Hopelessness
Anohni Lyrics


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How did I become
The mother of this son?
The face and mind
And hands of virulence?

I, who curled in cave and moss
I, who gathered wood for fire
And tenderly embraced
How did I become a virus?

Hopelessness
I feel the hopelessness

I don't care about me
I feel the animals and the trees
They got nowhere to go

I don't care much about you
I don't give a shit what happens to you
Now we blew it all away

Hopelessness
I feel the hopelessness

How did I become a virus?

I've been taking more than I deserve
Leaving nothing in reserve




Digging till the bank runs dry
I've been living a lie

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Anohni's song Hopelessness reflect a feeling of hopelessness towards the state of the world, specifically in relation to the destruction of nature and the consequences of human actions. The opening lines highlight the singer's confusion and remorse, questioning how they have become the agent of destruction despite their past actions of nurturing and caring for nature. The use of the word "virulence" suggests a sense of danger and toxicity.


The second stanza contrasts the singer's former connection to nature with their current state of being a "virus." The image of curling in a cave and gathering wood for fire presents a picture of a simpler, more natural way of life, while becoming a virus suggests a sense of pervasiveness and harm. The repetition of the question "How did I become a virus?" highlights the singer's confusion and self-blame.


The chorus uses the repetition of the phrase "hopelessness" to emphasize the overwhelming feeling of despair and the inability to see a way out of the destruction. The singer then turns their attention to the animals and trees, emphasizing their plight and lack of agency in the face of human destruction.


The final stanza reflects on the singer's personal role in contributing to the destruction, acknowledging their selfishness and complicity in a system that exploits nature for profit. The line "I've been living a lie" suggests a sense of awakening or realization, but the repetition of the chorus and the final line "We blew it all away" emphasizes the bleakness of the situation and the sense of irreversibility.


Overall, the song expresses a sense of guilt, despair, and hopelessness in the face of environmental destruction caused by human actions.


Line by Line Meaning

How did I become
How did I end up as


The mother of this son?
The one who is responsible for bringing up this generation


The face and mind
The representative and the intellect


And hands of virulence?
And the hands which are carrying out destruction


I, who curled in cave and moss
I, who lived peacefully in solitude


I, who gathered wood for fire
I, who lived with minimal resources, without causing any harm to anybody or anything


And tenderly embraced
And showed affection and care for all living creatures


How did I become a virus?
How did I turn into something that causes harm and destruction?


Hopelessness
A feeling of despair and defeat


I feel the hopelessness
The despair is taking over me


I don't care about me
I am not the focus of my concern


I feel the animals and the trees
My empathy is towards all living beings


They got nowhere to go
They have no escape from the destruction we caused


I don't care much about you
I am not concerned about you as an individual


I don't give a shit what happens to you
I do not care about the consequences of your actions


Now we blew it all away
Now everything we had is destroyed


How did I become a virus?
How did I become the cause of destruction that I never intended?


I've been taking more than I deserve
I've been exploiting resources beyond what is necessary


Leaving nothing in reserve
Without leaving anything for the future generations


Digging till the bank runs dry
Extracting resources until it is depleted completely


I've been living a lie
I've been living in delusion that our actions will not have consequences




Lyrics © WARP MUSIC LIMITED, Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: Anohni, Daniel Lopatin

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