In My Feelings
Ann Marie Lyrics

I'm drained
Physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted

I done gave you all of me but still you couldn't devote to me
I gave you my all, but you didn't reciprocate the same level of commitment and dedication

Told you 'bout the niggas in my past and how they hurted me
I shared my past experiences with men who have caused me pain and trauma

But you swore up and down that you wasn't the same
You repeatedly reassured me that you were different from those men

And how you do shit differently
You claimed to handle situations differently from the men who hurt me

You tweaked on me
You acted out and exhibited behavior outside of what we agreed upon

Thought I didn't know 'bout the shit, nigga, you was really on
You thought I was unaware of your actions and behavior

Thought I didn't know bout the creepin' and the cheatin'
You believed I was oblivious to your infidelity and deceit

And the sneakin' and the hoes steady textin' yo phone
You had other women contacting you on a regular basis without my knowledge

Nigga, yeah I knew
I was aware of your behavior and actions

I was just waitin' on you, nigga
I was giving you the opportunity to come clean and tell me the truth

I was just waitin' for the truth, nigga
I wanted you to be honest and transparent with me

But look what you do
You continue to lie and deceive me

Just let me go
I need to move on from this toxic relationship

Leave me alone
Stop contacting me and trying to reconcile

You know damn well that you doin' me wrong
You are fully aware that your actions are hurting me

You know damn well I don't deserve all the shit you do
I don't deserve to be treated poorly by you

But you still blowin' up my phone like Bae wait don't walk out
You continue to contact me despite my requests for space and time away from you

Baby, sit down lets talk about it
You want to discuss the issues between us and try to reconcile

Baby, don't leave just think about it
You want me to reconsider leaving and instead reflect on the situation

And then I tweak about it
I become anxious and overwhelmed by the situation

'Cause now I'm in the position I was already in
I find myself in the same vulnerable, painful situation as before

Gettin' myself hurt over and over again
I keep getting hurt and it feels like a never-ending cycle

And you doin' all shit that you already did
You are repeating the same actions and behaviors that have caused me pain in the past

And I'm tellin' myself
I am trying to convince myself

Man we done got years in this shit
We have invested a significant amount of time in this relationship

And if I leave then that's it
If I choose to leave the relationship, it will be over for good

But I'm done with this shit
I am fed up with the situation and ready to move on

I can't take this shit no more, man
I am at my breaking point and cannot continue to endure this pain

Tell me what's this for, man?
I need to know why you continue to hurt me and what the purpose of it is

What did I do to deserve all this pain?
I am questioning why I am being treated so poorly and blaming myself for it

Gave you loyalty and all I wanted was the same
I was loyal and committed to our relationship and only wanted the same level of loyalty in return

Gave you all my trust but you took that shit in vein
I trusted you completely and you disregarded that trust and took it for granted

Tried to play me like a goofy like I didn't know the game
You underestimated me and thought I was naive and didn't know what was going on

But I'm done nigga
I am finished with this situation and ready to move on

You got me in my feelings
Your actions and behavior have caused me to be emotionally distressed and overwhelmed

I still love you that's the crazy part about it all
Despite everything, I still have feelings of love for you

I'd be lyin' if I said I wouldn't come runnin' when you called
I would be dishonest if I said I wouldn't be tempted to reconcile with you

I'd be lyin' if I said that I wouldn't drop it all
I would be dishonest if I said I wouldn't prioritize you over everything else if you asked me to

Fuck them other niggas you know I put you before them all
I prioritize you over anyone else in my life

I'm the one that's been down through it all
I have been there for you through thick and thin

I'm the one that picks you up when you fall
I am the person who supports you and helps you through your hardships

I'm the one that held it down with no prob
I remained committed and loyal to you with no issues

When shit got hard
During difficult times

So tell me what it is what fuck goin' on like?
I need to know what's happening between us and what the situation is

Tell me what it is, boy, tell me what it ain't
You need to be upfront and honest with me about the situation and whether or not you want to try to make things work

Tell me how you feel, boy, tell me what you thank
You need to express your true feelings and thoughts about the situation

Tell me is it real, boy, tell me is it fake
You need to be honest about whether or not your actions and emotions are genuine

Is it really what you want or is you just playin' games like?
I need to know if you are genuinely interested in making this relationship work or if you are just leading me on

'Cause shit not addin' up
I am confused and things don't seem to make sense

You steady tellin' me you love me but you actin' up
You say you love me, but your actions are inconsistent with that statement

And every time we move forward it's like you backin' up
Every time we make progress in our relationship, it seems like you pull away and regress

But we gon' been through this all, ain't it bad enough like?
We have been through this situation before, haven't we suffered enough?

What I didn't text you enough? ('Nough)
Did I not communicate with you enough?

What I wasn't sexy enough? ('Nough)
Did I not fulfill your physical desires enough?

What I didn't sex you enough?
Did I not engage in sexual activity with you enough?

Didn't call not enough?
Did I not call you enough?

Was my love not enough like?
Was my love for you not sufficient?

Damn, tell me how you feel
Be open and honest with me about your feelings

You got me over here in my
Your actions have caused me to be in a constant state of emotional distress

You got me in my feelings
Your actions and behavior have caused me to be emotionally distressed and overwhelmed

You got me in my feelings
Your actions and behavior have caused me to be emotionally distressed and overwhelmed

You got me
You have a strong emotional hold over me

You got me
You have a strong emotional hold over me

You got me in my feelings
Your actions and behavior have caused me to be emotionally distressed and overwhelmed

You got me in my feelings what am I to do?
I am unsure of what to do in this situation because of the emotional hold you have over me

Tell me do I leave or do I stick with you?
I am conflicted about whether or not to leave the relationship

Stick with you
Stay in the relationship with you

I'm so confused
I am feeling uncertain and unsure about what to do

Baby, I'm confused
I am feeling confused and overwhelmed by the situation

Tell me do I leave or do I stick with you?
I am still unsure of what the best course of action is

Stick with you, what do I do?
If I choose to stay with you, what steps do we take to make things better?

Tell me what I do
I need guidance and advice on what to do

Baby, do I leave or?
I am still considering leaving the relationship