
Praying it'll rain
I am fervently hoping for rain to occur
I turn on the light when I wake
When I awaken, I switch on the light
While the children sleep I play
During the children's slumber, I engage in some form of enjoyment or amusement
It ain't my fault, I couldn't say
It is not my responsibility or blame, I was unable to express it
I'll sit here till I clean the plate
I will remain seated here until I finish the task or fulfill my obligation
Cuz no else treats me this way
Because no one else treats me in this manner
And sometimes I wish that this was the case
Occasionally, I desire for this to be true
I sweat through my whole shirt
Perspiration soaks my entire shirt
And I ain't change
Furthermore, I have not altered or transformed
Smoked every fuckin cigarette to my name
I have consumed every single cigarette that belongs to me
What's that?
What is the matter or issue?
What's that, man?
What is the matter or issue, my friend?
What's that?
What is the matter or issue?
What'd you say?
Could you please repeat what you just said?
What's that?
What is the matter or issue?
What?
Pardon me, I did not understand
Nah, I'm sorry
No, I apologize
Not Today
I am not available or willing to participate in that today
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Written by: Garrett VanDeMark
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