Understand
Anson Funderburgh And The Rockets Lyrics

Last time I tried to understand you
In the past, I made an attempt to comprehend your actions and motivations

You showed me sides that I could not handle
However, you revealed aspects of yourself that were overwhelming and beyond my capacity to deal with

I don't know what I'll do
I am uncertain about how I will proceed

Bout how I feel 'bout you
Regarding my emotions towards you

I get it that I am a lot to add to
I understand that I bring a significant amount of complexity and baggage to the situation

Your life, I left on sight, but I had to
I chose to depart from your life immediately because I believed it was necessary

I couldn't stick around and not do what I can do
I couldn't stay and not contribute what I am capable of

Ran through money and places, a couple friends too
I quickly went through financial resources, moved from various locations, and lost a few friendships as well

It kinda happened so it's only me and my view
It all unfolded unexpectedly, and now I am left with only my perspective

I still only be saying good things about you
Despite everything, I continue to speak positively about you

Although it's been a while with living life without you
Even though some time has passed since I've been living without you

Girl why you not doing the same?
Why aren't you behaving similarly?

Talk shit, stomp all on my name
You engage in negative gossip and disrespect my reputation

But I get it, I'm pathetic, I am all to blame
However, I understand that I am at fault and in a pitiable state

But of course there's something sour 'bout that lemonade
Naturally, there is something unsavory about that seemingly pleasant situation

That's facts, but you should know that is how it's made
That's the reality, but it's important for you to understand the process behind it

Look back, you say that it was all a haze
Reflecting on the past, you claim that it was all a blur

I cant believe that, that is not the case
I find it hard to believe because that is not the truth

But i don't know what they be saying
But I am unaware of what others are saying

But I really mean it, I'm not healing
However, I genuinely mean it when I say that I am not recovering

I just miss when I get that feeling
I simply long for the sensation that I used to experience

I fucked up and broke the damn ceiling
I made mistakes and shattered the metaphorical barrier

I don't even know if I be wanting you to hear this song
I am unsure if I desire for you to listen to this song

I feel like in your eyes I am clearly wrong
I perceive that you view me as unquestionably incorrect

The difference between us is you really belong
The disparity between us is that you truly fit in

And I don't really have a place where I collaborate
I don't have a specific space where I collaborate with others

With other people cause my mother had a tragedy
Since my mother experienced a tragedy

And then I'm acting up and all the people mad at me
As a result, I behave poorly, resulting in others becoming angry with me

I'm sorry that I did not have a fucking family
I apologize for not having a supportive family

You cant laugh at me, I walk happily, like
You cannot ridicule me, as I continue to walk happily, as if nothing is wrong

But I don't know what they be saying
However, I am unaware of what others are saying

But I don't know what I'll do
Still, I am uncertain about how I will proceed

Bout how I feel 'bout you
In terms of my emotions towards you

Last time I tried to understand you
During our previous encounter when I attempted to comprehend you

You showed me sides that I could not handle
You revealed aspects of yourself that were overwhelming and beyond my capacity to deal with

But I really mean it, I'm not healing
But I genuinely mean it when I say that I am not recovering

I just miss when I get that feeling
I simply long for the sensation that I used to experience

You cant laugh at me, I walk happily, like
You cannot ridicule me, as I continue to walk happily, as if nothing is wrong

But I don't know what I'll do
However, I am uncertain about how I will proceed

Bout how I feel 'bout you
In terms of my emotions towards you

Last time I tried to understand you
During our previous encounter when I attempted to comprehend you

You showed me sides that I could not handle
You revealed aspects of yourself that were overwhelming and beyond my capacity to deal with

Last time I tried to understand you
During our previous encounter when I attempted to comprehend you

You showed me sides that I could not handle
You revealed aspects of yourself that were overwhelming and beyond my capacity to deal with

I don't know what I'll do
I am uncertain about how I will proceed

Bout how I feel 'bout you
Regarding my emotions towards you

Last time I tried to understand you
During our previous encounter when I attempted to comprehend you

You showed me sides that I could not handle
You revealed aspects of yourself that were overwhelming and beyond my capacity to deal with

I don't know what I'll do
I am uncertain about how I will proceed

Bout how I feel 'bout you
Regarding my emotions towards you

Last time I tried to understand you
During our previous encounter when I attempted to comprehend you

You showed me sides that I could not handle
You revealed aspects of yourself that were overwhelming and beyond my capacity to deal with