Torn
Anthony Amorim Lyrics

I wake up to a stranger's head laying in
When I wake up, the pillow where you used to lay your head is occupied by someone else's head, making me feel lonely and lost without you.

It's been lonely inside my bed
My bed and my life feel empty without you by my side, and it's been a constant struggle to find someone to replace you.

Sometimes I find that I need to outsource
Occasionally, I feel the need to seek physical comfort from others to fill the void left by your absence, even though it's not the same as being with you.

It's been a while since I've seen you
It's been a long time since I've been face-to-face with you, but the memories of our time together still linger in my mind.

And I do not mean to bring back all the things we were
I don't intend to dwell on the past and all the good times we shared, but it's hard to forget and move on when I'm still constantly reminded of you.

It's just that I find it hard to continue without you to keep me warm
Without your presence, I feel cold and alone, and It's challenging to keep going without the love and comfort you provided me.

Oh, I'm just a little bit torn (torn)
I'm stuck in a conflict between my desire to move on and my love for you, leaving me feeling fractured and torn apart inside.

I wake up, 4 cups of coffee
To cope with the emptiness, I drink copious amounts of coffee as I get through my day, trying to find a way to feel alive again.

Still use that machine you bought me
Even though you're gone, I still use the things you gave me out of nostalgia and to relive the moments we shared together.

So I can save some money
It's not just for sentimental reasons; it's also because I'm trying to save money after all the expenses and heartache of our separation.

And I still think it's funny how
I find it amusing that even after three months, it's still a struggle to get over the painful memories of our relationship and move on.

After three months, still getting over speed bumps
Even though it's been a while since we split, there are still many obstacles and challenges that keep getting in the way of my efforts to let go.

Like deleting all our pictures and not taking new ones
Small things like deleting old photos and not replacing them with new memories remind me of the significance of what we once had and what we've lost.

I should control it, I know that I could move on
Despite the pain and the struggles, I recognize that I have control over my feelings and should be able to move on with my life.

It's just that you make me feel so
However, you still have a powerful and irresistible hold over me, and it's hard to break away from that emotional connection.

Alive and then wish I was never born
You bring me back to life and reignite the spark and passion that once existed between us, but then the pain of your absence causes me to regret being alive at all.

Where do we go from here?
I'm lost and uncertain about what comes next after being separated from you, and I feel like I'm stuck in limbo waiting for answers.

I wish I knew the answers
I crave clarity and understanding about the future and how to move on, but everything seems uncertain and confusing at the moment.

I'm living my life in fear
The fear of the unknown and what comes next after losing you dominates my life, making day-to-day existence a challenge.

Of going on new adventures
Although I yearn for a fresh start and new experiences, I'm scared of stepping out of my comfort zone and leaving behind the memories of our past.

I wish I wasn't so used to waking up to you laying beside me
It's challenging to embrace change and move on when I'm still so accustomed to the familiar, comforting presence of you by my side every morning.

But if you're not looking then you'll never find me
I know that It's essential to move on and live my life without you, but It's also necessary to find someone who will see and cherish the real me and not compare themselves to you.

It won't take too long for me to be strong
With time, I know that I will find the strength to move on and find joy and happiness again without you in my life.

And really start living more
I believe that I'll eventually break free from the pain and grief of our separation and rediscover the things that bring me genuine happiness in life.

But I could be wrong, I hate moving on
However, there's always the possibility that I'll be wrong, and I'll never fully recover from our separation because I'm scared of letting go and starting over.