Mankind
Austin Fillmore Lyrics

I don't like to lie but it's a natural habit of mine
Although I don't prefer lying, it has become a habit for me.

Got me dancing round the subject like it's hammer time
I tend to avoid discussing certain topics and divert attention, similar to dancing around.

Conversations turned to obligations
Simple conversations often lead to obligations or responsibilities.

Don't get frustrated I lose my patience
Please understand that I easily lose my patience, so try not to get frustrated with me.

Baby mamma still ask if I'm in love with her
Despite our situation, the mother of my child continues to ask if I still love her.

She got my daughter so it's hard for me to forfeit her
Since she is the mother of my daughter, it's difficult for me to give up on the relationship.

I ain't tryna rush Shit I know it's Gods pace
I have no intention of rushing things; I understand that everything happens at God's chosen pace.

Every move I make I hope it leaves my haters bitter
With each action I take, I hope to evoke bitterness from those who dislike me.

I ain't gotta prove shit they know I been that nigga
I don't need to prove anything; everyone already knows the type of person I am.

Still doin all these drugs to catch a feeling nigga
I continue to rely on drugs to try and experience certain emotions.

Look into my daughters eyes I see a bigger picture
When I gaze into my daughter's eyes, I see a larger purpose or meaning.

Look around this whole city u won't find no one really
If you observe this entire city, you'll realize that there's hardly anyone genuine.

And that's facts
And that is the truth.

Let em hate
Let them hate.

I'm goin get mine
I will work towards achieving what is rightfully mine.

This my right let me fight in these end times
This is my entitlement, so allow me to battle through these challenging times.

I'm bout to blow like I'm standing on a land mine
I am about to achieve success or gain recognition, just like standing on an explosive land mine.

This is God given I don't trust in mankind
I have received this talent or opportunity from God and I do not have faith in humanity.

I give you real give you real and you like it huh
I provide authenticity and truthfulness, and you appreciate it, right?

This that truth this truth you can't fight it huh
This is the undeniable truth, and you cannot argue against it, can you?

Cause y'all will let me down before my God dude
Because all of you have disappointed me before even God could.

Chi dreams combo number 5 dipped in au ju
In my dreams, I envision a combination of elements, like the Chicago Chi-town vibes mixed with a flavorful dip.

Been myself that's the only thing I try to
I have always stayed true to myself; that's the only thing I strive for.

Sittin with my son when he was five watching caillou
I spent time with my son when he was five, sitting together and watching Caillou.

That's when I knew I had to get it
At that moment, I realized that I had to strive and work for my goals.

That when I knew everything that I spit I had to really live it
It became clear to me that I had to live out everything I spoke or rapped about.

You'll prolly think this shit is written no it's off the top of the dome
You might assume that my words are carefully crafted, but they are actually improvised right in the moment.

I know what's at steak like filet mignon
I am fully aware of what is at stake, just like the tenderness of a filet mignon steak.

Mamma used to say come home
My mother used to tell me to return home.

Before the streets lights on
She wanted me home before the streetlights illuminated.

You been goin to long
You have been gone for too long.

Wash yo hands you smell like outside
It's important to wash your hands as you smell like you've been outside.

And before you eat your plate
Additionally, before you consume your meal,

Make sure you give him praise
ensure that you express gratitude and praise to God.

Cause without him my hands is tied
Because without God, I am unable to take action or make significant progress.

Yea with out him I can't provide
Yes, without him, I am unable to provide or take care of others.

Yea without him we won't survive
Indeed, without him, none of us would be able to survive.

Mamma spoke the truth and it kept me line
My mother always spoke the truth which guided and disciplined me.

Still I had to leave the hard way
Even though I knew it would be difficult, I had to learn through personal experience.

Still I had to do it my way
Regardless, I chose to do things in my own unique manner.

It ain't Gods plan if it don't multiply
If something doesn't result in growth or multiplication, it is not part of God's plan.

To my pride commit a homicide
In order to overcome my pride, I must eliminate it entirely.

And that's truth
And that is the truth.

Now I live my life like I got way too much to lose
Currently, I lead my life with the awareness that I have too much to lose.

Slowing down on the liquor women and the booze
I am reducing my consumption of alcohol, parties, and hook-ups with women.

I'm living proof what happens when u sit in pews
I am a living example of what can occur when you regularly attend church.

And let your heart rejuvenate
By allowing your heart to heal and experience renewal.

God got a plan for us all and his life I'm try imitate
God has a plan for all of us, and I strive to imitate his way of living.

And I perfect but the lifestyle is goin be worth
I am not perfect, but the way I choose to live will ultimately be rewarding.

And I know they goin hate but shit
Even though I am aware that they will criticize, but...