Bloodshot
Aunt Martha Lyrics


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I've been running around like an unkempt kid
Trying to remember the things I did
If I went too far I hope it doesn't do me in

Cause they tell me a man is just the sum of his parts
Well I'm body and blood and a terrible heart
And it all adds up to every different person I've been
I wanted to crash your party but I couldn't find your house
I wanted to touch your body and kiss you on the mouth

Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want

I know that you see me as a younger man
But cities and countries they had other plans
And we all grow up, what do you think you're gonna grow back

The people around me, they're not my friends
You can do what you want, I'd rather pretend
Cause no one should be lonely, everyone needs people like that

I wanted to crash your party but I couldn't find your house
I wanted to touch your body and kiss you on the mouth

Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want

Everyone you know is living at home
In the gutted-out basements, chemical zones

Well you're still gonna wonder, you're still gonna ask
But whatever the wonder, nothing can last

Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want
Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want





Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want

Overall Meaning

The song "Bloodshot" by Aunt Martha is a haunting and introspective look at the journey of life and regrets that come with it. The lyrics describe a man who is looking back at his past, trying to piece together the things he's done and the person he's become. He acknowledges his flaws - a terrible heart - and wonders what that makes him as a person. He wanted to crash someone's party and touch their body, but he couldn't find them. He's left with the feeling of being lost and alone, pretending to have friends when really he's just lonely.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been running around like an unkempt kid
I have been aimlessly running around, without any direction in life.


Trying to remember the things I did
I have been trying to reminisce and recall the things I have done in the past.


If I went too far I hope it doesn't do me in
I hope that my past actions, if regretful or harmful, will not have adverse effects on me.


Cause they tell me a man is just the sum of his parts
People often say that a person is made up of different aspects of themselves.


Well I'm body and blood and a terrible heart
I am made up of my physical being, my blood, and my flaws.


And it all adds up to every different person I've been
All of these parts combined create the person that I am today.


I wanted to crash your party but I couldn't find your house
I wanted to join in on your celebration, but I was unable to locate it.


I wanted to touch your body and kiss you on the mouth
I wanted to be physically intimate with you.


Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want
There is unclear communication between two parties.


I know that you see me as a younger man
You view me as less mature than you.


But cities and countries they had other plans
The places I have lived in and traveled to have shaped me in ways that differ from your perceptions of me.


And we all grow up, what do you think you're gonna grow back
As people grow older, they cannot regain their youth and past selves.


The people around me, they're not my friends
The people I associate with are not true friends.


You can do what you want, I'd rather pretend
You have the freedom to do as you please, but I would rather ignore reality and make myself believe otherwise.


Cause no one should be lonely, everyone needs people like that
Humans need social connections and companionship to avoid feeling lonely.


Everyone you know is living at home
It seems as though everyone you know is living a stagnant life.


In the gutted-out basements, chemical zones
They are living in dreary and confined spaces.


Well you're still gonna wonder, you're still gonna ask
You will always have questions and curiosities.


But whatever the wonder, nothing can last
Regardless of the questions we ask, all things come to an end eventually.


Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want
There is still an absence of clear communication between two parties.


Bloodshot, what do you want, what do you want
The lack of clarity in communication prompts the repeated questioning of what is being communicated.




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Comments from YouTube:

Vivek Upadhya

what a stunning song, and great band. hopefully get to see them in the ATL sometime soon

Bryan Rankin

Seriously guys, keep doing this. Sounds like these make me happy to be alive.

rabbitbike

Thank you for writing this song.. recording this song. You guys are wonderful.

Heroic Defeat

What a criminally underrated band. Jesus.

indieRPF

nice video guys, are you signed yet? I hope your recognition continues to grow, you really deserve it

jessicakrysinska

omg, please continue your thing guys. i can see you going far <3

Anthony Jones

Aunt Martha and the avett brothers should make one together. I think it would be a song that damn near kills yet picks you back up. A song busting out with so many emotions

radicallemon

Really nice! Darrens dad would be proud

Beau Carpenter

amazing.....and I don't say this often.

BeEpic247

This should have been the song that took it to the top.

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