Spiral
Astral Swans Lyrics
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I’m begging you to turn me into clear light
As my voice is singing ghost songs
Quieter than silent night
If the world is just an idea in our head
I’ll close my eyes & forget about it
If the world is just an idea in our head
My loved ones they are gone
But they didn’t love me back anyway
Now it’s morning until night
Trying to get it back to every other day
If the world is just an idea in our head
I’ll close my eyes & forget about it
If the world is just an idea in our head
I’ll close my eyes & forget about it
Oh I’ll tell you what I’ve learned after a while
Sometimes at the bottom of a spiral
It’s just more spiral
In the song "Spiral" by Astral Swans, the lyrics express a sense of confusion and duality in time and existence. The opening lines, "One day ahead one day behind, I’m begging you to turn me into clear light," suggest a desire for clarity and a longing to escape the cyclical nature of time. The singer feels trapped in a liminal space, unable to move forward or backward, and seeks illumination or enlightenment to break free.
The reference to singing "ghost songs quieter than silent night" evokes haunting memories or emotions that linger in the shadows. It conveys a feeling of loneliness and detachment from the world, as if the singer's voice is fading into the void. The repetition of the refrain, "If the world is just an idea in our head, I’ll close my eyes & forget about it," underscores a sense of disillusionment and a willingness to retreat into introspection or denial.
The lyrics also touch on themes of loss and unrequited love, with the singer lamenting that their loved ones are gone and didn't reciprocate their affection. This emotional pain is juxtaposed with the mundane routine of everyday life, symbolized by the passage of time from morning until night. The longing to "get it back to every other day" suggests a desire to return to a sense of normalcy or stability in the face of grief.
The final lines, "Oh I’ll tell you what I’ve learned after a while, Sometimes at the bottom of a spiral, It’s just more spiral," speak to the cyclical nature of life's challenges and the inevitability of facing new obstacles. The metaphor of a spiral signifies the repetitive patterns and struggles that the singer encounters, hinting at a sense of resignation or acceptance of life's ups and downs. Despite any insights gained from experience, the singer acknowledges that sometimes there is no clear resolution, and one may find themselves stuck in a never-ending cycle of uncertainty and change.
Line by Line Meaning
One day ahead one day behind
Time is a cycle, constantly moving forward and back
I’m begging you to turn me into clear light
I seek clarity and enlightenment in my life
As my voice is singing ghost songs
I feel disconnected, like a ghost singing unheard songs
Quieter than silent night
My loneliness is even greater than the silence of the night
My loved ones they are gone
I have lost those I cared for, who may not have cared for me in return
But they didn’t love me back anyway
They may not have reciprocated my feelings of love
Now it’s morning until night
I am consumed by grief from morning to night
Trying to get it back to every other day
Desperately wishing for a return to normalcy
Oh I’ll tell you what I’ve learned after a while
I have gained wisdom through time and experience
Sometimes at the bottom of a spiral
In moments of despair, it feels like I am stuck in a never-ending spiral
It’s just more spiral
The struggle continues, with no clear end in sight
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Matthew Swann
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loggerboy237
My god this is lovely. Thank you for this. I heard this on the radio on the way home and it's a new favourite.
loggerboy237
@astral swans As are you Matthew. You two harmonize wonderfully together. Keep up the great work bringing back that 60's psychedelic vibe! If that's what your aiming for, then by god you've achieved it.
astral swans
thank you! so glad you like it. julie doiron is a beautiful force :)
Selci
You are beautiful! Amazing song and video
astral swans
xoxoxo