Lightning
Astrid North Lyrics
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even a little pull can be
like a needle in my heart
so small no one else can see
you say it´s my sensitivity
i say i´m human
you say don´t take it personally
i don´t understand this negativity
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
please don´t look at me that way
it takes enough to stand up straight
a constant wondering
shouldn´t beautiful bells ring
each step i make
each breath i take
i falter almost fall
but still in the storm i see
the stillness of it all
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
In the middle of the ocean i wonder inside
can i trust you
can i love myself
i miss my baby
she cries the tears i cry
Will i be there
so i’m asking
for moments of stillness
in myself when lightning breaks
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
The lyrics of Astrid North's song "Lightning" are centered around the feeling of vulnerability and fear in relationships, as well as the constant internal struggle to find a sense of peace and stillness amidst turbulent emotions. The opening lines of the song compare feeling controlled by a partner to being a puppet on a string, with even a small pull causing pain. The imagery of the needle in the heart that no one else can see adds to the sense of isolation and invisibility in the singer's feelings.
The chorus of the song repeats the idea of feeling one step away from lightning, which can be interpreted as being on the edge of something dangerous or explosive. This could be a metaphor for the intense emotions that come with relationships, and the fear of being hurt or betrayed. The singer acknowledges that they are lucky, but the fear and anxiety is still present.
The second verse brings up the theme of mistrust, asking if the singer can trust their partner and love themselves. The mention of a crying baby adds to the emotional weight of the lyrics, suggesting that there is more at stake than just personal feelings. The final lines of the song express a desire for stillness amidst the chaos.
Overall, the lyrics of "Lightning" explore the complexity of relationships and the emotional struggles that come with them. The idea of being one step away from something dangerous or explosive adds tension to the song, and the use of vivid imagery creates a strong emotional impact.
Line by Line Meaning
Like a puppet on a string
I feel controlled by others and even the slightest influence affects me.
even a little pull can be
Even the smallest action can have a big impact on me.
like a needle in my heart
The impact is painful and hurts me emotionally.
so small no one else can see
The impact is not evident to others, but I can feel it.
you say it´s my sensitivity
Others blame my emotions for the way I feel.
i say i´m human
I am acknowledging that it is natural to feel this way as a human.
you say don´t take it personally
Others advise me to not be affected by the actions of others.
i don´t understand this negativity
I cannot comprehend why people are negative and hurtful towards me.
i feel like i´m one step away from lightning
I feel like I am on edge and one small thing could cause me to break down.
i know i´m lucky but i´m frightened
I am grateful for what I have but still scared of what could happen.
please don´t look at me that way
I am uncomfortable with the way others are looking at me and these looks add to my stress.
it takes enough to stand up straight
It takes a lot of effort to put on a brave face and not show my true emotions.
a constant wondering
I am constantly questioning myself and my actions.
shouldn´t beautiful bells ring
I am questioning why beauty and happiness is not more prevalent in the world.
each step i make
Every action I take is a struggle.
each breath i take
Every breath I take is a reminder of how difficult everything is.
i falter almost fall
I am close to giving in and breaking down.
but still in the storm i see
Despite my struggles, I can find peace in the chaos.
the stillness of it all
There is a calm in the middle of the storm.
In the middle of the ocean i wonder inside
I feel lost and isolated, wondering about my purpose in life.
can i trust you
I am questioning if others are trustworthy and have my best interest at heart.
can i love myself
I am struggling with self-love and accepting myself for who I am.
i miss my baby
I am missing someone or something that brings me comfort and happiness.
she cries the tears i cry
My emotions are intertwined with this person or thing and we both feel sad.
Will i be there
I am questioning if I will be able to overcome my struggles and be there for myself and others.
so i’m asking
I am seeking help and guidance from others to get through this.
for moments of stillness
I am seeking opportunities to find peace and calmness in my life.
in myself when lightning breaks
I am trying to overcome my emotional struggles during difficult moments in my life.
Writer(s): Astrid Karina North Radmann, Camus Celli
Contributed by Gavin A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@pinot7914
A Song that moves me like no other...beautiful....
@BUweB
Rest in peace sweet human being and amazing Singer, Artist.
It was great to know you a little.
🥀🎋🍂 🌾☮️🥀 ...farewell 🥀🎋
@_k.g
Just beautiful.
@zertifiziertNI
🌹❤️🔥❤
@sanftervulkan
Rest in peace, Astrid. Glad having had the chance listening to you 2015 in Frankfurt. Tears in my eyes.
@billie-mariew5424
danke, astrid north, so ein wunderschönes lied!!!!!
@raintramp1
it should be - it's timeless - thanks for calming me down and upsetting me at the same time - that's what art is for.
@heinzmanglus5538
Unglaublich schönes Lied .....freue mich sehr auf`s Konzert in Münster im Oktober.
@Datscher
Nice!
@pinot7914
No Words😔😔😔😔...unglaublich...so eine wunderbare Sängerin