Overdose
Anxxiety Lyrics


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I threw away your letters, didn’t read them
I disregarded my pathetic reasons
Now I’m left with guilt to believe in
I can’t help but think you were all my seasons ‘cause in the winter you are what I breathe in
When did my lungs become freezing cold
I wish I could drink with you, get lost on a drive and sing with you, be everything I wanted to be with you
I know that we fell apart
I know that I broke your heart
I know that you can’t be here with me so I’m overdosing on a
Overdosing on a memory
You threw away my letters, didn’t need them
You locked me out while I left myself open
I wish you knew what you meant to me back then
I can’t help but think you were all my seasons ‘cause in the summer you are what I’m feeling
The sun on my skin never gets old
I wish I could drink with you, get lost on a drive and sing with you, be everything I wanted to be with you
I know that we fell apart
I know that you broke my heart




I know that you can’t be here with me so I’m overdosing on a
Overdosing on a memory

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Anxxiety's song "Overdose" paint a poignant picture of lost love and longing for what once was. The singer expresses regret and sorrow over their actions, symbolized by throwing away letters and disregarding reasons. There's a sense of realizing the weight of guilt now that it's too late, and a yearning for the past seasons of love that are now just memories. The imagery of breathing in someone during winter suggests a deep emotional connection that has now turned cold and distant.


The lyrics also convey a sense of yearning for reconciliation and moments that were lost. The desire to drink, get lost on a drive, and sing together signifies a longing for the closeness and connection that once existed. The singer acknowledges the falling apart and breaking of hearts, but still yearns for the presence of the person they lost. The act of overdosing on a memory speaks to the intense emotions and the inability to let go of the past.


The second part of the lyrics shifts to the perspective of the other person in the relationship, who also feels the weight of regret and longing. The imagery of throwing away letters and locking out the singer symbolizes a shutting down of emotions and shutting out of love. The reference to summer and the sun on the skin evokes feelings of warmth and happiness now overshadowed by the pain of separation.


The repetition of the desire to drink, get lost, and sing together underscores the deep desire for connection and understanding that was lost. Despite knowing that the relationship fell apart and hearts were broken, both parties are still consumed by memories and emotions, leading to an "overdose" on the past. The song captures the complex emotions of love, loss, and the lingering traces of a connection that once defined their lives.


Line by Line Meaning

I threw away your letters, didn’t read them
I ignored the messages you were trying to send me


I disregarded my pathetic reasons
I dismissed my flimsy excuses


Now I’m left with guilt to believe in
Now I carry the weight of regret


I can’t help but think you were all my seasons ‘cause in the winter you are what I breathe in
I associate you with all the different phases of my life, especially finding comfort in you during the cold, harsh times


When did my lungs become freezing cold
When did I lose the ability to feel warmth and love


I wish I could drink with you, get lost on a drive and sing with you, be everything I wanted to be with you
I long for the connection we had, the freedom of being ourselves together


I know that we fell apart
I am aware of the breakdown in our relationship


I know that I broke your heart
I understand the pain I caused you


I know that you can’t be here with me so I’m overdosing on a
I am trying to cope with your absence by drowning myself in memories of you


You threw away my letters, didn’t need them
You rejected my attempts to communicate with you


You locked me out while I left myself open
You shut me out while I remained vulnerable


I wish you knew what you meant to me back then
I wish you understood the depth of my feelings for you in the past


I can’t help but think you were all my seasons ‘cause in the summer you are what I’m feeling
I associate you with the changing times, finding joy and warmth in you during the summer


The sun on my skin never gets old
The feeling of happiness you brought me is unforgettable


I know that you broke my heart
I acknowledge the pain you caused me


I know that you can’t be here with me so I’m overdosing on a
I am struggling to cope with your absence by overindulging in memories




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Tyler Rollins

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