Selfish
Anth Lyrics

Make up running down your cheek
Tears are streaming down your face and I caused them

Don't know why you let me do this to you
I don't understand why you stay with me even though I hurt you

Too blind when you're in too deep
You can't see past your love for me even though it's causing you pain

Anyone can see I don't deserve you
Anyone can see that I treat you poorly and don't deserve the love you give me

And I know I should let you leave
I know I should let you go and find someone better

But I don't wanna see nobody with you
I don't want to see you move on with someone else

I should let you go
I should let you go and find happiness elsewhere

But I'm way too selfish
But I'm too selfish to do so

I can still remember when we first met
I still remember the moment I fell in love with you

I swear you fucking hit me like a train wreck
I was struck with such intense feelings that it felt like a disaster had hit me

And I don't know the words that can explain it
I can't find the words to express how strongly I feel about you

All I know is we ain't been the same since, no
Our relationship hasn't been the same since we fell in love

'Cause ever since I met you, I
Because ever since I met you, I

Swear I'm running out of all my lies
Promise I'm running out of excuses for my poor behavior

And every single time I made you cry
And every time I caused you to shed tears

Lying to you saying we'll be fine
Deceiving you by saying everything will be okay

We ain't fine
Our relationship is not okay

'Cause first you tell me you love me
Because first you tell me you love me

And then you tell me you hate me
And then you tell me you hate me

And then you call me your problem
And then you call me your problem

And then you call me your baby
And then you call me your baby

And you were always trying to change me
And you were always trying to change me

Now you hate how you made me
Now you regret how you influenced me

Yeah, you hate how you made me
Yes, you regret how you influenced me

All I need is a chance
All I need is an opportunity

And I will do anything for it
And I would do anything to prove myself

'Cause there ain't no one above you
Because there is no one better than you

I fucking hope that you know it
I truly hope you understand how much I value you

And just because I love you
And even though I love you

Doesn't mean I know how to show it
Does not mean I am good at expressing it

Girl I wish I could show it
I wish I could prove my love to you

Tell me what you're crying for
Tell me why you are crying

You say things ain't the same no more
You say our relationship has changed

You know that we've been here before
You know we have experienced this before

Been here before, no
We have gone through something similar before

I know you find it hard to let go
I know it is difficult for you to end our relationship

And you deserve much better but we both know
And even though you deserve better, we both recognize

That both of us are way too scared to be alone
That both of us are too afraid of being alone

You know you should leave but you still won't, no, no
You know it's best to end things, but you can't bring yourself to do it

'Cause even when you do nothing
Because even when you aren't doing anything wrong

Girl I still turn it to something
I still find a way to turn it into a problem

You say I'm too busy fucking around
You say I am too preoccupied with partying and sex

Just drinking and clubbing
Just going out and drinking at clubs

And if I'm really in love with you
And if I really love you

I would stop with the fronting
I would stop pretending and show it

All I need is a chance and I will do anything for it
All I need is an opportunity and I would do anything to make it work

And there ain't no one above you
And there is no one better than you

I fucking hope that you know it
I really hope you understand how much you mean to me

And just because I love you
And even though I love you

Doesn't mean I know how to show it
Does not mean I am skilled at expressing my feelings

I don't know how to show it
I do not know how to express my love

Girl, I wish I could show it
I wish I could prove my love to you

Make up running down your cheek
Tears are streaming down your face and I caused them

Don't know why you let me do this to you
I don't understand why you still let me hurt you

Too blind when you're in too deep
You can't see past your love for me even though I am causing you pain

Anyone can see I don't deserve you
Everyone can see that I am not worthy of your love

And I know I should let you leave
I know I should end things and let you move on

But I don't wanna see nobody with you
But I don't want to see you with anyone else

I should let you go
I should let you go and find happiness

But I'm way too selfish
But I am too selfish to do so