Pills
Anna von Hausswolff Lyrics


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I had it.
Had it all.
My spinster, sweet bachelor, they liked me.
I was good
I got on the wrong foot.
Heartloving from a boy
All I had but no joy
Pills, they keep me alive. These pills keep me alive.
These pills keep me alive
These pills keep me alive
This process needs, possession from me.
My habits I reduce, I keep theme solitude.
I'm listening to a fool
Transcends me to
Pills, keep me alive. These pills keep me alive
These pills keep me alive
These pills keep me alive
Oh my love
I'm holding it
Caressing it.
Oh, I'm sick
The heat and cold.
The presence of a dual code.
I'm on the floor constantly, intensivley,
making love.
I made love
I made love
with the devil
with the devil.
Oh I, I made love with the devil
with the devil.
Oh I, I made love with the devil
with the devil.
Oh I, I made love with the devil
with the devil.
Oh I, I made love with the devil
with the devil.
Devil
With the devil.
Devil.
With the devil.




Devil.
With the devil.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics for Anna von Hausswolff's song "Pills" explore themes of addiction, loneliness, and self-destruction. The singer of the song is someone who has had everything, including the love of others, but has still found themselves on the wrong path. They turn to pills as a means of coping, and though these pills allow them to keep going, they are also aware that they are slowly losing themselves in the process.


The chorus repeats the line "these pills keep me alive," implying that without them, the singer would not be able to go on. However, this repetition also creates a sense of urgency and desperation, as if the pills are not an ideal solution but a necessary evil. The verses delve a little deeper into the singer's psyche, with lines like "I'm listening to a fool / Transcends me to" suggesting that they may not be in a good mental state.


Line by Line Meaning

I had it.
I once had everything.


Had it all.
I had everything in abundance.


My spinster, sweet bachelor, they liked me.
Others admired and desired me.


I was good
I was a good person.


I got on the wrong foot.
I started off on the wrong path.


Heartloving from a boy
I received love from a young man.


All I had but no joy
Despite having everything, I was still unhappy.


Pills, they keep me alive. These pills keep me alive.
I need medication to stay alive.


This process needs, possession from me.
I am required to follow a strict regimen.


My habits I reduce, I keep theme solitude.
I limit my activities and prefer to be alone.


I'm listening to a fool
I am putting my trust in someone who is unwise.


Transcends me to
Takes me to a different mental state.


Pills, keep me alive. These pills keep me alive
I am completely reliant on my medication.


Oh my love
Expression of affection.


I'm holding it
I am holding onto something dear.


Caressing it.
I am treating it with tenderness.


Oh, I'm sick
I am not well.


The heat and cold.
I am experiencing extreme temperatures.


The presence of a dual code.
I am experiencing conflicting emotions.


I'm on the floor constantly, intensivley, making love.
I am engaging in a passionate physical act.


I made love
I engaged in a physical act of intimacy.


with the devil
I engaged in something sinful.


Oh I, I made love with the devil with the devil.
I engaged in something sinful repeatedly.


Devil
A reference to sin and temptation.


With the devil.
A reference to engaging in sinful activity.




Writer(s): Anna von Hausswolff Copyright: Figs D. Music O.B.O. Misty Music AB, Misty Music AB

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